Chapter 50 Don't leave me
"I don't love her."
The words Tang Ange said were like a sharp knife, piercing into my heart. The pain was so painful that I couldn't speak. The bright red blood was flowing freely, the sky was spinning, the earth was spinning, and the mountains in my heart were
Suddenly collapsed, I didn't expect that Tang Ange, who had always thought he would always be my strong back, would now abandon me like a sick dog without any hesitation.
My heart is crying, this kind of pain cannot be described in words.
"You are so hard-hearted! Caiwei is really blind to fall in love with someone like you!" Shu Xian'er scolded through gritted teeth.
Tang Ange ignored Shu Xian'er's expression and said to him coldly:
"I have said everything I should say, and every word is true. Should you honor what you just said to me? Where is Princess Jinyang?!"
"Haha!" Shu Xian'er laughed: "I don't know where Princess Jinyang is, you can ask others!"
Tang Ange didn't expect that Shu Xian'er would do this. His face, which was already gloomy, suddenly became angry. His whole body quickly floated towards Shu Xian'er, and he grabbed Shu Xian'er's collar:
"What did you say? You don't know where Princess Jinyang is?! Then what's going on with your soaring spiritual energy?!"
"To make an exchange with the princess, I don't need to meet each other, as long as I have the belief that I am willing to sell my body to Princess Jinyang! Haha, you kill me, if you don't kill me, in the next few days,
I will still turn into a living dead and appear next to you like a puppet, which will give you a lot of headaches. Come on, kill me to free me and yourself!"
A powerful stream of air instantly spurted out from Tang Ange's palm, blowing Shu Xian'er five to six meters away. Shu Xian'er fell from the air and hit the ground with a loud simmering sound.
Shu Xian'er had a head-on conflict with Tang Ange to save me. Even if she felt extremely uncomfortable, it was still a human life after all.
I wanted to stop it, but before I could stop it, an old man's figure appeared in my eyes. It was my grandma. When grandma came, she didn't go to help Shu Xian'er first, but took advantage of the pair of triangles.
He glanced at the place where I was hiding, with an expression like a ferocious and insidious evil ghost. He seemed to have seen me, but also seemed not to see me.
I was afraid that my grandma would pull me out and have a direct conflict with Tang Ange. As I was filled with sadness, I shrank tightly and carefully retreated towards the path behind me. When I couldn't see them anymore, I got up from the ground.
I got up, and the scene just now appeared in front of my eyes. I thought over and over again that Tang Ange said he didn't love me, and every word of it was true.
My tears surged and I cried loudly, crying for Tang Ange's heartlessness and betrayal. But until the end of my crying, I couldn't cry at all. Only tears flowed. I brought all this on myself.
Why do you have the face to cry?!
Tang Ange did not deny Shu Xian'er's words. I asked Tang Ange before if he liked me, and he didn't say anything. He was silent to me. Now that I think about it, he really doesn't love me. He doesn't even want to do that kind of thing with me.
It was to give me the spiritual energy to fight evil spirits with him. Unfortunately, I thought he loved me deeply, so he was so impulsive towards me.
If your lover treats you as a sexual outlet machine, I'm afraid you will find it difficult to accept it and will be sad. But when you also know that he is using you even when he takes off your clothes and makes love to you, you will not only feel uncomfortable.
, like me now, I feel that every hug, every kiss, every sexual intercourse with that man before, I feel extremely disgusting, as if I have eaten a huge fly and want to vomit, but I have already swallowed it.
Down in the belly.
Suddenly I felt that Tang Ange's beautiful face, which could make countless women fall in love with them, was so disgusting. The sadness and anger in my heart was like a flood in the sky, drowning me. I wanted to die, but I didn't want to let go so easily.
What should I do if I live with that person who plays with my feelings? What should I do?!
I cried outside for a while, stopped my sobs forcibly, wiped away my tears, and walked back to the tomb. I don't know what the purpose of going back this time is, but I know clearly that I can't let the man who deceived my feelings
Better off!
Just like what Mouse Fairy said: I love you, but I also hate you. I love you to the core and hate you to the marrow. Now I can finally understand the feeling of Mouse Fairy, even breathing is painful.
When I first arrived at the tombstone, Tang Ange was already standing in front of the tombstone waiting for me. When he saw me coming, his smile was as bright and flawless as before. He walked towards me with a pretended blame look on his face and asked me where I was.
? Made him worried for a long time. When he said this, he saw that my eyes were red, and immediately asked me why I was crying? Then he stretched out his hand to touch my face.
I thought that Tang Ange was always using me when he did that kind of thing with me. Those erotic scenes that made me feel shy before have now become my greatest shame, like a brand on my chest. I can't do anything about it.
Except, I suddenly felt extremely dirty after being touched by Tang Ange, and I didn’t want to be touched by him again.
"It's okay." I didn't even want to continue talking to Tang Ange, so I pushed away some of his delicate white fingers that were about to touch me, and walked into the tomb myself.
I don't know what kind of expression Tang Ange behind me has, and I don't want to know.
I gave my whole world to Tang Ange, betrayed all my relatives, and in the end only got those cold and heartless words from Tang Ange:
I don't love her.
There was no trace of emotion in these words, and I was thrown violently from the top of the highest clouds into the abyss. I couldn't bear the betrayal, and I couldn't stand the betrayal of my sincerity!
"Caiwei, tell me, what's wrong with you?"
Tang Ange asked me from behind. If I had encountered any injustice, I would have taken the initiative to throw myself into Tang Ange's arms. But now, I think that kind of behavior is extremely stupid and childish.
"It's nothing." I looked as calm as water, eating the cold food one bite at a time. I had seen through this hypocritical trick and did not turn my head to look at Tang Ange.
"The food is already cold. Let me help you warm it up. Eating it cold is not good for your stomach." After Tang Ange finished speaking, he gently took the bowl from my hand. The anger I had suppressed for a long time finally burst out, and I fiercely
Putting the bowl on the ground, he raised his head and shouted at Tang Ange:
"Are you done? Please, don't talk to me or touch me. Don't you know how disgusting it is for you to stand next to me?!"
After I said that, I turned around and went back to the room immediately, pulling off the pillows, quilts, and sheets that I had slept with Tang Ange on one after another. As soon as I saw these damn things, I remembered the disgusting scene where Cheng Huan was under Tang Ange.
I really can't stay in this disgusting place. I want to leave. I want to leave this place that disgusts me so much!
I quickly and simply packed away the clothes and other things that the paper figures had just brought from my grandma's house. If I couldn't finish them off, I lit a bonfire in the house and put away the sheets, bedding, and those things that were standing at the door.
I opened my eyes wide and looked at the burning paper figures in horror. They were all stuffed into the fire and burned clean. The smoke was billowing. I laughed out loud when I saw these paper figures screaming in the fire. This
They are the paper figures created by Tang An Singers. I want to burn them one by one!
I'm not like Mouse Fairy, we are equally weak. Mouse Fairy can tolerate everything, but I can't. If my bottom line is really touched, I will burst into madness that no one expects!
The billowing smoke naturally attracted Tang Ange. When Tang Ange saw that I actually set a fire indoors and burned the paper mannequin that had served him for thousands of years, his whole face suddenly became sad, but he still walked patiently.
People around me asked me what was going on and why were those things burned?
When I saw Tang Ange, I smiled coldly, picked up the backpack I had packed, and walked outside without looking back.
"Yang Caiwei, stop!"
Tang Ange finally couldn't bear it anymore and called me to stop him, but he seemed to call me harder, lowered his voice and said to me:
"Caiwei, if you have anything to tell me, why are you silently disobeying me?"
"Disobeying you?" I thought it was really funny:
"When did I disobey you, just now? Then let me tell you I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I just felt that you wouldn't need those things after they were gone, so I burned them on fire. Why did I disobey you?
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After saying so many words to Tang Ange, I suddenly felt that it was superfluous, so I secretly cursed myself for being cheap and continued to move forward.
"Are you leaving?" I couldn't hear the tone in Tang Ange's words, so I didn't look back or answer him.
"Is it because of this?" Tang Ange floated in front of me and dangled the jade pendant I wanted to pick up just now in front of my eyes. I was stunned. Just now, I just backed away, but I didn't expect that Tang Ange would pick it up.
to this.
No matter how shameless a person is, he will not easily admit that he has done something shameless. I immediately pretended not to know:
"I don't understand what you are talking about."
Chapter completed!