Chapter 241 You taught me(2/3)
He Songning was speechless: "You really meant to save him when you spoke out."
Xue Qingyin did not answer his words and only asked: "Do you have anyone you believe in?"
He Songning became even more mute.
He...has no one he trusts.
It can be said that even Xue Chengdong didn't believe it.
Xue Qingyin murmured: "Everyone probably has ulterior motives in your heart. You can trample on everyone's love."
He Songning immediately retorted: "When will I trample on..."
Halfway through his words, he remembered his previous disdain and hatred for Xue Qingyin.
That's trampling.
Xue Qingyin asked him again: "I wonder if Xue Qinghe is not trustworthy in your heart?"
He Songning... I don't know.
He has to take a road full of difficulties and dangers.
From the moment you set foot there, you were destined not to trust anyone.
He doesn't want Xue Qinghe to be contaminated with all kinds of filth, so isn't it just a matter of suspicion?
As long as she is not contaminated, it will be difficult for her to stand on his opposite side...
He Songning was shocked, and his whole face suddenly sank.
Xue Qingyin turned around, but her face was full of tears.
He cried silently.
She said hoarsely: "I really don't dare to stay with you anymore, you make people feel scared."
The arrogant face in the past is now like a flower damaged by wind and rain.
"Qingyin..." He Songning's tone softened.
When she was pitiful, she aroused his boundless pity.
"I don't know what you want to do...I don't know if you have ever thought about what you want." Xue Qingyin shrank back and avoided his outstretched hand.
What does this mean?
He Songning thought to himself.
Xue Qingyin said: "What you want is for everyone to be afraid of you? What you want is boundless power, but don't want a trace of true feelings?"
He Songning's eyes suddenly changed.
What he wants...is naturally the position of emperor.
Don’t want a trace of true feelings?
Xue Qinghe would naturally rely on him wholeheartedly...how could he not have any true feelings?
But thinking of this, he suddenly got stuck.
He found that even if this was the case, it was not something to be happy about.
How many days has it been since he saw Xue Qinghe?
He Songning couldn't remember clearly.
It must be natural that Xue Qinghe's feelings for him will fade away by then.
Besides Xue Qinghe...
He Songning realized that he had never had a trace of true love.
No……
Neither.
He remembered that day when the king of the Meng clan broke in and questioned the two of them, he mentioned every word how much Xue Qingyin cared about him.
Seriously?
He Songning instinctively wanted to be suspicious...but he immediately thought of Xue Qingyin asking him, why are you always so suspicious?
What she didn't say was - "Why can't you believe me?"
Why? Why?
In an instant.
Many things passed through He Songning's mind.
I even thought of the scene in that farmer's home, with his wife, children, and mother huddled together.
They live in poverty and it's not easy, but they always smile a little more than him.
He Songning suddenly realized.
...He can naturally have true feelings.
If not, then build it yourself.
"Stop crying." He Songning raised his hand to wipe her tears, "Go back after washing. These two days will pass quickly."
Xu Zhi has a natural mother's love for him.
Xue Qingyin has been attached to him since childhood.
It's just that we've become a bit distant this year...but it's not difficult to get back together.
Now he suddenly felt that the false identity was not completely meaningless.
He has never met his biological mother.
But as long as he wants, he can still have a home of his own.
Xue Qingyin seemed to have finished her words. She wiped her cheeks, stood up and walked ahead.
He Songning felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, so he followed up and said, "It's my fault for scaring you. I will definitely trust you from now on, and I won't scare you anymore, nor will I make you cry."
He thought she was going to ask again, which one is more important between me and Xue Qinghe?
She always likes to ask.
But today he was so relaxed that she didn't ask anything.
He Songning walked side by side with her, and then remembered to care about her: "You should be a month old now, why is your belly still missing..."
Xue Qingyin said coldly: "It's just a lie."
"What?" This simple sentence, combined together, has more impact than the previous words.
Is it fake?
Does King Xuan know? Does the emperor know?
...They must know!
It turns out that Xue Qingyin became a pawn in their fight against King Wei and the Xu family!
Is she really happy in Prince Xuan's Mansion?
The position of princess is just compensation.
In an instant, He Songning thought a lot again.
He knew that there had long been rumors that King Xuan did not like women.
He even doubted...whether Xue Qingyin and King Xuan were really married. After all, even the pregnancy could be fake.
Even...even he felt a trace of indescribable relaxation and joy.
Even when he learned about Xue Qingyin's poisoning, he could finally let go of the guilt he felt when the carriage he was riding in passed by the gate of Prince Xuan's Mansion in order to deal with King Wei's affairs.
But what replaced it was an even stronger sense of pity.
She has always been lonely and helpless.
In comparison, maybe the Mon king loved her more...
He Songning held Xue Qingyin's wrist: "Qingyin, everything will be fine..."
Wait until you get back to the cave.
Qiao Xinyu noticed that the atmosphere between the two had changed.
Although Xue Qingyin was still a little distracted, He Songning was much gentler to her.
It is gentleness that comes from the heart.
Qiao Xinyu was speechless.
Why did he change after being out for such a short time?
Seeing that it was getting late, they gnawed on two pancakes and prepared to take a rest.
To be continued...