But what about surviving?

She lost everything she owned.

During the two years she was recuperating in the sanatorium, she wanted to end her life countless times.

It was Zheng Yixian who stayed with her all the time, telling her that nothing was her fault and that she was the best girl in the world.

But for Yuan Kongye, this warmth was not enough to fill the huge hole in his soul.

"Hey, Zheng Yixian, do you think this world is too dirty?"

Yuan Kongye sat in a wheelchair and looked at the snowy scene outside the window, and said to Zheng Yixian calmly.

"If gods really exist, why don't they cleanse the world?"

Zheng Yixian came over and slowly knelt down in front of her. His eyes were full of pity and sincerity.

But he couldn't answer Yuan Kongye's question.

Yuan Kongye smiled weakly.

"That's right, there are no gods in this world. Everything is just the result of human suffering."

"My parents are liars who play with people's hearts. The members of the Theological Sect are greedy and ignorant believers. Even I... am a cowardly and incompetent doll who is at the mercy of others."

She suddenly straightened up her expression.

"There should be no such thing as human beings in this world."

Zheng Yixian held her cold hand and comforted her silently.

It's just that the heavy snow fell harder and harder and never stopped.

…

The snow disaster came without any warning.

The blizzard continued, as if it would never end, and the world finally became chaotic, with desperate cries everywhere.

But Yuan Kongye didn't feel scared, she was even a little happy.

Because the gods finally heard her voice and came to purify this world full of ugliness!

In the last days, the ugly side of human nature is fully exposed.

She has seen with her own eyes children abandoning their parents for food; husbands and wives living under the same roof have to put knives under their pillows every day.

Yuan Kongye smiled happily.

She thought she was going to die in this cleansed world.

When the end of the world came, everything was in chaos, and she and Zheng Yixian were so weak that they were separated.

She should have died.

But just when she was about to die of cold and hunger, a special voice suddenly sounded in her heart.

She awakened the ability called [Death Return].

It's like a person has an extra arm, and he naturally understands its function.

A glimmer of light finally appeared in Yuankong Yekong's eyes.

Isn't this the guidance given to her by the gods?

This must be her mission as an apostle of God.

To bless others, to seek the strength of the unfaithful, and finally grow into a god to punish all the filth in the world!

She thought about everything that happened in the mourning hall that day.

If she had been strong enough back then, nothing would have happened.

People, if you want to change the world, you must have a power strong enough to subvert everything!

Yuan Kong Ye survived.

Her life is no longer confused.

She was willing to sacrifice everything in order to accomplish the goals God had guided her to.

The first person she killed was a nun named Chen Rou.

In the cold apocalypse, Chen Rou adopted many orphans and distressed people in St. John's Cathedral.

Provide them with food and medicine, and comfort them to survive with hope in the end of the world.

Chen Rou is like a beacon in the apocalypse, bringing warmth to many people, including Yuan Kongye who almost died for a time.

Just because she has a special power [the gift of Jehovah].

For those whom her hands touch, any physical pain will be healed and any mental uneasiness will be soothed.

Yuan Kongye felt the long-lost warmth by her side.

Chen Rou is a true believer, with a devout heart and mother-like goodness.

Yuan Kongye needs her power.

That is the best power to use to summon foolish people in the last days.

So she took advantage of Chen Rou's lack of defense, tricked her into using Bing Po, and then killed her with a sharp kitchen knife.

Everything is for the will of the gods, and everything can be sacrificed.

"Sister Chen Rou, you will forgive me, right?"

She covered her cheeks with her blood-stained hands, and two lines of muddy tears flowed from her fingers.

Chen Rou's death made many people feel sad and uneasy.

But soon Yuan Kongye appeared and showed that he had the same abilities as Chen Rou.

As a result, people quickly forgot about Chen Rou.

They were so cold and so hungry that they could only see their eyes with their thoughts.

So they quickly knelt down at Yuan Kongye's feet.

The prototype of the Snow Worship Sect began to appear from this moment.

At first, Yuan Kongye was not willing to accept male believers.

Because of that incident, she rejected any man from the bottom of her heart.

She believes that men are dirty pigs who only act based on desire.

Let her not mention touching, and not even want to look at it again.

The way any man looks at her will remind her of that seemingly endless painful night.

However, when Zheng Yixian found her, everything changed subtly.

When Zheng Yixian found Yuan Kongye, he was as embarrassed as a wild dog that had lost its home.

But when he saw Yuan Kongye, the joy in his eyes was like the brightest starlight.

"Aye, it's great to see you are okay!"

But all Yuan Kongye gave him back was an indifferent look.

"Let's go!"

She rejected him coldly.

It seems that in order to implement her beliefs, she does not allow her heart to loosen in any way.

She will instinctively reject any person or thing that may change it.

Zheng Yixian asked in horror: "Why? Did I do something bad that made you hate me? I know, it was my fault to lose you after the heavy snow came."

"But please forgive me! If I lose you, my life will be meaningless."

Yuan Kongye frowned, and in order to let this man who would shake her heart leave, she said: "I hate all men in this world! So, you'd better stay away from me, the further away the better!"

Zheng Yixian's heart almost collapsed.

He smiled bitterly and said: "In the past, you were in Neon and I was in Tianhai. We were thousands of kilometers apart. I sent you messages every day. At that time, I felt that you were right next to me."

"But now that you are in front of me, I feel as if you are on the horizon."

So, how far is far?

Once two hearts are separated, there is no end of the world.

Yuan Kongye did not answer him, but left coldly.

But the next day, Zheng Yixian found him again.

His body was covered with donated blood, and he looked so weak that he was about to die.

But he looked at Yuan Kongye with a smile on his lips.

"You hate men, but I don't anymore. So I will never hurt you."
Chapter completed!