My surname is Su, which means "yu". People often call me "Yu Niang".

Following the orders of my parents and the words of my matchmaker, I married my husband-in-law, Sun Jianxing.

He is talented and intelligent, and he was selected as a scholar at a young age.

Whenever my father sees his husband, he always says that he will be someone who will make a difference in the future.

After we got married, my life with him was harmonious and beautiful.

But everything in life is always happy.

Good days are always too short.

In my third year of marriage, my mother's business became increasingly difficult, and my husband's scientific examinations always ended in failure.

My husband went to teach in a private school. I knew that he was unsuccessful and I also knew that he was an ambitious person.

I am good at embroidery, so I want to do more work through embroidery and save more money for his scientific examination in the future.

However, later he stopped teaching.

I don't know why, but he became obsessed with going to gambling houses.

By the time I found out, he was already betting.

It was just a small bet at first, and then the bet became bigger and bigger.

I tried to stop him, but to no avail.

One time, my husband came back very late, drunk, and asked me for money.

I knew that he had another gambling debt from the gambling house and needed to use the money I made from selling embroidery to pay it off.

Because I didn’t want him to gamble anymore, I tried to persuade him, but I didn’t expect him to hit me.

He said that the fortune teller on the street said that the reason why he could not win the lottery was because he married a woman with bad luck.

He said, I am the broom star and the star of death.

He said that as long as I am with him, he will never have any chance of fame in his life.

He also said that instead of doing this, it would be better to live freely and happily.

That day, he not only beat me, but also took away all the money I earned from embroidery.

I cried for a long time after he left. I couldn't understand why a good person turned into this.

I thought this was the worst, but I didn't expect that this was just the beginning.

My husband-in-law would not only steal the money I earned from selling my embroidery, but he would also sell off all my dowry.

Later, they even sold me to a casino to pay off my debt.

I didn't want to do this, so I had to run away.

It's not that I never thought about walking away.

But I was alone, a woman, and had no money, so where could I go?

Thanks to Boss Feng's mercy, I went to Fengming Tower to work. I thought, as long as I can survive, I can stay far away.

However, I didn't expect that he would come looking for me.

That day, Sun Jianxing came to Fengming Tower to look for me and took me away by force.

Fengming Building is full every day, and all the people who come are well-known people. I looked at Sun Jianxing's face in front of me, and those people sitting in the seats looked on with cold eyes.

At that moment, my heart suddenly became cold.

I thought, what am I still struggling with?

There is nothing in this world worthy of my nostalgia.

I tried my best, but I couldn't even achieve the desire to live an ordinary life.

Finally, I became cruel and said to Sun Jianxing, 'I will never leave him until I die.'

Rather Stick to your guns.

Then, he hit the pillar directly and wanted to die.

However, I didn't expect to meet Miss Qi at the critical moment of life and death.

She held my hand when I was most embarrassed.

She saved me and took me completely away from that miserable life.

Later I learned that she was not only the daughter of Prime Minister Qi, but also the concubine Qi in the palace.

I didn't expect that such a noble person, loved by thousands of people, would actually encourage me to live and say to me, "You are worth it."

Before I got married, I was the beloved daughter of my parents.

After I got married, I was a beautiful lady who lived like a year.

While living through those difficult years, I heard too many "you should" and "you don't deserve".

But no one said to me, "You are worth it."

Miss Qi told me that the hardships I encountered were not because I was bad, but because I didn’t meet the right person.

Although I can't see Miss Qi often, I know that from the moment she appeared in my life, there was light in my life.

In her words, it is faith.

Because I believe, I will live a good life firmly and passionately.

I cultivated like this for a month, and the injury on my head healed. It was also at this time that I learned the news of Sun Jianxing's death.

Originally, people in the mansion kept it secret from me because they were afraid that I would be sad.

However, when I heard about Sun Jianxing's death, I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't feel too sad.

Because only I know that all my sorrows have disappeared long ago during the torture with Sun Jianxing.

It was also at this moment that I clearly understood that my old life had completely left me.

From now on, I will live a good life.

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