195 Give a Rose a Fragrance in Your Hand
Although Xiaomi went to work in Dai's company and recruited people again in my Jingba, Xiaomi still came to help at night. I still paid half of her salary because I knew it was not easy for her to raise two children, so I would never be stingy in the places where she could be compatible.
Xiaomi just regarded Jingba as her second home. When she didn't have to take care of her children, she simply slept in the attic. She said she liked this place, and she felt free here.
I know that this woman actually likes these books in Jingba. Under my influence, she, who never likes to read books, began to read one after another. I said: Xiaomi, life has never ended, but there are many starting points in life. Grasping every opportunity for change, you can win life and become the protagonist of life.
She listened and began to use this crowded time to chase me desperately. In fact, she walked much faster than me, because I didn't step into the wall from beginning to end. In the past few years, she has completed the sublimation of a girl to a young woman, and even became the mother of two children.
She had been struggling with whether it was appropriate to send two young children to nurseries, and like many mothers, she was struggling with whether to go to work or take care of the children at home. I said: Xiaomi, everyone's life is their own, and no one is worth your sacrifice for him. Sending the child to nursery is a necessity for your current life. Because if you don't do this, the next big problem will be faced. You decided to leave resolutely, and now you should understand that you are the future of two children. Only when you have a firm foothold in this city can you have a future with two children following you. Should three people sit together and wait for death, or temporarily keep the child in custody, and you will first make a decision. You should grasp the decision yourself.
She thought for three nights and finally made up her mind to send both children to the nursery class. On the day she sent them, she cried heartbrokenly for a long time. I looked at her and felt heartbroken. How many women were trapped by their children in the future, how many women could have taken off suddenly fell because of their children? How many women buried themselves in milk powder diapers day after day, and from then on, they have been in such a way that they have no end to their lives?
Child, what a cute angel, originally his arrival was to bring more happiness to mothers rather than bigger problems, right? Xiaomi cried and said: They are still so young, they have never left me. They are in school, and the teacher will not treat them well, will they be beaten by the teacher, and will they not be full...
I patted her on the shoulder, and then I said: These problems will definitely occur more or less. For example, when I was a child, the fairy didn’t have time to take me. Before I was five years old, I kept me in other people’s homes. This family was one year, that family, and I did suffer a lot of grievances, and I did not have enough food and clothing to live under others’ roofs, but that was the choice that the fairy had to force me to. A sensible child will understand his mother’s difficulties when he grew up. What’s more, everything is temporary. Xiaomi, live hard, and life will not let you down. From now on, work hard for yourself and for your two children.
My words have a great impact on Xiaomi. Perhaps it is that maternal love can really make a woman completely transform. The fairy in the past, because of me, went from being young and reckless girl to becoming the leading actress in the opera troupe. I believe that Xiaomi, who already has potential, her takeoff is also inevitable. Besides, she has found the key to life, right?
Seeing her reading the book hungrily, it looked really beautiful. There is a golden house in the book. I think only those who love reading can understand this feeling.
Dai Xiangwei praised her and said that she was too hard and had signed the order before the probation period was over. Dai Xiangwei knew that I wanted to help her, so he arranged a senior colleague by her side. Xiaomi used to be a girl with strong stress resistance, and I believe she would have a tomorrow.
When I entered, there were no more customers in the store. The girl at the front desk had already dozed off. I walked over and patted her gently. When she saw me, she felt a little timid at that moment. I smiled and said: There are no customers, so let's get off work early and go back to rest.
She responded happily as if she was about to amnesty. With her help, I closed the door and went to the small attic. When I opened the door, Xiaomi was dancing to lose weight on the TV.
I immediately laughed and said: Xiaomi, are you losing weight?
She said: Didn’t hot mom Xiao S say that if a woman can’t even control her own weight, how can she control her life? She will either lose weight or die. Therefore, if I want to control my life, I have to control my own weight first.
I laughed and said: Just have this determination. Come on, don’t fish for three days and have a sunbathing for two days. I never shout the slogan of losing weight because I know I can’t do it.
She jumped and glared at me, and she said: You are so thin, are you still losing weight?
I said: Women are animals that always think they are fat. Jump quickly, and after jumping, come and drink with me.
She said: OK, wait for me for ten minutes.
I took out two bottles of beer from the refrigerator and watched her dance with no interest, so I simply jumped up with it. After I joined, Xiaomi, who was already a little tired, suddenly became energetic again. I found that dancing this thing was really tiring. After a while, I was sweating profusely.
An unexpected encounter made Xiaomi and I gradually become best friends. In the past, I was her boss and boss, and there was always a little distance between us. But now, although the gap still exists, at least we have begun to gradually try to follow the inner path.
For me, who had no female friends around me for a long time, Xiaomi also made up for the emptiness of my friendship. We were tired of jumping, and each walked to the balcony with a bottle of fruit beer, sat on the ground, and sat on the futon on the balcony.
After having a drink with each other, she said: Dayi, I actually left that stinky man and didn’t have the company of two children. I feel very lonely every night. I think women still need men when they reach a certain age.
I took a sip of wine and said: I am also lonely. When I come home every night, I float around at home like a wandering soul, and my heart is empty.
She said: You and Mr. Xu, are you planning to keep frozen like this? Actually, I parked at the corner of Jingba when I saw his car several times, but he didn't come in, and I don't know if I should tell you.
This surprised me. I thought he must be busy with his career and had no time to care about his feelings. Since the last time we met without any pain, he had never contacted me, nor had we ever met. From media reports, I can still see him and Mian Fur appearing in various public occasions from time to time. After turning the tide of overthrowing the Gao family, he not only took this opportunity to establish a chamber of commerce, but also had a large number of followers behind him. He has become a rising star in T City.
I think, at this time, he must have no intention of talking about love, why did he appear at the corner of Jingba again?
I smiled and said: I don’t know what to do. I am not an active person. I always feel that the happiness I pursue actively is not real, so many times, I am quietly waiting for fate to arrange it for me.
Xiaomi said with some confusion: But when you meet your beloved man, you should pursue it on your own initiative, otherwise it would be a pity to miss your whole life.
I said: But it is useless to take the initiative to treat men like Xu Cheng. His self-awareness is too strong, which leads to him not like to be in a passive position. He likes to conquer others, not to be conquered. Therefore, my initiative will not be effective. Moreover, our feelings are no longer a matter of who takes the initiative and who is passive, but rather that they will not die. Walking and staying are a lifeless pain.
Xiaomi said with some confusion: Maybe my level of education is limited, and I can't understand this deep love. I only know that I have devoted my heart to that stinky man and gave birth to his children with my best youth, but he cheated and even brought me and my two children out of the house with such a conscience. So Dayi, you are right. No one can rely on yourself. I must prove it to him. Without him, I can live well with two children.
I nodded and said: The tuition fees for the two children are a huge burden. Can you still solve it now?
She said: Isn’t there still that one hundred thousand left? Use it first. It’s okay, I will work hard.
I sighed and said: Tell me if I have difficulties.
She looked at me gratefully and said: That stinky man used to harm you so much, why do you still help us? Dayi, your heart is always so good.
I smiled faintly and said: You happened to meet me, I am a person who believes in fate. Besides, his good or bad is not related to you, I am helping you.
She took a big sip of wine and said: Dayi, you are my nobleman. In the past, because I met you, I was taken from a small front desk to the supervisor. I didn’t know so many principles and would not have the current state of mind. Maybe I would not have been able to take my child out for a long time to go back and beg him to take us in.
I patted her on the shoulder and said: Living well and living a personal life is the best reward for me. Haha, let’s not be a hypocritical one among our sisters. Come on, let’s continue to discuss men.
After saying that, we laughed. At that moment, I found that Xiaomi and I had already approached. We were drinking and chatting, talking about feelings, life, and the so-called midnight topic. As soon as the conversation was opened, the two women were gone. This is my best friend. Men will never understand why there are so many things to talk about between women.
We fell asleep directly on the sofa in the small attic. When we woke up in the morning, Xiaomi had already gotten up. When I woke up, she had already thoughtfully covered me with a blanket. There was only one blanket in the attic. She wouldn't have covered nothing for myself last night, right? Hey, this silly woman.
When I went downstairs, she had already bought breakfast, a bowl of millet porridge and two small buns. When I saw me come down, she said: Dayi, eat it quickly, I remember you used to like these two breakfasts. I'll go to work first, you can eat it while it's hot.
Chapter completed!