He didn't reply and turned on the headlights. I looked at him, wearing formal business outfit, sat on the edge of the bed with a serious expression, and said: Then, sit up and let's talk.

I sat up obediently, scratched my head, and felt a little dizzy when I turned my head and saw a glass of water beside the bed, picked it up and drank it all in one breath, and then said to him as if nothing had happened: Mr. Xu, tell me, let me listen.

He looked at me and suddenly said: "That's right, I'm sorry, I shouldn't let you take that risk."

I waved my hand quickly and said: Mr. Xu, I am serving money. Don’t say that, I am not for you.

He asked again: If it was really a shame at night, what would you think?

I said disdainfully: Just give me more money. Anyway, I am not a virgin. I will be sleepy when I get slept. It’s not that big.

His eyes were full of shock, and he said: It seems that Yi Zhizhi, you are different from what I think.

The disappointment in his eyes made me feel distressed, and I said: What do you think of me? Haven’t I always been a woman who can’t let go? If I can’t let go, you won’t keep me until now.

He shook his head and said: No, there are young girls who can let go everywhere, but there are not many girls who know how to do it and adhere to principles like you. Sometimes, I don’t think I can understand you.

That night, I was a little surprised that Xu Cheng would talk to me about these more private emotional issues. Perhaps we are used to disguising ourselves on weekdays, and sometimes we also need to take off our masks and face each other’s true selves.

I said: I am actually very simple. I have two purposes to live, one is to let my mother live a good life, and the other is to let myself live a good life.

He pondered for a moment, and I said again: As your subordinate, you gave me enough rewards to do my job, and I will try my best to satisfy you. As for the measures I take and the dangers I may encounter, you don’t have to feel guilty about these. I know what I am doing, and I also know if it is worth it.

He looked at me with his fists and said: On the one hand, you are a very special girl, always beyond my expectations.

I smiled and didn't say anything. He said again: Do you know how dangerous tonight? When I saw your text message rushing over, those men had already carried you to the door. I couldn't imagine what would happen if I passed a little later. In fact, at night, I blamed myself. For the first time, I felt that my life was a failure and that a woman needed to sacrifice her lust to do things for me, which made me very uneasy.

I said: Actually, it’s nothing. In this society, who is not going to sleep with? I don’t have enough wit to get out, and it’s normal for me to be fucked by them. I’m willing to accept the loss, so don’t feel guilty. This is my choice of voluntarily. I thought of the worst result when I made a decision. But I am very grateful for you to come to save me. This is also the reason why I am willing to stay by your side.

He sighed, unable to understand my thinking, and said: If you feel that you can sell your body for the sake of your benefit, then I am very disappointed with you.

I smiled and said: Mr. Xu, I have been with you for so long, so you just look at me like this?

He said: I originally thought you were a rare girl, who was fun but knew how to behave. She seemed to be slutty, but she rarely went out. But what you said tonight made me think I looked up to you.
Chapter completed!