Chapter 1444: Jealousy because of love
"I won't love you anymore," she said, "Gu Lichen, I don't regret loving you, but in the future, I will slowly forget this love. Maybe one day in the future, we can meet by chance on the street.
Then have a cup of tea and chat."
Maybe that kind of future would be good too.
But the more she said this, the uglier his face became, "Forget it? Do you really think you can forget it?"
"I...should be able to do it." She met his gaze and said, not wanting him to know her guilty conscience at the moment.
If you fall in love with a man like him, how can you forget it so easily?
"What if I want you to continue to love me?" he said, "I will be good to you, better than before."
But the so-called "good" is not love after all. Zhong Keke's eyes dimmed, "Li Chen, you are already very good to me, but because I love you, I... greedily hope that I will be the best in your heart."
First, I hope that when I am in danger, you will rush to me without hesitation to protect me, and I hope that the person you love most is me."
After a pause, she said, "Unfortunately, I know that these are impossible. I know how important she is in your heart. I also know that there can be nothing more between you and her, but... I'm afraid that again
If I continue to love you, I will become more and more jealous of you, and then maybe I will do something that even I hate."
Her mouth was filled with bitterness as she confessed her thoughts in front of him.
"I don't want to be that person, so before I become more jealous, I might as well end this relationship." Zhong Keke said with a wry smile.
"You said you wanted to work hard to make me fall in love with you. Now I finally like you, but you want to break up with me? Zhong Keke, I won't allow it! You heard me clearly, I won't allow it!" He pulled her sharply.
She entered her arms and hugged her tightly, fearing that if she let go, the person in her arms would disappear completely.
She snuggled into his arms quietly, thinking that this was the last benefit.
From now on, this chest will no longer be huggable by her!
"I'm sorry, I originally thought I could work hard slowly, I could wait, but now I realize that it turns out... just liking is not enough." Zhong Keke murmured softly, "I can't make you fall in love.
I'm really... very sorry, but I think you will definitely be able to meet someone you can fall in love with again."
His body trembled, and every word she spoke was like an extremely sharp sword, piercing his heart fiercely.
"So, no matter what I do, you will still break up with me, right?" After an unknown amount of time, his voice sounded suddenly.
"Yeah." She responded softly.
His embrace loosened little by little, and she knew that it was time to say goodbye for the final time.
"Since you want to break up, then I will give you this opportunity, but you must think clearly. Once we break up, from now on, I will not protect you at all, let alone do anything for you. This way
——Do you still want to break up?" He looked at her, with a hint of last hope in his eyes.
Her heart ached. What did he expect?
Was he hoping that she could pull him out of his feelings for Yiran? But she simply couldn't do it.
In the past, it was just that she overestimated herself.
"Let's break up." She heard her own voice say.
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Zhong Keke didn't know how she got out of the hospital and how she got back to her apartment. When she came to her senses, she was already in the living room of her apartment, and she was holding a picture album in her hand.
The paintings in that album...are all of him! They are all of Gu Lichen!
She peeked at his paintings, or they were painted by him when he was a model for her, or they were painted by her imagination...Almost half of the album was already filled with paintings. She originally planned to wait until the entire album was filled.
You can give it to him as a gift.
But now, this picture album has become a solace for her emotional pain.
Zhong Keke flipped through the pages of the paintings she had drawn in the album. In the paintings, he sometimes had his eyes lowered, leaning against the window and flipping through books, and sometimes he looked back and smiled, marveling at the time... Every time
She loved him so much in every painting.
Snap, snap!
When tears fell on the album paper, Zhong Keke suddenly realized that she had cried just now.
She hurriedly wiped away the tears on the paper with her sleeves, and then wiped her face randomly to wipe away the tears on her face.
Don't cry! Don't cry!
She desperately said this to herself in her heart.
But the tears still kept pouring out of my eyes, and I couldn't stop them no matter what!
"What, you and Gu Lichen broke up?" And when Zhou Xinmian came to Zhong Keke's house the next day, as soon as they met, he saw his best friend's peach-like eyes and this breaking news.
"Yes, we broke up." Zhong Keke said, even his voice became hoarse.
"Why is it so sudden? Didn't you have a good talk with him before?" Zhou Xinmian was surprised. Suddenly, she seemed to have thought of something and said, "Maybe he saw those videos of you uploaded on the Internet, so he misunderstood
Really? Do you think you are really a stingy, selfish person who doesn’t care about your loved ones?"
"No." Zhong Keke shook his head, "I broke up with him. No one is right or wrong, it's just not suitable."
Zhou Xinmian was speechless, which was not suitable for this word. At this time, it can be said to have thousands of meanings.
"Who proposed it?" Zhou Xinmian couldn't help but ask.
"Me." Zhong Keke said.
"You really..." Zhou Xinmian sighed. She could see that her friend didn't want to talk about this issue in depth. In this case, she didn't ask more questions. When Keke wanted to say it, she would just listen.
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"It's stupid, isn't it?" Zhong Keke sighed together, "Originally, I had such a powerful boyfriend who could show off my power, but from now on, I have to rely on myself for everything."
"That's stupid, but you can still rely on me. Come on, come on, I'll rely on you!" Zhou Xinmian replied.
Both of them tried their best to use a relaxed tone to resolve the heaviness of the topic.
"Keke, no matter what time, I'm here for you," she said.
Zhong Keke smiled lightly, "Xinmian, thank you, it's great to have a friend like you!"
She didn't know how long it would take her to forget her feelings for Gu Lichen, but at least from now on, she had to get used to the days when that man was no longer by her side.
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Chapter completed!