I was really impulsive. After accidentally losing my child, I felt that my heart became particularly sensitive and fragile, and my sense of mission for my career plummeted. If I asked what my biggest wish is now, I think I must be to take good care of my body and strive to be a mother as soon as possible.

I am already thirty years old. Whenever I see pregnant women walking on the street with big belly and mothers who are about my age but holding a child, I will think of the child who is fleeting in my body. Is the woman who is at a certain age, and no matter how strong or strong it is, she still cannot resist the glory of her motherhood?

I held his hand and refused to let go. His mood seemed to calm down a lot. He sat down, touched my face hard, and then said softly: Yes, I'm sorry, I've been in a bad mood recently, hey...

I looked at his frowning, and when I thought that his anxious emotions were brought to him by me, I couldn't help but blame myself. He kissed my forehead as usual, and he said: In this case, let's give each other some time and space, okay? Since the child left, I felt that we had changed, not as close as before.

I was a little reluctant, but nodded and said: Well, my emotions have not yet recovered. When I think of him leaving alone, I can't control my emotions.

He said: I am the same. Maybe I, Xu Cheng, have a poor relationship with children in this life, hey...

He left, leaving me alone tossing and turning. I still didn't say anything about my hidden illness. I think he was already worried and anxious enough, and I really can't make things difficult for him anymore.

The next day, I told the old man that I planned to go to see a Chinese medicine doctor with him, but everything would have to wait until I transferred the company.

When I announced the transfer of the company to all my employees, the whole company was in an instant, especially those old employees who followed me from scratch. They all expressed their confusion. They knew me too much and escaping was not my style. But this time, I surprised them. Those who have been following me until now all advised me not to give up.

But I had made up my mind and soon I announced this matter to the public. The outside world was talking in an instant. I had never become the eldest lady of the Gao family, and now I can't even keep my own company. Many people have been secretly watching jokes.

Xu Cheng called me and asked me if I really wanted to do this. I said yes, he was silent for a long time, and then said: OK, that's fine, after all, the road ahead is getting harder and harder, so let me carry it alone.

I said softly: Or let’s break up, okay? As long as you are not my boyfriend, I don’t think Liu Yixi will target you again.

He was immediately angry and said: Don’t tell me that this is the idea your father gave you!

He seemed to have become increasingly prejudiced against the old man, and he would think about anything. I said: No, it was me who thought so myself. I don’t want to implicate you. You have worked hard for so many years and I really don’t want to put it into pieces because of me.

His voice cooled down again on the phone, and he said: In that case, is it useless to me, Xu Cheng, in your eyes now? Do you think that if Liu Yixi controls the Gao family, he can easily kill me? Do you think I am a man who is afraid of trouble?

I felt that I was getting darker and darker as I was. Why did the two of them try hard to get closer to their hearts, but pushed each other farther and farther away? I suddenly felt like I was walking into a dead end, entangled, confused, anxious, uneasy, and all kinds of negative emotions. Is this still my change?

I said: I really don’t mean that. Dear, are we all too sensitive recently?

He sighed and said: Yes, since the days when I was blocked on the road, I discovered my insignificance. Then you had a miscarriage, and I felt more and more powerless about fate. Then your father appeared and Liu Yixi controlled the Gao family. I found that I was becoming more and more willing but not enough. I used to think that I was strong enough to protect the woman I loved, but now, I can't find the fulcrum. This moment of insignificance and insignificance is too uncomfortable. Am I still me, and that's it?

I could feel the helplessness and confusion in his words through the phone. No one can be strong forever. People have the moment of being defeated by fate. He once thought that he was strong enough to give guidance. When the Gao family and many businesses jointly resist, slander and attack his company, he found that a mountain is really higher than that. He was alone in T City. From nothing to now, he has experienced too much, so many that he thought he could no longer believe in love. However, when he met me, he rekindled his expectation for love. However, love is easy and difficult to get along with each other. These complicated and complicated relationships are gradually pushing our feelings away. He and I are obviously tired recently.

I really want to comfort me, but I don’t know how to comfort me. My words seemed so pale. When I found that I couldn’t even give him basic comfort, I was extremely powerless. I said: So, you are still you, the man in my mind. You are good enough to me, and you don’t need to blame yourself. Now, I hope you can do your best to fight the Gao family. I believe you will have a way. After I transfer the company, I will go to other places for a while to relax, regulate my body, and give you a certain amount of space so that you don’t have to distract me, okay? Perhaps, we need to separate for a while to clear the fog and know what we really want.

He pondered for a while, and he said: OK, don’t mention breaking up, we won’t break up, I, Xu Cheng, will never let go of your hand, just remember this sentence. No matter what you see and hear in the future, don’t believe it, because I love you, only love you alone. It’s better to go to another place to avoid these troubles, maybe when you come back, I have already handled everything. In other words, please believe me, I think Xu Cheng, will not be defeated by fate, and will not be able to play with a woman. I have never been afraid in my life, and now I will not be afraid.

I heard the power of his words and the persistent spirit. I knew he was very tired and hard to hold on. Recently, their company's business volume was shrinking significantly. Liu Yixi like a female devil, summoned many shrimp soldiers and crab generals who were willing to rely on the Gao family. He was too tired to bear it. But he said that he would not be defeated by fate. This is the man I love deeply. No matter what kind of adversity I am in, he can yell out his strongest voice.

After hearing about the transfer of our company, Chen Xi, who was performing in a commercial performance across the country, called me to ask about my specific situation. He had already learned that Liu Yixi was in power in the Gao family. He said: In this case, what can I do for you?

I smiled and said: Live well and sing your songs well, that's enough.

He asked me if I was short of money recently. If I was short of money, he would lend me as much as possible, so there was no need to transfer my years of hard work to others.

I shook my head and said: It's not like that, I'm just tired and don't want to hold on any longer.

He was silent and said: I didn't expect that she would become more and more serious, hey.

I vaguely remember that in high school, Liu Yixi sat in the stands of the school basketball court, watching Chenxi playing basketball with a smile. In a decade, the sea has become a mulberry field. Time is really a pair of magical hands that can change everything.

That night, I called all senior executives of the company to have a meeting and were willing to cut my shares into small portions and sell them separately, hoping that they could continue to operate. I think instead of falling into the hands of others, it would be better to give these brothers who have been with me all the way. At least they will continue to move forward with their feelings for the company, no matter how big or small, as long as they live in the company.

After everything was arranged, the old man and I embarked on the road to Nanjing. Before leaving, I called Xu Cheng, but he refused to let him go and see him off. But I felt that it was because he had too deep prejudice against the old man that he did not want to see him.

The old man didn't like to take a plane, and he still liked to take a green-skinned hard-seat train, which surprised me. His own identity was no longer available. I don't know where he got someone else's ID card and got on the train. After my persuasion, he finally agreed to me to find a sleeper to sleep. Along the way, we were talking all the time. He told me about fortune-telling techniques, but it attracted passengers with big tickets on the train to climb down the sleeper to tell fortunes. The old man shook his head and said it very well, which made me embarrassed after seeing it.

Only then did I realize that the fairy and the old man are both such focus characters, and they can enjoy themselves everywhere they go and shout with a large group of people. Why didn’t I inherit it?

The old man and I stayed for two months when we went to Nanjing. His Chinese medicine friend was indeed the legendary Hua Tuo, and he was particularly versatile in gynecology. After I went there, he took my pulse and asked about the basic situation and gave me medicine. I took it suspiciously for a few days and found that my body was really much better. The soreness and weakness of the waist were significantly relieved. The two old men drank tea together every day to learn about tea skills. I followed them and listened to them. I really gained a lot of knowledge.

I was so happy that the fairy told me about this situation. The fairy was so happy when she heard it. The old Chinese doctor the old man looked for was really reliable. Not only did he suffer for me personally, but he also arranged for someone to prepare three meals a day according to the diet therapy recipe he gave me. During the two months there, he lived a very peaceful life. Occasionally, he went out with the old man, and most of the time he lay on the lounge chair in the room, read books, and learned to write calligraphy with the old man.
Chapter completed!