Chapter 148 The Heart Is Formless (Part 2)(1/4)
That kind of restlessness is growing.
I understand very well that it is something that I can't control because I don't know why it appears and why I have that thought.
...From my heart, the most real murderous intent.
If I said that my previous actions were somewhat unintentional or helpless, every time I killed Hachimatayuan's own hands, it would be completely absolutely murderous intent.
"Haha, in the end, the goal was indeed achieved..."
A beautiful woman walked out from nowhere. I just felt familiar, but I couldn't remember who she was.
"Did you forget me so soon? I said I will teach you what you love."
"Are you... Kiyohime? Yamata Orochi asked you to come?" I finally remembered the charming woman in front of me.
"Aren't you the one who came to me first? When I was a human, "you" passed by my house and asked me for water, and asked me what "love" is."
“…that’s not “me”.”
"Yes, that's not "you", it's just a part of "you".
My face suddenly changed, and I looked at "Ayun" who was already lying on the ground without any rest: "Do you know her identity?"
"...Love, what is it?" Qingji walked down from the giant snake beside her and helped "Ayun" up.
“…”
"Escape cannot solve any problem." Qingji seemed to be sneering at me, but she didn't look at me, just staring at "Ayun", "But, you chose to escape, why haven't you guessed it yet?"
“—”
Qingji finally looked at me: "What exactly is this illusion you think is?"
What exactly is...
I have verified that everything here is not reincarnation, but even if Hachimata is erased, he will appear again. It's like...
It's usually just that I'm constantly responding to someone's wishes.
...But, Hachimata is not the kind of person who is willing to respond to someone's wishes-
Unless, he is not him here...
"These will appear here, all because of "love".
"……"like"--"
"I was not in the mood to participate in this matter, but I just wanted to repay my kindness." Qingji turned to look at "Ayun" again, "Love... If it is just one-sided, it will be bitter after all."
"Ayun..."
"Surprised? Yes, who cares about the joys and sorrows of the little people?"
"... Even if Ayun loves me, she can't create such an illusion. At least she is dead, right?"
Qingji narrowed her eyes slightly: "She is indeed dead, but such an illusion is something that everyone can create."
"Everyone can...? Are you saying... this is... it's just a dream? So, what did 'she' do to this dream?"
I was eager to get the answer from Qingji, but she just slowly brought Ayun to the snake.
Suppressing the restlessness in my heart, I asked again: "When will this dream wake up?"
"Wake up?" Qingji slowly sat on the big snake and looked down at me, "Have you ever seen a dead person awake?"
I did think about what would happen if "she" died, but...
"...You were sent in by Ukiyo?"
"That's right. When he was fighting with that monk, he helped me, so I helped him take out the fragments of "you", which was somewhat of a good deal for him."
"The "memory" is dead, and it is impossible to speak again."
"That's nothing to do with me."
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When she met the young god on the temple wall, she felt that there were countless evil insects crawling over her back.
Especially, there was a knock on the door at the temple gate at the same time.
"Shh! Don't say I'm here!" The young god looked anxious.
She was stunned for a moment, subconsciously covering up the breath of the young god, and then jogged to the door of the temple.
The first time her temple was visited by guests. Although all the guests were not well-known, it didn't matter.
However, after opening the door, she regretted it instantly.
The person who came was the white-haired god, still with fear that made her tremble. However, if you say this, you may not believe it-
Even the snake she would talk to almost every day would deal with it with a few words of ridicule.
She inquired about it, it was the ancient god, Izanaki.
How could the ancient god's prestige and status be shaken by her, an alien god?
Her instinctive fear and escape were pressed into her heart. After a moment of surprise, she smiled very calmly—
“May I ask – who are you looking for?”
The ancient god Izanaqi paused and looked at her: "Oh... I'm looking for a boy, don't you know you've seen it?"
"Young man...? Um..." She seemed very hesitant.
"What's wrong?"
"No...I'm just surprised. It turns out that there are gods who are willing to visit in places like me?" She smiled softly again, "I'm rude, I haven't seen any boys. But you..."
Izanaki could hear that she was considering the words.
Gao Tianyuan accepted an alien god, but he still heard about it.
The red eyes of this foreign god revealed simplicity, but it made him deeply uneasy.
Why?
Izanaki frowned slightly.
Such uneasiness even carries the smell of decay from the old world.
...Old World?
No, it is impossible.
Izanaki knew about the old god of Izumo Kingdom. After the creation of the world, he was dissatisfied with Takatahara and moved away from the race to Izumo Kingdom alone...
But, this race...
"Do you need to come in and rest for a while?"
Izanaki's thoughts were interrupted, and then he saw her concerned gaze, then shook his head: "No need. You...I remember you."
"Ah..." She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "So you remember me? Thanks to you who saved me at that time. I just came to Gaotianyuan at that time, and I was so scared. I guess you are also very important in Gaotianyuan. I am an unknown junior.
, dare not visit him rashly."
His tone was extremely sincere, humble and pious.
Izanaki didn't say anything. He just took a step back and then turned and left.
——I just don’t want to see her.
This is the only thing Izanaki thought about at that time.
It was not until all Izanagi's breath disappeared that the trembling of her body gradually subsided. Her palms were covered in sweat, and her legs could barely stand.
"It's so ugly." The young god Susanoo walked behind her at some point and stared at her with a scrutiny.
The temporary relaxation made it difficult for her to disguise again, but...
"Thank you for visiting my temple. When will you leave?"
She also needs to...use him.
His relationship with Izanaki may be unusual.
Susanoka frowned: "I don't plan to leave."
"But here, not yours-"
"It's so long-winded. I plan to go to the world to play, so you can go with me."
“—”
“Wouldn’t it be boring to stay here all day?”
"I just think-"
"I'm not asking for your opinion, anyway, come with me."
"I can't decide this kind of thing."
"ha?"
To be continued...