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what she doesn't believe is herself

Her sudden stiff expression made Mo Junhao even more sure that what Zhiqing experienced when she was a child was much more unbearable than he thought.

He looked at Su Zijin without speaking, but just looked at every subtle expression on Su Zijin's face.

Finally, after he waited patiently for a long time, Su Zijin's eyes turned to him and said with a serious expression:

"You love Zhiqing, right?"

"certainly!"

Mo Junhao looked at Su Zijin and answered without hesitation. His blue eyes were firm and serious.

Su Zijin looked at him with a look, looking very carefully, for fear of missing every little movement of his.

After a long time, she continued to ask: "No matter what kind of Han Zhiqing you will love her deeply for the rest of your life and will not bully her or hurt her?"

Mo Junhao's blue eyes swept towards Su Zijin coldly. His firmness gradually became sharp at the beginning, but he was still extremely sure:

"I, Mo Junhao, swear, I will never hurt Han Zhiqing in my life. No matter what kind of Han Zhiqing is, I will love myself and her more than I love her!"

After receiving Mo Junhao's answer, the struggle in Su Zijin's eyes did not completely fade, and the silence lasted longer than at the beginning.

It took a long time, and when the coffee in front of me was almost cold, Su Zijin finally spoke again.

"Zhiqing... She was really bad when she was a child."

Speaking of this, Su Zijin's eyes turned red, biting her lower lip, trying hard to recall Han Zhiqing's past.

Mo Junhao's heart suddenly tightened a little, his blue eyes stared at Su Zijin tightly, waiting for her to continue talking.

Seeing Su Zijin reaching out to wipe the liquid that was sliding through the corners of her eyes inadvertently, she continued:

"When she was four years old, Han Haotian divorced Qin Lian, Qin Lian remarried Yin Yide, while Zhiqing lived with Han Haotian."

Speaking of this, Su Zijin's eyes suddenly became a little cold, "At that time, Han Haotian almost didn't take any time to take care of Zhiqing, and it was all taken by the servants."

"Until she was five years old, Han Haotian wanted to remarry Chen Wei. During that time, Zhiqing kept crying and making noises to prevent him from marrying a new mother. Unexpectedly, Han Haotian, a beastly thing, was directly locked up Zhiqing in the basement of the Han family villa on the day she married Chen Wei. It was so dark... it was so dark..."

Su Zijin couldn't continue to say anything, but when he said this, his voice choked and couldn't say a word.

When Mo Junhao heard this, his eyes suddenly became a little colder. Even the people sitting around him inexplicably felt the chill coming from around him.

After Su Zijin's mood calmed down a little, she continued:

"Zhiqing cried and cried for a day but no one paid attention to her. When my grandmother and I went to Han's house, the beast Han Haotian took Zhiqing out of the basement and threw it to her, saying that she didn't want this oil bottle to pester him again in the future."

"After that day, Zhiqing's high fever lasted for several days and she cried in fear every time she went to bed. She kept sleeping with her grandmother. As soon as she turned off the light, she would cry and shivered all over..."

Speaking of this, Mo Junhao's heart was cut into pieces again, and his hands on the table were accidentally clenched into fists.

No wonder that when he was at her house, he turned off the light casually, and she was so scared that she broke out in cold sweat, as if she had fallen into a deep abyss. No matter how he called her, she could not pull her back from the panic.

Damn, all this was actually given by the beast Han Haotian.

It was too cheap for that beast to die in prison like that.

He was sentenced to six years in prison? He wanted to let him see if he had a chance to come out of prison in his life.

A sinister and cruel gaze swiped quickly through Mo Junhao's blue eyes.

"Later, she went to London with her grandmother, and my whole family immigrated to London, so we both lived together since we were young."

Speaking of this, she paused, her brows frowned slightly, as if she was hesitating whether to continue talking.

Mo Junhao came back from his anger and frowned when he saw Su Zijin's look of wanting to speak but stopping.

"Is there any more?"

Su Zijin pursed her lips and watched him hesitate again. After a long time, she suddenly looked at Mo Junhao and asked a question.

"When Zhiqing went to France for a business trip, did Princess Kaila go to her house to find you?"

Mo Junhao was shocked because of her problem, and his cold eyes suddenly swept towards Su Zijin's serious expression, with complex light shining in his eyes.

"How do you know?"

When he asked this question, he actually understood it very well.

The reason why Su Zijin knew must be Zhiqing told her, and how could Zhiqing... know?

After Kaila came, he called Zhiqing again, and Zhiqing's attitude changed completely. As soon as she came back the next day, she said she wanted to end the relationship between them.

In the meantime... something must have happened that he didn't know.

Su Zijin looked at the shock in his eyes. In fact, he had already guessed the probable point in his heart. Then, the corner of his lips slightly tugged and said:

"Zhiqing received a video of you having a affectionate relationship with Princess Kaira."

"What!!!"

Mo Junhao stood up from his seat in shock, his eyes full of shock and incredible.

Su Zijin didn't care about his reaction, it seemed that she had long expected.

Well, it is absolutely impossible for Mo Junhao to know about such a thing from Zhiqing, so she should tell Mo Junhao.

There are some things that if Mo Junhao can't accept Zhiqing, it can only prove that he is not the person Zhiqing wants.

I saw her pick up the cold coffee in front of her, and took several sips suddenly, as if she was about to make a decision, and continued to speak:

"It was that video that made Zhiqing never believe you again."

Mo Junhao's blue eyes gradually calmed down from the original shock, and then sat down again in his seat, "She can ask me."

He smiled bitterly, but his tone seemed to be calm and said something that made people feel unheard of emotions.

Disappointed? Angry? Or is it really as calm as he seems on the surface?

"Are you blaming Zhiqing for not even giving you this little trust?"

Su Zijin's plain voice came from him, causing Mo Junhao to slowly raise his eyes and look at her, but he didn't know what kind of emotion it was in his eyes.

He heard Han Zhiqing say in person that she didn't even believe her, so how could she trust him?

He knew that Zhiqing had never truly believed him.

But even though he knew this, if Mo Junhao had been before, he might be angry and would even question her why she didn't even believe him at all and directly deprived him of the right to explain.

But now, at this moment, when he faced Su Zijin and listened to her talking about Zhiqing's unbearable past, he found that everything she had, even a slight distrust of him, could be forgiven.

He was more angry, perhaps, and he was angry that he was unable to give Zhiqing enough to make her believe in his sense of security from beginning to end.

He looked at Su Zijin without answering, but the expression on Su Zijin's face seemed to be getting more and more serious, as if he wanted to continue saying something to him.

The next second, she saw her pour the remaining half cup of coffee in front of her into her throat, then turned to call the waiter and said:

“one more coffee.”

“Ok.”

When the waiter brought a cup of coffee again, she picked it up and took a big sip, not caring about how hot that cup of coffee was.

It seems that what she wants to say next is that it makes her very nervous, very uneasy, and very cramped, so it needs more caffeine to calm her down.

Even Mo Junhao saw Su Zijin holding coffee's hand trembling.

The uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger, especially when he saw Su Zijin drinking coffee constantly, the uneasiness in his heart enveloped him.

Finally, Su Zijin seemed to be ready to speak. Seeing her put down the coffee cup in her hand, her eyes turned to Mo Junhao again, she sighed and said:

"Actually, he doesn't believe in you at all, but he doesn't believe in himself."

Speaking of this, her lips trembled slightly, but her eyes avoided Mo Junhao's gaze. "She felt that she was dirty and disgusting. She didn't dare to tell you many things. She was afraid. Once she told you, you would dislike her and disgusting her. Therefore, she could only hide those memories by herself and bear them alone..."

Hearing this, Mo Junhao vaguely captured something, and a look of incredible flashed in his blue eyes.

"What the hell happened?"

Even his own voice trembled a little at this time.

Su Zijin took a deep breath at this time and said, "When I was in the first grade of elementary school, one day, Zhiqing's teacher went to their homes to visit. That day, grandma was not at home, only Zhiqing..."

Speaking of this, Su Zijin's fist suddenly clenched, and disgust and murderous aura kept flashing in her eyes.

Mo Junhao endured the upward pain in his heart and waited for Su Zijin to continue talking.

"Zhiqing is only seven years old, that beast, actually... force Zhiqing to make him...hands (harmonious) lust..."

"What!!!"

Mo Junhao was so shocked that he almost bounced up from the chair, his fists clenched, and his whole body was trembling.

Hands (harmonious) lust...

He thought of that night in his mind, forcing her to do it madly...

At that time, she begged under him hysterically, crying and asking him to let her go, but he forced her to do such a thing so cruelly.

He could hardly imagine how panic and helpless she had endured at that time.

She begged him like that, crying under him, and he actually thought she was just stubbornly refusing to admit defeat with him!
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