Chapter Thirteen: My Mind Has Been Made Up
Even though the ground was covered with a high-quality carpet, the stool that was not prepared at all still made a dull sound when it fell to the ground. The dull sound seemed to hit Su Zhi's heart. She raised her eyes and looked at the one who had already found that she had said the wrong thing and dared not look at her own Qianmo.
He asked in a hoarse voice, "What did you say just now?"
Qianmo opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything after all.
"How many words do you say to me are true?" Su Zhi felt a cold breath surge into his heart. Her eyes were swaying when she looked at Qianmo, and even a little away.
"Azhi." Qianmo also realized that Su Zhi had already moved, and Su Zhi had never been angry like him. This tone made him feel inexplicably sour, as if he was finally going to lose his only relative in this world. No, he didn't want to.
"I've told you a long time ago, don't, lie to me. I hate others lie to me." There was no warmth in Su Zhi's cold words. Her eyes evacuated from Qianmo's body, opened the door and walked out.
Qianmo looked at her back, and her heart was very painful. She gritted her teeth and chased after her.
Su Zhi sat by the pond in the courtyard, and the faint moonlight shone down, giving her a layer of brilliance. The light veil on her cheeks was beautiful in the wind, a pair of black and lively eyes, and her delicate eyebrows and eyes were so beautiful.
Qianmo quietly ran to the side that stopped him, and gently bit her cuff with her teeth. But Su Zhi didn't look at him.
"Azhi." Qianmo Qianmo called out tentatively.
Su Zhi still lowered his eyes and did not speak. Qianmo leaned forward and found that Su Zhi's eyes were red. She clenched her fists tightly and did not speak.
This was the second time Qianmo saw Su Zhi crying. Except for the first time that her inexplicable cry, Su Zhi never shed tears. She warmed him like a ray of sunshine, and her smile was the tenderness before going to bed every day. She lived in her own world like an elf. Now, the sadness of walking in Su Zhi's eyes made him feel so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
"Azhi." Qianmo almost burst into tears.
"I woke up blankly, so confused that kind of confusion seemed to be dead. Do you know, when I knew I had a sister, how happy I was. I was thinking, it turns out that I still have relatives in this world, and I am not living alone. When you tell me that it was my sister who saved me, how much I wanted to live hard. Although I don't remember anything, I think that the person who accompanied me when my life was hanging in the end was the best person to me." Su Zhi said, his eyes became hotter and his nose was a mess.
"I know why you lied to me. I also know that you are for my own good. But I hope you can lied to me for the rest of your life. Even if I ask me to hold on to the idea that she is still alive, I will find her for the rest of my life." Su Zhi smiled.
Qianmo finally trembled violently in his heart, "You were dead when she was sent. Your heart was broken, and it must have been smashed by someone with internal force or demon power. And your sister is not a human, but a half-demon-like bloodline belongs to our fox. You were incomplete at that time, and she also spent a lot of physical strength. But she was very powerful. For me, I was just a little spirit fox who was ignorant of learning and hiding in a dilapidated temple, and the spirit fox was a kind of strength a hundred years ago.
The big demon species, so I remember my father said, "changing my mind skills," and told your sister. She would use all her spiritual power in her heart to save you no matter what. If I don't agree, she would kill me at any time. Of course, I promised her to save you, not that she threatened me. But I could see that she had been living for you all her life. If you die, she would definitely not survive." Qianmo's voice was very low, and it seemed that both of them had to use a lot of effort to hear his words clearly.
Su Zhi's eyes fell into her own eyes under the pond. She looked at her strange and familiar self, and the warm liquid filled her eyes, blurring her gaze.
"So, with her help, I dared to use that technique. She poured all her heart spiritual power into you and then she was wiped out." Qianmo's voice was a little choked.
"It's gone to ashes." Su Zhi opened his lips and gently pronounced these four words. Tears that could not be carried in his eyes finally fell into the cold pond with his eyes.
Tick. Tick. Like a quiet rain.
"The entrust she gave me is to never remind you of the past. I will never allow you to come out. I will never want you to be exposed to those who know you. I want me to take good care of you and live happily." Qianmo's tears also flowed down. He could not even forget the moment when Fu Qing lowered his head and kissed Su Zhi's cheek before his death. Her smile was so beautiful that it was hard to see.
"What's her name?" Su Zhi's voice had changed, and he was slightly choked.
"Looking at you."
"Qiqing." Su Zhi felt a pain in his heart when he shouted these two words. She trembled with her hands on her heart, "Aqing." Tears fell even more. It seemed like a huge sadness was about to drown herself.
She has lived for so long, and has lived so happily and carefreely until now, but this beating heart does not belong to her. It is the only thing her relatives left to her.
"I don't want to." Su Zhi reached out and grabbed Jinyi from his heart, trying to tear it apart. "I don't want to."
"Don't think of anything?" Qianmo wanted to reach out to stop him, but he couldn't even break Su Zhi's fingers.
"I don't want her to die. I don't want her to die for me." Su Zhi took a breath and closed his eyes and sobbed.
"Azhi." Qianmowowo reached into her arms and held her hand. Suzhi's hand was so cold that it was terrible. Her tears fell on him and wet his fur.
"Why? Why is this happening?" Su Zhi clenched his teeth, and she suddenly opened her eyes, with endless anger.
"Azhi." Qianmo was shocked. Su Zhi now looked like a fur-fried lion. It was extremely terrifying.
"I must figure it out. I won't let my sister die in vain." Su Zhi lowered his head and said word by word to Qianmo.
"What do you want to do? Could you not listen to your sister? How can you do this troubled times? Su Zhi, please calm down. You must know that it is not such a simple thing for the King of Fengtian and the King of Yizhou to come to find you. Now you can't tell whether it's enemies or friends. If you act rashly, you don't know how to die. Besides, Fu Qing will not let you take risks. How can you be worthy of her if something happens to you?"
Su Zhi heard Qianmo say this and suddenly burst into tears. She choked and said, "Yes, how can I be worthy of her? But who has asked me about my wishes, who has asked me if I want to be resurrected like this, I want her to die for me. Has anyone considered it for me, but I know that living like this is not as good as death. Every time my heart beats, it reminds me of her. Do you understand?"
Qianmo was stunned, but she had never thought about these problems. Compared to Su Zhi, she was simply cowardly. Her parents died because of her, but she was still in a depressed state and didn't even dare to take revenge. She lived so well. Su Zhi was very stubborn. She was afraid that she would not be able to survive after she knew about the death of Fu Qing. It was all her fault for being humble.
"If I were to live in hiding my name like this, it would be better to kill me." Su Zhi said coldly.
Qianmo knew that she could not resist Su Zhi anyway, so she made the second big decision in her life. "I'll be with you."
Su Zhi was slightly stunned. She knew Qianmo's courage. "It may die at any time." Su Zhi asked again.
"I'll be with you." Qianmo said with a smile.
"Momo. I am the only one left in this world." Su Zhi pulled open the corner of his mouth and smiled at Qianmo, smiling with tears on his face.
Qianmo jumped into Su Zhi's arms, stretched out his fluffy claws to wipe away the tears from Su Zhi's eyes, "I am the only one. Although I lied to you this time, I promise I won't lie to you again in the future. You must not leave me behind."
"I won't. We will be together for the rest of our lives." Su Zhi hugged him tightly and nodded.
The slight noise at the door made Su Zhi turn gently. A Zi seemed to have just returned from work. Seeing Su Zhi standing there with a little fox in his arms, he was slightly stunned.
Su Zhi turned his head away, Qianmo hurriedly helped her touch the tears on her face, and the two of them had a tacit understanding.
"A Zi." Su Zhi did something wrong today, so he was a little embarrassed to talk to A Zi.
But A Zi didn't take it to her heart and walked to her and said, "Why haven't you been sleeping yet? Are you still thinking about what happened today? It's okay. The king won't remember it."
Su Zhi nodded without saying anything. A Zi seemed to be in a good mood. She lowered her head and touched Qianmo's head, "What a cute little fox."
Qianmo didn't like touching others, so he went to Su Zhi's arms. Su Zhi forced a smile and said to A Zi, "A Zi has been busy all day and is tired. Go back and rest early. I'm going to sleep, and I promise not to make mistakes tomorrow."
A Zi smiled, "Okay. Go quickly."
Su Zhi returned to the house and breathed. Fortunately, A Zi didn't find anything, but not finding it this time does not mean that she won't find it next time. The question of Qianmo being able to speak is really difficult. What if this little thing can't help but speak, wouldn't it be troublesome?
Thinking of this, Su Zhi lowered his head and looked at Qianmo, and Qianmo also looked at Su Zhi motionlessly. Until Qianmo couldn't help but speak in his heart, "When I was watching what I did," Su Zhi said in detail, by the way, what I said in his heart. Su Zhi could hear Qianmo's words in his heart.
"What do you want to say in the future? Let me tell you with your eyes. You are used to talking to me, and you must peel your skin when you see it." Su Zhi said.
Qianmo slapped the corner of his mouth, "It's true. Humans are the most terrifying."
That night, the two of them lost their passion for fighting. Su Zhi lay down early, Qianmo was nestling at her feet for a while, and then she entered her dream. However, Su Zhi did not sleep. She opened her eyes in the darkness, and tears fell down the end of her eyes and wet on the quilt.
Ah Qing. I will definitely not let you die in vain.
Su Zhi made a secret decision in his heart. She couldn't sit still like this and wait for others to come to find her. Her biggest defense was to attack.
Chapter completed!