The sad and pitiable thing is, who cares about those people?

The moment that I don’t want to recall the most is when I clearly felt that my life force was rapidly passing away and peeling off but I couldn’t do anything about it... Then I fell into the abyss with relief and reluctance... I couldn’t tell what was going on when I was surrounded by a sense of powerlessness.

Sink downward or float upward... there is no end!

But an unforgettable picture came to mind - the grey-haired parents supported each other and beat their chests and beat their feet, the wife lay heartbroken by the bed and wept, and the daughter who was under four years old howled along with her for no apparent reason... I just felt heartbroken.

!

Only when you lose can you understand what it means to lose...

Unknowingly, Xiao Yuxuan's face was filled with tears.

I am not Xiao Yuxuan. Apart from my deep reluctance and attachment to my relatives in this world, I have no nostalgia for this world.

…

I don’t know how to explain it. Is it a dream?

How can there be such a real dream!

If it's not a dream, what is this? The so-called dislocated time and space? The so-called parallel universe?

…

After waking up from the endless darkness for more than half a year, after all, I can't live like this Xiao Yuxuan should be, and I don't even know what the meaning of living is!

Compared with living, it is more acceptable to die!

Where is the gratitude to the Creator for giving me another chance to live?

Where is the secret joy of being reincarnated as a human being?

Where is the passion or heroism to build a career?

…

After experiencing it once, my heart has become cold, like a pool of stagnant water with no ripples in the wind.

However, now that I have become Xiao Yuxuan after waking up, there is no need to be pretentious anymore and live more freely and wantonly. As long as it is no longer like the last time, I still look like I hate it when I close my eyes...

Xiao Yuxuan originally liked music and was a student of the Music Department of the Shanghai Academy of Drama - it's good to learn whatever you like!

The original Xiao Yuxuan likes to dodge the eyes of others and turn himself into Xiao Transparent - just do whatever you like, which is good!

Xiao Yuxuan originally had no clear plans except to take the postgraduate entrance examination - now that he has become a first-year graduate student, it's good to have no pursuits!

The original Xiao Yuxuan was introverted, repressed, sensitive and fragile. Finally, he chose to commit suicide in depression. From now on, he will just look at this world with cold eyes, no matter what color it is... He is a person who has experienced life and death, which is good!

Anyway, it doesn’t matter, it’s all good!

…

The hotness between his fingers instantly brought back Xiao Yuxuan's thoughts. Xiao Yuxuan ejected the hot cigarette butt forcefully, looking for the ignition point - the cigarette butt drew an arc and fell to the ground, splashing sparks that flickered and disappeared.

Finally, he jumped and rolled away...

Feeling that his face was wet and cold, he raised his hand and touched it, and found that his face was full of tears. Xiao Yuxuan cursed secretly, "You have said that you are looking down on life and death?"

Why is Itama still so sensitive, fragile, and unsatisfactory? Is he a man if he still loses his temper even though he is a grown-up?"

Then he wiped it dry with his sweatshirt sleeves as if to vent his anger.

Putting on his sweater hat and leaving the lively street scene behind, Xiao Yuxuan walked into the store again.

Sitting in front of the computer, Xiao Yuxuan no longer had the mood to continue organizing documents.

I casually buttoned up my laptop, pulled my backpack over, and fumbled for a sliding screen phone from inside.

The mobile phone had just been purchased, but Xiao Yuxuan looked disgusted with the so-called high-end product with a color screen. For people who are used to Android or iOS smartphones, who would still care about this junk thing?

Push the slider to light up the screen, and a reminder of two missed calls and several unread text messages pops up.

After careful inspection, the contact for missed calls and unread messages showed that he was Teacher Zhou Xianjun, and Zhou Xianjun was Xiao Yuxuan’s graduate tutor.

One cigarette only takes two calls and a few text messages. What’s the big deal?

Reading the text message with doubts, the content is very simple:

"Are you there?"

"Are you there? It's a bit urgent!"

“Call me back as soon as you see the message!”

Xiao Yuxuan didn't waste any time. He walked towards the door and called Zhou Xianjun back. The call was quickly connected.

Xiao Yuxuan was the first to speak: "Teacher Zhou, I just saw your text message, what's the matter?"

"Yu Xuan, are you in the magic city now or have you gone home?"

"Teacher Zhou, I'm still in the Magic City, what's wrong?"

"It would be better if you are still in Shanghai. Isn't it convenient for you now? If it's convenient, come to my place. I'll wait for you in the office! I can't even explain a few words on the phone!"

Although Zhou Xianjun asked Fang if it was inconvenient on the phone, his tone was very clear, meaning that if it was convenient, he would come, and if it was inconvenient, he would find a way to come.

"Okay, Teacher Zhou, I will go there now, but I am outside the school now. It will take about 15 minutes to get there."

"It's okay. Please be careful on the road after dark. I'll wait for you in the office."

"Okay, I'll leave now, Teacher Zhou. I'll see you later!" After hanging up the phone, Xiao Yuxuan turned around and walked in.

Xiao Yuxuan walked over and turned off the music, then clapped his hands and said while packing his things:

"I'm sorry, everyone, the store is closing now. Please prepare to leave... Remember to pack your personal belongings and don't leave valuables such as mobile phone, wallet, keys, etc. behind. Come back when you have time!"

As soon as he finished speaking, there were high and low responses and the sound of scattered things being packed away.

"Hey, I've always heard that you won't turn away guests when you meet... Why did I make an exception when I came here for the first time today?" came a naughty voice.

The voice came from the direction of his "throne". Xiao Yuxuan looked over and saw that the boy in the couple was speaking. At this moment, the girl was slapping the boy's arm, as if blaming him for being troublesome.

He was replying to the girl while saying something with a smile on his face.

"Haha, isn't that just a coincidence? There's something urgent today, I'm sorry!" Xiao Yuxuan responded towards the "Throne".

"It's okay, it's okay... don't listen to his nonsense!" the girl explained to Xiao Yuxuan repeatedly.

Before the girl finished speaking, another boy's voice took over the words: "Hey...Boss, closing the door so early is not your style!"

Hearing that this boy knew that he was the boss, Xiao Yuxuan guessed that he must have been here many times. He looked over and saw that this boy's short hair had natural curls and he really had a familiar face.

Xiao Yuxuan thought: Just come back soon!

So he replied nonchalantly: "Okay, I'll leave beforehand, you can leave anytime you want!"

"Boss, are you so casual?" Ziran Juaner felt a little embarrassed, "I was joking just now! Don't take it seriously! I'll leave right away!"

"You can drink water randomly, but you can't talk nonsense... I'm not a casual person! Hehe... I'm not a casual person when I'm casual!" Xiao Yuxuan made a little joke, hehehe, he put his bag on his back and said a few words.

He walked away quickly, "Please, whoever is the last to leave, please help close the door. I really have something to do, so I'll leave first!"

Xiao Yuxuan's words made these customers laugh. Then when they saw Xiao Yuxuan actually leaving after saying he was leaving, they looked at each other again - How dare someone like this kind of business leave the shop to the customers? How casual.

of!

Naturally, Juaner regretted his impulse just now.

The boss had already left, and there was no point in regretting it. Naturally, Juaner secretly decided that he would be the last one to leave, and at worst, he would just wait here until the boss came back.

Naturally, Juaner likes this store very much. He has been there many times, so he is quite familiar with it.

He walked to the computer that controlled the sound, clicked on the Qianqianjing listening music player, and said to the others in a familiar voice:

"If any of you have any songs you want to listen to, you can choose them yourself... There are many songs here, all in different styles!"

"You can listen to anything, just as casual as the boss!"

"Look for some pure music or piano music, just don't make it too noisy!"

"It's up to you to choose!" A girl asked Zi Ziraner: "By the way, do you know the boss?"

This question attracted the attention of many people, and they all looked up at the natural volume.

"I've met him several times, but I can't say I know him... The boss's surname seems to be Xiao. I don't know if it's the portrait of Xiao, or the Xiao with a cursive prefix and a serious word for Su... I don't know what his name is?"

"The boss's name is Xiao Yuxuan. That's what the girl called the boss just now... This boss is very humorous and interesting!" A girl not far from the bar said with a smile.

"Yes, yes, I occasionally heard a few words when the boss was talking to that girl just now... humorous and interesting!" Someone next to him echoed.

"The boss is very young, is he a student?" someone asked.

"How could it be a student?" a retorted voice sounded.

"The boss is really a student, I'm sure of this... But I haven't asked which school he is from. There are several universities near here... Theater, University of Science and Technology, University of Science and Technology, and a very famous technical university

Yuan, haha!" Zi Zi Juaner laughed out loud when he mentioned the joke about "Jiyuan".

"That's the Technical College, don't just call it that!" spat a girl, who seemed to be a student of the Magic City Technical College.

"Hehe..." Zi Zi Juaner smiled obscenely, "The boss is not here right now. If you are curious, you can go back and ask about it in your school's BBS forum."

As a result, "meeting" and the boss Xiao Yuxuan became a topic on several school BBS forums.
To be continued...