Chapter 183 Trust
The room was so quiet that the needle could be heard. His extremely low and soft voice exploded in his ears like fireworks, which made Wei Qingsong stunned. It took him a long time to react.
She looked up in disbelief and looked into Lu Jingming's quiet eyes.
In those very beautiful black jade eyes, there was no doubt about the doubts she had imagined, no anger of being deceived, nor the indifference and coldness she always had in her usual days, only full of heartache and unlimited tenderness.
It seems that everything goes against what you expect.
To confess the past opportunity, Lu Jingming's reaction, her mood... all kinds of things, in the past six years, she has previewed countless times in her heart.
Once upon a time, when she returned to her dream at midnight, she was scared and sweated in a cold sweat by Lu Jingming's gloomy and strange expression and resentful and angry questioning in her dream.
She had never expected that Lu Jingming's reaction was so calm and so calm and calm.
The already disordered breathing instantly became smooth, and the tension and anxiety in my heart disappeared.
Wei Qingsong finally found his thoughts, but his voice still shivered: "I have never mentioned these pasts to you. Don't you blame me?"
Lu Jingming just smiled bitterly: "I only blame myself for not being able to be by my side when you were so helpless."
This file is not detailed, only records Wei Qingsong's crimes in prison, but the specific circumstances of the case were vague.
But he also heard a little about Satan Prison, where all the prisoners were notorious internationally.
He didn't know what Wei Qingsong had experienced so that he was regarded as a criminal who was extremely guilty, but he absolutely believed that Wei Qingsong could not kill anyone.
Thoughts flew, Lu Jingming suddenly remembered that after the two met again, he was so cold to Wei Qingsong and spoke ill of her again and again.
And all of that comes from his ridiculous self-esteem and his self-righteous temptation.
But he never thought whether his cold words would cause harm to Wei Qingsong.
Thinking of this, Lu Jingming's eyes were a little dim: "I blame myself even more. After you finally returned to me, you not only did not care about your past, but instead repeatedly spoke bad words to hurt you."
At that time, the resentment that had been surging in my heart for a long time was like a volcano that could not be suppressed.
Although he had long thought that Wei Qingsong might have had difficulties in leaving, he still couldn't help but expose his anger on her, completely ignoring whether she would feel wronged.
At that time, he was still a little happy to revenge, but now he knew the suffering she had suffered, and he was left with endless regret.
She is so haggard and thin in the photo. I think she knows what kind of torture she has endured.
She used to be such a delicate little girl. She would shed tears after a light touch. She would pout and act coquettish when it was a little cold and hot. How should she fall asleep in such a cold prison?
And her brown eyes, which should have gem-like brilliance, always with indulgent innocence, but in the photo, her eyes were gone.
He didn't dare to think about it anymore. After thinking about it carefully, his heart couldn't help but sting.
Once upon a time, he had imagined in his mind why Wei Qingsong left countless times.
He thought about whether she and her family had to leave their hometown after a sudden change.
But in the end, he gave up the idea again.
He would rather Wei Qingsong leave just because he no longer loved him and simply did not say goodbye, nor did he want Wei Qingsong to live a little bad life.
Even if Wei Qingsong no longer belongs to him, as long as she can live a life as happy as before in a place where he cannot see it, then what if it is not possible?
Now, her experience has been revealed, but it is ultimately contrary to her wishes.
Lu Jingming even breathed faintly, but Wei Qingsong just shook his head slightly, remained silent, and slowly took back all the information scattered on the table and sealed it carefully.
Her eyes drooped slightly, and her slender and dense eyelashes cast a hazy shadow on her eyes.
After a moment of silence, she asked hoarsely: "You have seen the photos, aren't you afraid? Is there really someone on my hands?"
"You won't." Lu Jingming answered firmly without any hesitation.
Wei Qingsong was stunned again, unable to explain what his heart felt.
Lu Jingming actually believed her without reservation.
When she woke up in the pool of blood in the back alleys of Nanxun Street, she even fell into deep self-doubt and almost became insane, but Lu Jingming chose to believe her without any hesitation.
And what about her, can she bear this trust?
From beginning to end, she thought about how to hide Lu Jingming. Her thoughts were so pale in the face of Lu Jingming's openness and trust.
The strong guilt made her feel ashamed.
"I'm sorry, my case involves an international case. After being taken out by my teacher, I became a tainted witness and signed a confidentiality agreement with the FBI. I don't know how to tell you, and I don't know whether this kind of thing should be told to you..."
Her anxiety fell in Lu Jingming's eyes, which made him feel more and more anxious.
He was worried that Wei Qingsong would fall deeper and deeper in his self-blame, so he immediately interrupted her and said, "Don't say sorry to me, it's really okay. I don't need to know everything. Since you have your concerns, follow your wishes. At least in front of me, you never have to be careful. I don't want you to be embarrassed."
Seeing that she was still pursing her lips tightly and looking like she was silenced, Lu Jingming deliberately made a joke: "Besides, I am a patient now. Just hearing about Satan Prison, I will be scared. I think I know how amazing the secret you are carrying should be. With my current state, it is better not to listen."
"The wound that just sewn has not healed yet." As he said that, Lu Jingming raised his jaw and pointed it at the wound, smiling calmly, "Don't listen to your secret in a while and it broke up again."
Even though he was calm and did not care at all, his heart was bitter, not for anything else, but for his tribute.
Many times, the person who carries the secrets alone is the most painful.
But he couldn't bear the responsibility for her.
Wei Qingsong also knew that Lu Jingming was helping her, and such a cold and self-supervised person never played a joking and funny role.
She didn't want this kind of wind and rain to continue to spread, so she stopped her emotions and whispered: "Things are too complicated, and it will take a lot of time to figure it out from beginning to end. Now is indeed not a good time. Soon, everything will end, and I will tell you everything."
She was not looking for excuses to shirk the old case on Nanxun Street was already complicated, and behind it was the organization called "Evil Reason".
When everything goes back to the root of the source, it also involves the relationship between her and the Yan family in Bailiwan and the secret of the Yan family's sins. The various things in between may also involve the grudges of the previous generation, which is really complicated.
She originally cared about her background very much, but later she gradually accepted certain facts with the help of her adoptive parents and teachers.
She cannot choose who has genes and who is born, but she can decide what kind of person she will eventually become and what path she will take.
In fact, many things were already doomed as early as the moment she was sent away when she was born.
She and Yan Jiqian have no more kinship than blood relationship.
Chapter completed!