Chapter 367 I'm not a hero, and I don't want to grow up...(2/2)
"So, you are really great, using your ability at any cost."
Fang Ran said softly, Shui Linlang's expression froze, and then she spoke in a complicated tone:
"How did you guess that?"
Opposite the mist, Fangran raised his head slightly, forcing his expression to smile:
"Because I don't believe that an ancient A-level participant would not choose to take revenge personally after his granddaughter has been in danger several times."
Shui Linlang was silent and did not answer. The blue light suddenly disappeared from her body.
Although he still looks like he did when he was young, he is unparalleled in splendor, but without the entanglement of the blue illusion, the blue color in his eyes has returned to the same color as Shui Lianxin.
"Fangran, do you really want to reject this proposal?"
Shui Linlang raised her restored eyes, stared at Fangran seriously, and confirmed in a reluctant tone:
"I know that this may indeed be a huge change for you, because the Originator was originally involved in an existence that was not his own decision, but you cannot maintain the status quo forever, and you cannot choose to never step into the real night battle world.
You can’t choose to live on mana forever!”
At the end of the sentence, Shui Linlang's eyes were filled with concern as an elder, and her eyes were fixed on his complicated yet gentle sincerity:
"You should learn to grow up."
The gentle words carry the concern and distress of the elders.
At this moment, no matter whether he uses this power to 'save the world' in the future, Shui Linlang sincerely hopes that Fangran can change his mind.
At least, it can prevent him from falling into coma due to cardiac arrest.
The young man stood in the shadow of the mist and remained silent for a long time.
Then he spoke in a hoarse voice, as if he was asking himself bitterly:
"So, what is growth...?"
He bit his lip tightly and stared at Shui Linlang suddenly, his eyes were calm and broken, his expression was shaken, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red!
There seemed to be water mist condensing in the corners of his eyes...
"I always thought that growing up was beautiful!"
His voice began to waver and become more intense, the hand holding his chest and heart became harder and harder, and his words became louder and louder!
"I want to become strong, smart, handsome, mature and stable, so that my parents won't worry!"
"Be who you want to be!"
Fangran swept away the silver dragon teeth and swept away the mist. It seemed that at this moment, his emotions could no longer be suppressed since he entered the door. He burst out from seeing so many memories Shui Linlang showed him, and he started to struggle with excitement!
Shui Linlang looked at him in slight shock. She did not expect such a scene, but his past from the divination appeared in her mind, and she fell silent again.
Silver Broken Dragon Fang took off his hand directly, flew out, and stuck on the ground at the door.
Fangran gritted his teeth and bowed slightly, clutching his clothes tightly with his hands that seemed to feel uncomfortable in his chest. His voice was hoarse and low, as if squeezed out of the memory of that night, with the cry of a child.
"But...I found...it's not...what I thought!"
Recalling that late night, the innocent and hard-working child that night...
"It's not that if you work hard slowly, you can get it gradually. Finally, you will understand the truth logically and become older and more sensible. It's not as beautiful as I thought!"
Has he grown up?
He has grown up.
He grew up faster than ever before and suddenly understood many things in reality that he didn't know.
The growth is vigorous and burning.
Just like those protagonists in heroic movies...
Just facing the cruel reality.
After taking a deep breath, Fangran let go of his hands, stood up straight, and looked straight at her.
His eyes were firm and ferocious, and his voice was extremely confident, hoarse and calm:
"Getting something you never got means losing something you never lost."
That night, he got what he always wanted, the maturity and depth that he understood a lot of truths and felt very handsome. The price was...
Lost the hard-working, innocent child who had the dream of becoming a handsome hero,
He became the taciturn and silent person he once was.
Have you grown up?
He has grown up.
But that growth made Fangran understand.
Growth is not gaining,
But lost.
Lose what you have never lost and gain what you have never gained.
"I know you are right. Everything you do is for my own good. I also know that as long as I leave here and become a night watchman, I can get a lot of things, be active on the international stage, see the vast world, and devote myself to strengthening the world.
A task of strength, but..."
Fangran calmed his breathing, cooled his heated eyes, and looked straight at Shui Linlang's calm opening.
"For me, all my daily life, all the days when I laugh with the people I know, those are the only things I cherish and all I have!"
"And to gain what you say, I will lose all of them."
For a moment, the days when I was always being fooled with Ling, the days when I lived in that rented house with Meng Lang and Gou Yu and were noisy, the days when I was training every day with Su Qun in the night game, and the days when I was a little nervous with Hua Ling and Xu Xing.
, the days of bickering with each other with alchemists, the days of being taught various experiences by Qing Ning and the magician,
And even though she wasn’t good at socializing with people, she was actually very gentle and concerned about his condition and helped him train Yesheng.
The daily routines he goes through...
"And you are indeed a great person, but becoming powerful like 'saving the world', even with 'infinite' power, is not what I want. I have passed the age of being stupid in middle school."
I have already made a mistake once. For this reason, I lost the days when I could be carefree, innocent and happy, and spent three years of high school alone and lonely.
I won't do it again.
Fangran turned around and walked towards the garden gate. He pulled out the broken silver dragon's tooth that he had just taken off and spoke softly.
"So, I won't become a night watchman."
Even if you can get rid of the shackles of your heart and gain unprecedented freedom and power.
But isn’t that what growth is?
There is no question of whether it is worth it or not, only whether you are willing or not.
He shook his head vigorously and returned to his usual self.
Putting away the Silver Broken Dragon Tooth, Fang Rante turned around and smiled sheepishly at Shui Linlang.
He changed back to the person he was when he first walked in.
As if they had not experienced such a conversation, he was a little at a loss and said to the beautiful and luxurious woman in front of him:
"If it were the same person from before, I might have agreed, but I'm really sorry, you're late, now..."
After taking one last look at the water mist formation that represented a lot, Fangran opened the door and walked out, leaving only his last words in a young man's embarrassed, reserved and polite voice.
Chapter completed!