181 The Showdown of Love Has No Smoke
This is the second man I really fell in love. He gave me the ultimate love and joy, and almost never let me taste the humble and sadness. This is the first time, he let me taste the ultimate sadness. After loving Chenxi, I swear that I will no longer compromise for love and endure for love. I only give for the worthy of people, and what I need is a love that is equivalent to dedication and reward.
After insomnia all night, I didn't call Xu Cheng in the end. When a man has chosen to join hands with another woman, no matter whether he is for any purpose or motive, it is not worth your head down and ask for an explanation. The obvious facts are in front of you, why bother to go to him to find a good excuse? I am a woman who lives extremely soberly and truly, and I will not live for the excuse of hypocrisy for men.
Xu Cheng, you have your reasons for making such a choice. Then, I also have my reasons for maintaining my equality and arrogance in love.
I suddenly calmed down. The endless longing for these days made me confused, but now, I suddenly became quiet. I found that the reason why I was uneasy was because I had no career. I felt that I could no longer stand hand in hand with him like Mian Fur. I went to find the old man and said solemnly: Old man, from today on, you have to teach me how to invest in real estate seriously.
Seeing that I was so serious, he was a little scared by me. He said: Girl, you need to take a rest, don’t be too hasty, your health is important.
I shook my head and said: My fucking men have been snatched away by other women. If I don’t work hard, I’m afraid I will lose so much that I won’t even lose.
He heard me say this and asked me what was going on. I said Xu Cheng chose to join forces with Mian Fur to deal with the Gao family. He said, "A man can bend and stretch, but he can do it without resisting and knows how to take the lead." This is a kind of wisdom."
I asked him with a squinted eyes: Do you appreciate him?
He laughed and said: I have always advocated that success cannot be used to force it, and whether to look up or lower your head is a temporary strategy. As long as your mind is clear enough, so what if you look down, there will always be a day when you look up and become a human being.
Well, it turns out that the heroes have the same views. Xu Cheng once told me this way, it doesn’t matter what method he takes, as long as the purpose can achieve success. It doesn’t matter if the so-called bottom line and dignity are temporarily lost, but they will be picked up all over the ground. So what if Gou Jian slept on firewood and tasted gall? In the end, everyone will only pay attention to the result of his doing so, and together with his humility, they are chanted into a hymn.
I said: I can understand what he did, but emotionally, I can't accept that he was so close to a woman.
Gao Ren was immediately confused. He said: I don’t understand the love and love of you men and women. I am a monk. Amitabha, so good.
I suddenly became curious and said: Old man, you have never been moved by any woman in your life? There is no ordinary heart at all?
He was actually a little embarrassed by my question, and he said: Tell the truth or lies?
When I heard this, there was definitely something wrong with it. I said: Of course it is the truth.
He said: After being fascinated by your mother that time, I was really moved by the ordinary heart. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have been so cruel to you. Because at that time, I regarded your mother as an obstacle to my cultivation, because I couldn’t read books in peace for many days.
I laughed and said: I just said, how could a man escape from the clutches of a fairy? Haha.
He glared at me, coughed twice, and then said: It’s all the past, don’t mention it, if you want to learn, I will teach you.
The old man's economic mind is really developed. I don't know how he has been in the mountains for so many years and knows the world without leaving home. He has almost any knowledge of real estate in the country. He has a good understanding of the housing prices in each city, the policies, the need for investment, and the rise or fall within a few years. I can tell the reason. I was shocked and said, "Old man, what did you do." He pointed to his head and said: I am Zhuge Liang's reincarnation, hahaha...
Alas, this guy who is disrespectful to me. I studied with him for a day and felt that I gained a lot. When I got home and took a shower, I suddenly received a text message on my phone, saying: Yes, come to my house, okay? I want to see you, Xu Cheng.
I was a little puzzled. This was indeed Xu Cheng's number, but Xu Cheng never had the habit of sending text messages. I replied with two words, OK.
Then he put on a casual sportswear and drove to his villa. It was already 9 o'clock in the evening, and I rang the door bell, and Xu Cheng came to open the door. When he saw me, he was extremely surprised, and the expression on his face was extremely exaggerated.
I asked concisely: What's the matter for me?
He was actually a little confused and said: What do you mean, I have asked you?
I felt something was wrong, so I walked around him and walked in. Then, I suddenly saw Mian Fur sitting on Xu Cheng's sofa. When she saw me in, her expression on her face was a little embarrassed. She said: Hi, that's it.
I said something hello habitually, and thought, it’s not right, why are I having fun with her on such occasions? I turned around and looked at Xu Cheng and said: Xu Cheng, are you talking about business at home?
Xu Cheng hurried over and said: No, Zhang Ling said she hadn't been to my house for so long, so she wanted to come and have a look.
I said meaningfully, and I said: Sister Zhang, Xu Cheng said he didn't send a text message. Did you send that text message?
The expression on her face suddenly became panicked. She looked at Xu Cheng and said: What text message, I don’t know.
I asked Xu Cheng again: Where did you put your phone just now? Has it been on you all the time?
He said: I put it on the sofa after I came back.
I looked at Mian Fur and said: Sister, admit it. I know you like Xu Cheng and I know why you sent me text messages. Women are all trapped by love. You chose to stand aside with him when he was in such a difficult time. Xu Cheng and I would be grateful to you. Well, I saw this scene tonight. Maybe I came too fast and didn’t see a more passionate scene. But Sister Zhang, I understand what you want to express. I’m leaving, you guys continue.
After saying that, I turned around and left. Xu Cheng quickly grabbed me and said: That's it, don't think too much, okay?
I shook his hand away and kissed his lips in front of Miao Fur. I said: You have your choice, I have my dignity. gameover, Xu Cheng, goodbye.
I left directly. Actually, I was always showing off my strength and deliberately pretending to be generous, but my heart was bleeding. I didn't know how I got back to the car and how I drove the car home. The successive insomnia made me feel nervous, but I didn't cry, I couldn't cry.
The next day, Miaofu asked me. I hesitated a few times to see if I wanted it, but finally decided to go there. I deliberately dressed myself up to be young and beautiful. Although I unknowingly joined the ranks of old women, I felt that I had enough age advantage in front of her.
I sat down in front of her, we ordered a cup of coffee, and she spoke first, and she said: At the same time, I was too much about yesterday, I'm sorry.
She would say sorry, which surprised me a little. I said: There is nothing to be sorry, Sister Zhang, you have a reason for doing this.
She sighed and said: You and I are friends, and I know I am not kind to do this. But I really love Xu Cheng. I have loved him for many years. Now I have the opportunity to get close to him. I still want to work hard for it once. Can you understand?
Shouldn't another woman be cursing and overturning the table? But I don't. She didn't take it skillfully. She was seeking my understanding. If it was a provocation, I think she wouldn't be so sincere. Then, I think I need to continue talking to her.
I said: As a woman, I can understand the sadness of loving someone for many years. But as Xu Cheng’s girlfriend and your friend, I can’t understand.
She said: I know, there is no reason to love. I love Xu Cheng a lot earlier than you. We have known each other for a long time. If you hadn't appeared, maybe I would be by his side now. He was moved by me for a while, but later you appeared, and I advised myself to give up, but I couldn't do it because I understand how good he is. In other words, you have received his love and I envy you very much.
I said: Sister Zhang, you are wrong. I haven't got it, I've always got it. However, I don't like to fight for the same thing with others, because I always believe that it's mine and it's mine after all, and I don't like to force it. So today's meeting is not mutual humility or verbal attacks. You can tell me how much you love him, but I won't tell you how much I love him. Leave it to time. If this man is the kind of person who is like Qin and Chu, I don't think you will be addicted, and I don't want to wait.
My words made her feel a little embarrassed. After all, she is nearly forty years old. I know that she has many men in recent years, but she has never been married. Perhaps as she said, because she has always loved Xu Cheng.
She said: That's right, you said it very well. I understand why Xu Cheng loves you. Haha, I can't be as calm as you at this age. But today I just want to tell you that I will not take any despicable means to gain my love. I just believe in the power of water wearing away stones. I want to make the final fight for my love. If I don't touch him, he will still be yours. When you get married, I will give you the biggest red envelope to bless you. I just hope you understand my love for him and accept my abrupt apology for yesterday. It's enough.
I smiled. Her sincerity moved me. I understand the sadness of this kind of love that I have paid silently. I have also paid silently. It takes too much courage to just give but not seek rewards. Now I can't do it. I said: OK, I accept it. If Xu Cheng is finally moved by you, I will send my blessings generously. Because I know that you have paid far more than me.
Chapter completed!