He hugged me and cried for a long time, as if he had suppressed his emotions for too long. When I first saw him, he was a little dazed. I had never seen such a lost Dai Xiangwei, the man who was extremely happy and never worried in my memory, has now become so fragile and erratic because of Wei'an's departure.

I also cried, and tears flowed quietly. I kept wiping my tears and handed him a tissue. After feeling his emotions calmed down, I gently said: Tell me what's going on?

I stood and he sat. He looked up at me, nodded with red eyes. The hair on his forehead was wet, and it was impossible to tell whether it was caused by sweat or tears. I returned to him, and he took a sip and calmed down his emotions for a moment, and then described the news of Viain's death in detail.

After going to South Africa with Wei'an, Wei'an quickly joined the local medical team and did not get along much with Dai Xiangwei because Wei's work location is very unfixed. The medical conditions in South Africa are quite difficult. Sometimes, in order to treat patients, Wei'an often travels in many places.

This surprised me very much. I only heard about what kind of country South Africa is and there is no concept of it. I thought they went to South Africa together, and from then on they should have enough time to cultivate feelings in foreign countries. Who knows that they are far apart.

Dai Xiangwei said that Via An is a woman with a high professional ethics and a strong public welfare heart. She has a kind heart that is compassionate. She just doesn't know why God was so cruel to such a woman and suddenly deprived her of her life.

Dai Xiangwei said that I almost fell in love with her. I was very lonely in South Africa, had no friends, and had no intention of contacting friends in China, so he gradually put all his thoughts on Wei An. Although the two were together for a long time, he insisted on calling Wei An every day. He knew that she was busy with work and had a lot of psychological pressure, so he tried different ways to tell jokes for her, and often made her laugh at the other end of the phone and laughed back and forth.

But Via An has always been very frivolous to him, but he gradually adapted to this kind of long-lasting warmth. He said that Via An is really a very good woman. Every time he comes back, he personally cleans and cooks for him. The hygiene conditions in South Africa are too poor, and he is always worried about eating outside, but he doesn't know how to cook. At the beginning, he waits for Via An to come back to cook for him every day. Later, Via An gradually teaches him to cook a few simple dishes, but his concern for Via An has become a habit.

He gradually adapted to Via An's rhythm, gradually understood what Via An's mind, gradually understood the importance of charity for Via An, and gradually tried to love this flawless woman. He began to try to hug her, then kiss her, then he trembled and unbuttoned her top, and then he mustered up the courage to take off her pants...

When he found out that Via An was actually a NV, he was extremely shocked. I heard it, and he was also particularly shocked. We once thought Via An was a woman with a story, and there must be a turbulent past behind her calm and gentle wind. But when Dai Xiangwei uncovered the last layer of gauze with anxiety, he found that she seemed as pure white as paper...

Dai Xiangwei said: That's it, do you know? When I saw that blood, my whole blood was surging. I was completely panicked. Do you know? I don't have a NV complex. I never expected that my future wife would be an NV. I never thought that Viaen was nearly thirty years old and had not been touched by a man. At that moment, I felt like a bastard, a complete bastard.

I said: Then what did Viaen react at that time?

He said: She was lying there, smiling at me, and it seemed that it was okay to say it was okay, but you could clearly feel her pain, and she could clearly feel a hint of despair in her eyes. Do you know that I could never walk into her heart. I think I was far away from her than you, do you know? But she was willing to give me her most precious thing, and I didn't expect that I didn't even care about her feelings throughout the process, because I thought she was a person who had been through it. Maybe she would be happier if I was rude. She didn't even hum, causing me to get angry and get more and more intense. It was over that time that I saw that pool of blood. Do you know my shock? Do you know that kind of discomfort?

I said: Then was she willing?

He nodded and said: I will not be a bastard to take advantage of others' danger. Whether I kiss or touch her, she always looks shy, but she has never said a word. I thought we had already made it happen, and I wanted to further confirm our relationship, but this fact made me feel very depressed and guilty. I feel sorry for her. I feel that I have defiled such a pure and honest her. I even feel dirty. She is too elegant and chaste, as sacred and inviolable as a fairy in heaven, making me feel ashamed of myself.

I could understand his feelings, so I reached out and held his hand, and I said: What about later?

He took another big sip of water and said: Later, I didn't dare to touch her anymore, but every time I met, I would kiss her and hug her, but I didn't dare to touch her anymore. She seemed to have no idea about men and women at all. When I hugged her, she would let me hold her stiffly. When I kissed her, she would cooperate with me awkwardly. Later, I couldn't help asking her, "Viane, do you have someone in your heart?"

She shook her body at that time, but she nodded sincerely. Then she told me that she had said that there had been someone in her heart for many years, but they could not have been able to do so.

Dai Xiangwei said that he was a little angry at that time. When he found out that he was angry, he realized that he began to care about her. However, he was a little relieved, at least Viaen would tell him all this honestly.

Dai Xiangwei said that he held Wei'an's hand on his chest at that time. He said to her: I used to have someone in my heart, but now I want to gradually hand over my heart to you. I also want to ask you to free up your heart and let me move in little by little, okay?

At that time, Viaen agreed seriously and told him: This is the reason why she was willing to have sex with him.

Just as their relationship broke through and they began to be honest, an accident suddenly came. An employee of a travel company suddenly suffered from an unknown disease and was sent to Johannesburg, South Africa for treatment because of his critical condition. Viain happened to be a doctor in that hospital. When the patient was sent, Viain was on duty. On that day, they had made an appointment to go home for a candlelight dinner. Viain called him and said that a special patient had to go back later. Who knew that she never came back.

Shortly after the patient was sent to the hospital, he developed rash, liver dysfunction and convulsions, and died soon afterwards. Later, as the attending physician of the patient, Viaen also developed prodromal symptoms similar to that patient.

When the doctor in Via An's hospital informed him that Via An was infected and needed to be hospitalized, he ran to the hospital like crazy, but Via An was already quarantined and he could not see her. Finally, he begged Via An's colleagues to see Via An's eyes. He said he clearly remembered that Via An was hospitalized on September 2 and died on October 2. For five days, he stayed outside the emergency room without food or drink, but what he had waited was the result of making his whole body cold.

The last sentence that Viaen left to him was: You eat first, don’t wait for me.

When the doctor told him the news of Vienne's death heavily, he was completely confused. He did not believe that such a thing would happen. He never thought that death would be willing to take such an angel on earth.

In the following time, he was in a daze all day. Because he didn't eat continuously, he fainted due to low blood sugar and dreamed in a daze. He dreamed of Wei'an's smile. In the dream, Wei'an said to him: Xiangwei, don't wait for me...

The sentence kept lingering in his mind and in his dreams, and he became a little confused. South Africa informed Via An's parents, and Via An's parents rushed to South Africa. Via An's father punched Dai Xiangwei hard in the hospital. He said he would not hum even if he could whistle, and he felt that his soul had already gone with Via An...

Later, Wei'an's parents dealt with Wei'an's funeral and brought Wei'an's ashes back to China. No matter how Wei'an's parents dissuaded him, he insisted on holding Wei'an's ashes on the plane with him in his own hands and not let anyone touch him. He said: I brought her to South Africa at the beginning, and now I also want to take her back to China...

After returning to China, he got off the plane. Wei'an's parents took Wei'an's ashes and he thought of me at the first time. He said that at that moment, he just wanted to find someone to talk to. It was too depressing, too desperate, and too uncomfortable...

After saying all this, he collapsed again, and he said: At that point, I can't forgive myself.

I walked over and hugged his head again, and said: Dear, it’s not your fault, don’t blame yourself too much. Everything is fate.

He started crying again. This man who values ​​love and friendship was unable to bear such a departure. He said: No, it was my fault. If it weren't for me to go to that damn South Africa, Viaen wouldn't have applied for assistance there.

I said: No one expected such an accident to happen. Wei An loved her job all her life, and she also left at her job. I think she must be very peaceful when she died...

He choked and couldn't speak. I patted his back desperately, my heart was extremely heavy. I said: Cry, cry and cry as much as you want. I know that you feel that you owe her too much. Before you have time to love her well, or give her a lifetime of happiness, she left like this.

He nodded and said: Two weeks ago, Wei An said, Xiangwei, let's go back to China. I miss them and want to go back to see how they are. As a result, two weeks later...
Chapter completed!