I said to Xiao Cui: Give up this plan, let’s not go on this wrong path anymore...

Xiao Cui looked at me in confusion and said: Dayi, women's kindness should not appear on you. As our deployment is about to succeed, do you really want to give up?

I rubbed my head and said: Xiao Cui, I am tired from fighting. What is the result of winning the fight? Seeing him going bankrupt and being ridiculed by others, watching me take every step of my life, becoming the me I don’t want to be at all?

Xiao Cui's reaction to me was completely unbelievable. He said: Dayi, you and I know how long we have been deploying secretly for this plan. You and I know that if this plan is started, we can defeat a business opponent without blowing the force, and our company will move to a higher level. Dayi, how can you give up at this time?

I said: Xiao Cui, I know. In order to realize this plan this year, we have indeed lost a lot of our thoughts. But at this moment, I realized that I could not do this. I cannot lose the principle of being a human being because of personal hatred, and I cannot destroy other people's happiness just because of profits. Xiao Cui, I will not be happy if I do this.

Xiao Cui seemed particularly disappointed. He said: Dayi, after following you for so long, you disappointed me for the first time. I originally thought that although you were a woman, your style of doing things is sometimes more courageous than that of a man. Today I realized that you are still a woman. In business, women’s kindness is the most important thing. Dayi, don’t blame me for not persuading you. The mall is like a battlefield. Today you are kind, and others will not be ruthless to you in the future.

After Xiao Cui finished speaking, he left angrily. I knew he must be very angry. He really spent a lot of effort to get this business information. This year, we spent a lot of effort to bribe the internal employees of Chenxi Company and learned through special means that they used fake invoices to evade taxes. Moreover, Xiao Cui already had enough evidence, and what was presented today was this evidence.

If our evidence is sent to the relevant departments, such a huge amount will definitely attract their attention. If it is thoroughly investigated, Chenxi's company will not be able to be kept, and Chenxi himself will also face prison. But after obtaining the evidence, I stopped. I think doing this is not in line with my principles of being a human being. I cannot do this.

I made an appointment with Chenxi, and I thought that even if I didn't report him, I would have to let him know that sooner or later he would be ruined in his own hands. When I was sitting in the tea room waiting for him, I didn't know where my kindness came from, and why I couldn't bear to send him to prison with my own hands.

He arrived and asked arrogantly what I wanted.

I pushed this thing in front of him and said: Chenxi, you can take a look at this first.

After reading it, his face turned pale in an instant. He hurriedly tore off the document and asked me: Yi Zhizhi, where did you get this?

I said: Don’t panic. Since I asked you to come and show you this, it means I don’t want to report you. Otherwise, you might have been under relevant investigation at this time.

He tried hard to drink several sips of tea, and after calming his emotions, he said angrily: Since you have put such great effort into investigating our company's accounts?

I said calmly: Yes, I originally wanted to see if there were any means to make you bankrupt and revenge my inner hatred for you. But when I got this, I became kind. So, I made an appointment with you.

He said coldly: Is the hatred between us so deep? After all, it is nothing more than that I left without saying goodbye. But later, I have apologized to you.

I said: Chenxi, can apologize make up for all the mistakes a person has done?

He took two more sips of tea and said: Since you are all planning to destroy me, why stop when you are about to succeed?

I stood up and looked at him condescendingly and said: Because I am not you, I will put my heart in favor. I will think about your mood after being imprisoned. I will think about the second half of your life when your family suddenly suffered a blow. I will think about what if your little heart is so fragile and can't think of it and seek death. Chenxi, not everyone is as cruel as you, do you understand?

When I finished saying this, my heart ached again. I sat down, my stomach hurt again, and cold sweat as big as beans emerged from my forehead.

He was shocked by my words. After a few seconds, he murmured: Actually, I knew from the beginning that this was illegal, but the profit point was too big, so I couldn't help but take risks. Unexpectedly, you would actually investigate the accounts of our company. How did you do it?

I barely smiled and said: Chenxi, your family is rich enough. You should not be too greedy for people, especially the country's money. I asked you today, but I just saw that you and I met each other in the past. I remind you and stop. I don't like to kill everything and don't want to force people to a dead end. But I hope you are doing business with your own business and stop using these methods that should not be used.

He was silent. After a while, he finally plucked up the courage to say something, and he said: That's right, thank you for saying this to me, and thank you for showing mercy. But I took the liberty to ask, can you tell me what you experienced after I left that year? Why do I think your changes are so big? Is it because of me?

I smiled bitterly and said: Chenxi, I asked you, I said I broke up, why didn’t you break up with me quickly?

He sighed and said: To be honest, I did like you back then, but it was just a kind of love, because you are different from other women. If you don’t like to ask questions, you won’t bother me too much, so when you ask for a breakup, I was reluctant to leave.

Haha... I have loved you for so many years, but it turns out that you only like me a little bit.g?

I asked this and dazed him. At the end, he answered with no confidence:...I'm sorry.

Ha... Sure enough, when he was lying on me, he was thinking of another woman far away from a foreign country.

I asked again: Why did you leave without saying goodbye? Why didn’t you explain to me later?

This time he answered very quickly, as if the answer was what he had prepared for a long time. He said: Actually, I don’t know how to face you. You are so kind to me, I really can’t speak out this fact. It was too naive at that time, and I hope you can forgive me.

I didn't say anything, but just looked at him with a little sadness. His forehead was still sweating. I couldn't sit still and leaned on the chair obliquely.

He saw my strangeness. He thought I was too sad and sad. He explained hurriedly: Actually, Wusong told me that you went to find him. But the more I did this, the more I felt guilty. I was really surprised to see you after returning to China. In fact, I felt guilty and wanted to apologize to you, but you kept keeping me thousands of miles away, so later, the misunderstanding gradually became deeper and deeper.

I forced a smile and said: Chenxi, can you understand why I hate you?

He nodded, then shook his head, and said: I know you will hate me, after all, I failed you. But I don’t understand why you hate so deeply. I think many men do more than me.

These words instantly aroused my emotions. I endured my grievances for many years all burst out in an instant. I said: Chenxi, because you met me. Do you know what kind of woman I am? Have you ever known me? Have you asked me a little bit of my thoughts? You used my love for you back then to possess my body selfishly; you relied on my liking, so you never regarded me as your girlfriend; you trampled on my love, I didn't care about these things because I loved you, but you left without saying goodbye, you didn't even explain. I waited for your sincere apology for so long. Chenxi, do you know what it feels like to be trampled on with your relationship? Have you ever heard a fucking saying that if you can't give her, don't take off her pants in the future?

My anger and grievance poured out like a flood. At that moment, I felt like a lion who was hurt and couldn't help but roared. I buried me in my heart for many years and said the words. I said: Chenxi, this is the smoke scar I burned that year. Do you know what name I gave it? It is called cannon fodder. I was fucked by you as cannon fodder. If you think of other women, you will trample on me. Have you ever asked me if I feel comfortable in my body? Have you ever cared about my feelings for a moment? Do you know when I saw those letters you wrote to Liu Yixi, my heart was bleeding.

Chenxi, you are the first man I have ever loved in my life. Haha, but you have never given me any love. All you have brought me is endless pain and regret. Chenxi, I don’t hate you, I swear that year that year, if I see you again one day, I swear I will make you miserable and let you taste the taste of being trampled on. But today, when I can crush you with one palm, I am kind because I don’t want to make myself you, because I have loved you. Although you are not worthy of my love at all, it is an indisputable fact that I have loved you. So, Chenxi, I let you go.

I burst into tears. After saying this, my clothes were wet with sweat. In fact, it was not hot at all. But the more excited I was, the more my stomach hurts, and the more my heart hurts. I had no choice but to be excited. I waited for this day, and I really waited for too long!

After listening to me quietly, Chen Xi was shocked and regretful on his face. He said: Sorry, I never thought I would make you so painful. After hearing what you said, I realized the harm I had done to you back then. Sorry, I was unintentional, I didn’t know that you were a person who had such high requirements for feelings. Sorry, I was sorry, I…

He kept apologizing, and my tears kept coming out. I felt that at this moment, I could no longer hold it. I seemed to be saying to him, and I muttered to myself. I opened the gate of my memories several years later. I said: I knew that on the day you left, I was locked in the room and smoked cigarettes all night. Every time I smoked one, I burned it on my left arm. I had to make myself hurt, but I didn’t leave a single tear. Because tears were left for the weak, I would not cry, I would only let myself remember the lessons this time.

Chenxi, this smoke scar will be here for the rest of your life. The injuries you left to me cannot be compensated and will never fade away in your life. Do you know why my stomach hurts so much every time my aunt comes, do you know why my menstrual cycle is severe, do you know that I may not be able to have children in my life... Haha, I tell you, it was because you kept forcing me to take that small pill after every time I finished it. Do you know the lethality of that pill, do you know the consequences of long-term eating...
Chapter completed!