301 Chapter 301: I can't save you, let alone myself(1/2)
Chapter 301 301: I can’t save you, let alone... myself
Author: Jin Xi
Chapter 301 301: I can’t save you, let alone... myself
"To be honest, I hate you so much. I hate you so much. It's all because of you that I'm in such a miserable state." She tilted her head and looked at her, "It's funny to say that in the end, you can say a few sincere words to me.
The only one who talks is you."
"Don't be impulsive, don't act recklessly, Meng Chuning, you are not bad at all. You must have good looks and good acting skills. As long as you correct your mentality, it will not be difficult to return to the entertainment industry." Xu Li gritted her teeth.
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"Are you... comforting me?"
Meng Chuning felt that she could hear the sincerity in her words, but she just couldn't believe it.
Even her own parents never cared about her, but Xu Li, who she had always regarded as her enemy, cared about her at this time.
But, everything is too late...
That beam of light still couldn't shine in, so making a comeback meant nothing to her.
"Xu Li, I have no way out, and I can't see my way out." She chuckled, tears welling up in her eyes, "I don't want to die quietly, and I don't want all my resentments and thoughts to be known."
"I even thought about dragging you to hell with me."
Xu Li's heart sank and she looked at Meng Chuning in shock.
He saw her suddenly getting up and walking towards her. At that moment, Xu Li was instantly occupied by panic and fear. She suppressed the discomfort in her body and backed up, "You... are you crazy? Meng Chuning, please don't
Come here, don’t come here..."
At this time, Meng Chuning's psychological defense had already collapsed, and there was no logic or reason at all.
Her mother's never-ending demands for money, her cold attitude, and Xu Li's pregnancy were the last straws that strangled her.
Meng Chuning squatted down in front of her, grabbed her shoulders, and laughed almost crazily, "Are you afraid? Hahahahaha, yes, you are still pregnant now, of course you will be afraid, but...
…Seeing you look like this, I really feel relieved and comfortable.”
"You're right, I'm crazy. You guys are driving me crazy."
She pushed her away again, stood up and took two steps back, "Growing up, I have lived in a family of origin that values boys over girls. My mother always gave me good food and drinks for my younger brother.
Those who have fun will stick to him first, and I... am just a piece of garbage that can be discarded at any time."
"When I grew up, I was their cash cow. As soon as they ran out of money, they would ask me for it. They didn't care whether my situation was difficult or not. If I didn't give it, I would be a white-eyed wolf, an unfilial daughter, and get all kinds of abuse."
"I really envy you, very, very much."
Xu Li's back hit the pillar behind her hard, and the heartbreaking pain spread instantly, making her originally unattractive face instantly twist.
The discomfort in my stomach became more and more intense.
"So, you brought me here today because you didn't just want to chat with me!" Xu Li raised a pair of stern eyes.
"Yes, I want you and your children to go to hell with me."
"you!"
"But I regret it now." Meng Chuning laughed a few times and stepped back slowly, "Taking you with me will only dirty my reincarnation path, and I don't want it! I want to be cast into a good child in my next life, and I want to have a good life.
The parents who love me and cherish me, the man who dotes on me and protects me, so... I don’t want any more in this life."
She spoke softly and retreated to the edge, looking dazzling under the warm sun.
But his face and eyes were completely dead and lifeless.
"Meng Chuning!"
Xu Li opened her eyes in horror, suppressed the discomfort in her body, and wanted to get closer.
"Don't come over!" Meng Chuning shouted angrily, "That's not right... To be honest, Xu Li, I'm very happy. I can have a chat with you today, talk about the pain and grievances in my heart, and then...
I also received your care and comfort, which is quite good."
"Say it, I feel much better and more relaxed, that's all."
She smiled slowly, looking at the bright red blood flowing from Xu Li's trouser legs, she narrowed her eyes and said, "You seem to be giving birth."
Xu Li gritted her teeth, and her stomach gradually started to hurt. She held her stomach and slowly sat on the ground again, "Meng Chuning! Give me a 120 number. I'm begging you. You can settle the grudges between you and me however you want.
, but the child in my belly is innocent and he is not wrong..."
"Yes, there is nothing wrong. Did I make mistakes when I was a child?"
Meng Chuning stared at the blood on the ground, "I am the one who wants you to die, and why do you call 120 for an ambulance? Hahaha, are you dreaming? If I don't pull you, it will be my last act of kindness.
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The pain in her stomach became more and more severe. Just looking at the pool of blood under her body, Xu Li almost lost her mind, and tears burst from her sour eyes.
"This child is really important to me, Meng Chuning...ah...it hurts..."
Suddenly a mobile phone was thrown in front of her. Because it was far away, the screen of the mobile phone was shattered when it landed.
"Fight yourself. I can't save you, nor your children, nor... myself."
Perhaps it was Xu Li's unwarranted words of relief that made her soften. It seemed that if something happened to the child in her belly, she would really feel unbearable.
"Goodbye, Xu Li, goodbye, this disgusting world..."
"don't want!"
The moment he saw Meng Chuning leaning back, Xu Li's heartbreaking voice broke through the sky, deafening, and the next moment, a huge crashing sound also sounded.
At that moment, it seemed that the world was quiet.
Xu Li was stunned on the spot, tears gathered in her eyes and did not fall out for a long time.
Meng Chuning had no intention of going back alive today. She came here with the intention of committing suicide and dying.
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Outside the operating room of the hospital's delivery room, Shang Yan's hands were stained red with blood, and his clothes were also stained with blood.
"Xu Li lost too much blood, and the fetus in her belly also showed signs of hypoxia. She was born prematurely again, Mr. Shang... you have to be mentally prepared." The obstetrician in surgical clothes looked at him solemnly.
Shang Yan's Adam's apple moved slightly and he whispered, "I'll keep you safe."
The doctor paused slightly, "We will try our best."
After saying that, the doctor turned and entered the operating room, and the red light in the operating room turned on.
Gusts of dark wind came from the corridor, which made Shang Yan shudder. He took two steps forward aimlessly, slowly sat on the ground with his support on the wall, bent his legs, and lowered his head to look at the smooth ground.
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What was in his mind was that when he rushed to the abandoned factory not long ago, Xu Li fell in a pool of blood at the edge of the sixth floor, stroking his stomach with both hands, and had fainted and lost consciousness.
And she reached out and saw a shocking blood mark between the nearest pillars.
She obviously struggled to climb over.
What shocked him even more was that Meng Chuning fell to the stone slab on the first floor and was bruised and bloody. She didn't know what happened at the scene, but just from what he saw, he felt suffocated.
Time passes minute by minute.
Xu Zhengsong and Shang Yu, Chen Mo and Tang Xin, and Qiao Shan and Bai Junhua all arrived one after another.
But Shang Yan seemed to have no intuition and just sat there, motionless and silent.
When he took Xu Li away from the abandoned factory, the police also arrived. They quickly sealed off the scene and disposed of Meng Chuning's body.
Two hours later, two police officers came over, and it was Xu Zhengsong and Shang Yu who went there together to answer the question.
Another hour passed before the lights in the operating room were turned off. After a while, the door opened and someone walked out and shouted, "Xu Li's family."
Shang Yan seemed to be re-infused with his soul and stood up immediately. The numbness of his legs almost made him lose his balance, but Chen Mo on the side quickly supported him with quick eyes and hands.
"gentlemen!"
Shang Yan didn't care much and rushed over, "I am, I am her husband, doctor, how is she?"
"The operation was successful and Xu Li is out of danger, but the child's condition is not very optimistic because the mother lost too much blood, was deprived of oxygen for a long time, and was born prematurely. She has not passed the critical period now."
"It's a boy, weighing 2.3 kilograms. The child will temporarily stay in the ICU incubator for treatment."
"Although Xu Li's life is not in danger, her body is very weak now, and with the strength of the anesthetic, it is normal for her to fall asleep for a day or two."
Hearing the doctor's words, Shang Yan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and the rest of the breath was for the sake of the child.
Xu Li did indeed fall asleep for two or three days and didn't wake up until the morning of the fourth day.
In addition to the white ceiling, what caught her eye was Shang Yan lying beside her bed.
"Shang Yan."
She called softly.
When Shang Yan heard the sound, he stood up suddenly. The moment he saw her waking up, he was stunned for a moment. He stood up quickly and asked, "Are you awake? I... I'll call her."
Xu Li moved her lips and before she could make a sound, Shang Yan went to call the doctor.
To be continued...