"Grandma, actually..." An Xuanyi knew that Ni Ker always treated the old lady with respect.

The old lady seemed to understand her thoughts, patted her hand and said, "I know what you want to say. Although I am older, I can see everything clearly. You are the one who is suitable for Yi'er."

An Xuanyi was very touched. She didn't expect that after so many years, the old lady would still treat her like her own granddaughter.

"Yier called me today and said he wanted to see me, so I took the train and rushed over from my hometown. Unexpectedly, the train only arrived at night, and when I came, he..." the old lady said, tears already streaming down her face.

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An Xuanyi quickly comforted her: "Grandma, don't worry, Yang Yi is fine. He just received anesthesia and will wake up early tomorrow morning." But, will he really wake up?

The old lady believed her words and nodded, "That's good. When I received the call, I was still thinking that Yi'er, this child, has always been in good health. Except for the time when you and I broke up with each other and got seriously ill, he is usually lively and active.

I was so scared that I even postponed the performance of the senior team and ran away from the stage, but now that I see you, I feel relieved. As long as you are here, Yi'er will be fine."

When she heard these words, An Xuanyi felt her heart throbbing. Did Yang Yi get seriously ill after breaking up with her? Why didn't she know at all?

Could it be that that night, when he was kneeling downstairs in the dormitory, she left without even looking at him. Then it started raining heavily, so she thought he had left.

Thinking about it now, he must have been kneeling all night. Later, someone said that someone had fainted downstairs in the dormitory. She went down to see but there was no one there. It was probably Yang Yi.

"Grandma, you must be tired after traveling all day. There happens to be a rest room nearby. Why don't you lie down?" An Xuanyi held the old lady's hand in an attempt to warm her.

The old lady disagreed, "I don't sleep much. I want to wait for Yi'er to wake up before taking a rest."

But An Xuanyi insisted: "Grandma, you see we are all guarding him. He will wake up tomorrow, but we are all sleepy. Who will take care of him? You should go and take a rest first."

The old lady couldn't compete with An Xuanyi, so she agreed to rest first. When she got up, she remembered something and blamed herself: "Look at my memory.

Yi'er missed a notebook when he came home last time, and he specifically asked me to bring it for him this morning. It must be very important, so I'll put it here first. He might want it when he wakes up."

"Okay, I'll keep it for you." An Xuanyi took the notebook and placed it beside the pillow.

The old lady was led to the lounge by the nurse, and the room became quiet again. Looking at Yang Yi on the hospital bed, An Xuanyi suddenly remembered Ni Ker's words.

There was a pain in my heart. At first, I could blame Yang Yi for not trying to keep her at all costs, but after hitting the wall a few times, it died down. Now it seems that Ni Keer has tampered with it again.

I don't know what was written in that diary that made Yang Yi feel so disheartened and choose to disappear from her life, but I don't need to think about it, I know it must be very painful.

An Xuanyi took a glass of water and used a cotton swab to moisten Yang Yi's lips. However, her hands were sore from a day's work, so a few drops of water fell on the notebook beside the pillow when the cup shook.

She quickly took out a few paper towels and wiped away the water droplets on the book. The cover of the book was very thin, and water droplets soaked into it in some places. She had to open it and wipe it carefully.

Only then did she realize that it was actually a diary. She was not supposed to peek at it, but the content was written about her, and she couldn't hold back her curiosity for a moment.

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"It's the fourth day since we broke up. Wife, what should I do to forgive you and come back to me? I'm so afraid of losing you.

I don’t know how I ended up lying on the same bed with Ni Keer, let alone with her... But, wife, I only love you and I will always love you.

You said that you wanted me to marry you under the Qionghua tree. I had prepared everything and just waited for you to return to China so that we could be together forever. However, something went wrong.

Do you really not forgive me? I feel so regretful and hateful. I don’t know what to do, but I know that I can’t lose you. I can live without you, but I can’t live without you.”

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"I was kneeling downstairs, and countless people passing by looked at me in various ways, but I didn't care at all, because I only had you in my eyes.

But wife, why do you keep taking one step at a time? I would rather you stop and hit me and scold me than just pass me by like a passerby and walk away without looking back.

You may not know that the moment you looked at me with your cold and mocking eyes, I felt as if I had died a thousand times, and my heart was breaking bit by bit.

I knew you loved me, so I knelt downstairs the whole night. There was a thunderstorm and I was soaked to the point of being cold all over, but I expected it to rain harder.

I thought that the heavier the rain, the more reluctant you would be to leave me. You would always feel sorry for me and run down. Even if you are unwilling to forgive me, at least you would know that you still care about me, so I would have the courage to keep kneeling down.

However, you did not appear. The second before I fell into unconsciousness, I saw a figure appear. I thought it was you, but it was Ni Kerr. At that moment, life was worse than death."

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"Honey, all this must not be true. Ni Kerer gave me a diary and told me that you have never loved me. To you, I am just a stepping stone to a higher level.

I don't believe it, but the diary is full of your handwriting. Every word comes into view, like a needle pricking my heart, and my whole body twitches with pain.

You say: Yang Yi is a fool. I just let him hold hands and he was so happy that he really thought I loved him, idiot.

You said: The hard work has finally paid off. Yang Yi made a song "Dear" for me. As long as I can become an instant hit, I will kick him immediately. I feel sick just thinking about how he looks.

You said: I really don’t know if he is crazy. He actually wanted to marry me and asked him to propose under the Qionghua tree. He still believed it. Who would like such a naive and brainless man?

…

You have said a lot, but am I really so disgusting to you in your eyes? Maybe you want me to be with Ni Keer, so there is no need to find excuses to kick me away.

Why, why can you be so cruel, how can you play with my feelings so easily, yet I am still stupidly living in this false happiness, telling myself over and over again that this is false."

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"I've thought about it, wife, although you don't love me, even though you are just using me, but as long as you can be by my side, nothing matters.
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