Xu Cheng moved his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything. Dai Xiangwei waved to us and said goodbye, then turned around and walked outside the community. Recently, we often drank together, and rarely drove, and most of the time we played.

After Dai Xiangwei left, Xu Cheng said: "What do you want to say to me?"

I shook my head and said: I don’t know what to say. Is there any need to say more between us?

The two of them stood there blankly, quite embarrassed. He pointed upstairs and said: Can I go upstairs and sit for a while?

I hesitated for a moment and said: Have you heard Faye Wong's song "Butterfly"?

He nodded, and then said the lyrics in it: Memories have never turned black and white, they are already out of the matter. The promise has never been expressed, and the relationship is no longer there. In other words, do you mean a lot like us now?

I sang a few lyrics sadly, standing downstairs of the community, all the women, children and children coming and going. I sang such songs so suddenly, which was a bit funny and not romantic at all. After I finished singing, I said: Xu Cheng, take good care of you, I hope to see the day when you turn the world around.

After saying that, I turned around and wanted to go upstairs. He held my hand, his eyes full of care. Why did we become so pretentious? Then Qiong Yao. He said: In that case, remember what I said in the past. My vow to you will not change.

I can only laugh, the future variables are too difficult to say. Sending a temporary basis may mean letting go forever. I said: I only care about the present, and the relationship between you and me has deteriorated.

He smiled and said: If you insist on thinking that Zhang Ling is my new love, then what about you, aren’t there people around you soon?

I originally wanted to tell him about Vian's death, but when I heard him say this, I suddenly didn't want to say anything, and I was very weak. I said: I'm too lazy to explain, nor do I want to explain. In short, I am not a parallel line now.

He smiled bitterly, and said: I am not worried about others, I am sure to grab you back. But Xiangwei, I know that I have little chance of winning. In that case, don’t get too close to him, can you do it?

I smiled and said: I told you not to get too close to Miao Fur, can you do it?

He said helplessly: She and I are now in a partnership, and that's different from you. Someone told me recently that you are with him every day.

Haha... It turns out that I broke up, are there still eyeliners staring at me? Xu Cheng, what are you? Because I heard that I was hang out with him every day, I was worried about coming over to take a look?

I said: We have broken up. Whatever I do is my business, and what if you do is your business. I hope you don’t send someone to look at me. I don’t want to stare at me like a criminal.

He said: It's just a temporary breakup, temporary. Can't you just be so lonely and can't wait for me?

I smiled, and I felt that the distance between our hearts was getting farther and farther, so far that even every word we said now changed. It hurts in our ears, and it hurts bitterly when it comes to it, but it doesn't taste right.

I said: Let it go, Xu Cheng. I didn't agree to wait for you, and let the relationship between you and Mian Fur develop. So please give me space and time. I still said the same thing, if we will eventually be together, time will tell us.

His eyes were so painful that I lowered my head. I knew that I was sometimes very let go, at least on the surface. I didn’t like too much entanglement and just wanted to live in the present. I didn’t believe in a beautiful future because I was not a woman who loves fantasy.

He said: OK, that's right, I won't come to you in the future, nor will I interfere with you. But once I can defeat the Gao family and become the king of the business world in T-city, I will come to you as soon as possible. At that time, no matter who you are, I will snatch you away.

This man who is already in his forties still says so cute. Which woman doesn’t want a prince charming to come one day while riding a white horse and pulling a carriage, taking you away, and letting you live the life of a princess from now on.

However, I am thirty years old, and my desire for love and materiality have reached a saturation. I don’t understand what the meaning of Xu Cheng creating this dream for me. If he fails, he will not succeed in the end? Then, will he forget me? What is the point of asking me to wait? I will do it, is it a woman who can only share happiness but not suffering?

I thought about this question all night, and there were so many uncertainties behind this seemingly beautiful vow. I am thirty years old and there is not much youth to consume. And Xu Cheng, you are already forty, and a man is forty. If you don’t seek stability and go up, how can you know if one day falls violently? We are in this society and face so many temptations, our love has been lost. How much capital can we still use to fight against new things?

As a thirty-year-old woman, as I, is already in the stage of seeking stability. She read books, studied finance, studied finance, learned investment, and enriched herself within her ability. Forty years, Xu Cheng could have cultivated himself in a wooden house as he expected, lived the stable life we ​​wanted, had one or two children, and fulfilled our second half of our lives.

Originally, our choices could be the same as our path, but now he has once again ignited his career ambitions. He can't bear to be pushed forward step by step, so he chose to fight head-on. He thought it was right to sacrifice our love temporarily, and he thought that I belonged to him, so he temporarily ignored me and worked hard on my career without being disturbed by love. He thought that fate would change as he imagined. I was already his personal property. He could take it lightly, or temporarily store it, or take it out again when he achieved success or fame.

But Xu Cheng, do you still understand the true meaning of love? Do you still remember what we said in the first place?...I can't understand why no matter how good a man gives, it turns into a domineering and powerful politics in the end. The more a man loves you, the more he wants to imprison you, and the more he loves to regard you as his personal belonging. Even if he doesn't use it for the time being, he must use a rope to hold you and strangle you.

This is true for any man, without exception.

He thought this was the manifestation of loving you the most, but he didn't know that this kind of love gradually lies in the heart of a cold woman, frozen woman's love, and putting love on his lover with his own deep love. Is it really good?

After thinking about it all night, I felt a splitting headache and finally fell asleep unknowingly. In my dream, I actually dreamed of Via An, and she still exuded that sweet, maiden-like smile to me. I looked at her and felt inexplicably happy. I happily held her hand and said: Via An, you are back.

She was still laughing, her voice was very light and erratic, she said: In this way, live for yourself, do what you want to do, and love the person you want to love, okay?

I remember nodding in my dream. I seemed to be with her on a green grass. We held hands and ran wildly together. She ran so fast. I said: Weian, please slow down, wait for me, I can't catch up.

But I only heard her laughter. She was far away from me and I could no longer see it. I ran exhausted but never caught up with me. I woke up from my dream with sore feet. Turn on the bed light and found that everything was just a dream. So Viaen, do you understand my confusion, so come and send me a dream?

What did she want to tell me? I kept murmuring what she said in her dream: In this way, live for yourself, do what you want to do, and love the person you want to love...

This kind and intelligent woman, even though she has gone to heaven, still still misses the people she once knew, thinking about our joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and insisting on breaking into my dreams and telling me the true meaning of a woman's life. I cried again, crying once for meeting such a person who is so praiseful and so happy in this life. Viaen, I love you, an angel from heaven.

Soon, my Jingba opened. On the day of the opening, A Pao and Dai Xiangwei brought a lot of flower baskets, but they couldn't put them at the door. Under A Pao and the fairy, we also symbolically worshiped the God of Wealth and other things and held a small ceremony. Seeing this Jingba become what I wanted bit by bit, I finally felt much happier after so gloomy.

The fairy asked me wonderingly: Then, why didn’t Xu Cheng come on such an important day?

I hurriedly covered it up and said: He was on a business trip and was not in City T.

The fairy said: Nonsense, I saw him being interviewed in the morning news. By the way, why did he cooperate with Miao Fu recently?

I said: For a project, isn’t it normal to cooperate? Old lady, just dance your yangko obediently. Don’t worry about it if you have nothing to do. Look, there are wrinkles on your forehead recently? Go to the beauty salon tomorrow to pull your skin. If this happens, Lao Liu will not like you.

Old Liu suddenly became embarrassed and said in a low voice: How is your mother? It is the most beautiful in my eyes.

The fairy looked at me proudly and said: Do you see it? It’s not scary to be old when a woman is old. The key is whether anyone appreciates your beauty.

I looked at her with contempt and continued to work on my business. On the first day of Jingba's opening, I didn't expect any business, and no one came to me for a day. Dai Xiangwei and I stayed in Jingba alone, holding books and reading them all day.

I posted a notice to find the salesperson. In the next few days, some customers came one after another. I thought it would be too late for me to stay in the store all day, so I simply asked someone to help me take care of it.
Chapter completed!