This is the feeling of being in heaven, as if the whole world is warm. When you open your eyes, you will see the ubiquitous petals and that beautiful face... I was completely stunned, as if I forgot to cry and struggle. I never thought that there would be this time. Wasn't this what I had been looking forward to in my dreams?

Tasting the fragrance in my mouth, my consciousness was no longer confused. Slowly, a small tongue rushed in, and soon rolled together with my tongue without any warning... What does this taste like? I don't know how to describe it anymore, maybe it's warmth, a newcomer and a passionate love...

I slowly immerse myself in it, how good it would be to continue like this forever... However, the discomfort felt from my lungs finally awakened me ruthlessly. When I opened my eyes, I saw Monina's even more confused eyes...

What did I just say? Didn’t I just explain my own past to Sister Monina? Why is this happening? In my opinion, Monina is likely to push me away and then mock me with cold eyes; or just point it out and spit it out...

But why is this happening? I was caught off guard by Monina's warmth, and I am now pressed under Monina and held in her arms to exchange each other's nectar. It turns out that this fragrance just now came from...

However, the air in my lungs warns me that I will suffocate and faint if I don’t stop. At the same time, this warning also tells me my own position - am I leaving? Why am I immersed in this?

Without paying attention to it, I struggled and soon broke free from Monina's kiss, tilted my head and breathed heavily, but at this moment, I felt a sense of loss.

What happened to me? What happened to Sister Monina?

"Ye Xi..." Monina's gasping voice came from my head, feeling a sense of satisfaction, but more of trust and firmness: "Ye Xi, I said, no matter what you were before, I only know that you are my Ye Xi, and the past is over, okay..."

"..." It's gone? Is this really good? I didn't say anything, but my heart was in a violent and turbulent manner. I only realized now that I had been stuck in the past for so long, why did I run out now? It's really... I let him pass it, isn't this good...

"Ye Xi, you say you are a member of the Twilight Guard, you say you are from 300 years ago, you say you were even a boy, I believe you all these." Monina continued: "But everything has passed, you are not the one you in the past, you will always be my Ye Xi..."

Then, Monina hugged me tightly again, as if she was holding a beloved doll. She murmured in my ear: "Ye Xi, don't leave..."

"..." I still don't know what to say, but the determination I made before was still so strong. What was the reason why I wanted to leave? I am particularly confused now. I told my sister Monina about everything, but she was not rejecting me at all. In the end, I think about it again. Although Monina's strategy deeply hurts me, why do I think my protest is acting cute?

This is still the sister Monina I know... but it is no longer the same one as before... Although there is no mountain that stands tall, our relationship seems to be closer.

I don't know what I should do... I couldn't help but find an excuse and said, "Sister Monina, I still want to leave..."

"Why?" Monina suddenly stood up and looked at me. At this time, there was a faint anger on her face. Just like her angry parents, it made me shudder...

Why does Sister Monina look like this? Only then did I realize that I was not crying, and after venting, I seemed to feel much more calm in my heart. I continued, "I don't want to see the imperfect Sister Monina. I know there are many dark things in politics. Sister Monina is definitely not spared. I don't want Sister Monina to fall into the water because of me."

"No!" Monina said strongly, her tone was unquestionable. She continued: "I said no, but it was not possible. I would never do such a thing in front of Ye Xi. Ye Xi, you just need to live happily. I will bear all the pain, okay..."

"Don't leave..." After saying that, Monina looked at me again with a pleading look, and I felt uncomfortable again. Am I too heartless like this? Not only is I heartless to Sister Monina, but I seem to be the same for myself...

Leading by a stubborn voice, I couldn't control my language, but it seemed to come from the heart. I didn't know where the courage came from, so I looked straight into Monina's eyes and said, "I want to share the pain with Sister Monina, and I also want to contribute to my world. I want to use my own methods..."

"I promised others that I would use my own hands to fulfill it..." I felt guilty and couldn't help but turn my head, but I quickly became immersed in my memories. Shen Jun's death... Ficilia's death... I will never forget the promise at that time...

"But, Ye Xi, what can you do?" Monina's question was sharp, as if she was about to keep me.

"I have my own way..." I said, and suddenly, I thought of another fact that I had hidden from Monina. Perhaps because I had released too many things before, I no longer had the intention to keep this fact confidential. I couldn't help but say, "Sister Monina, do you know the Divine Realm organization? I am a member of this organization, the Divine Realm... It exists to build a peaceful world..."

"Divine Realm? That kind of ridiculous thing... Although the cyber offensive is very strong, is it useful in the battlefield that spans light years?" Monina still faced tit-for-tat, and she said: "I just said that Ye Xi, no matter what your identity is, no matter your past and future, you are mine!"

"The Divine Realm is really an organization with gods. Sister Monina, you may not believe that the technology in the Divine Realm is decades or even hundreds of years faster than today. This is all God's favor..." I lied: "I believe that I can do something in it..."

"God? It's ridiculous..." Monina seemed to sneer at what she said to me, and continued to face her tit-for-tat, with an unshakable determination in her ice-blue eyes.

"But, I believe..." I couldn't help but meet Monina's eyes and begged, "I don't want to grow up under the wings of Sister Monina. I don't want to rely too much on Sister Monina. I just want to confirm myself..."

"Sister Monina, can I fulfill my wish..."

"Don't believe it...unless, just as Ye Xi said, you have God's blessing..." Monina still laughed: "Ye Xi, why are you so persistent in leaving? Is there anything wrong with following me..."

"Sorry, Sister Monina, I really have my belief..." I bit my teeth and said, "Sister Monina, if you say I have God's blessing, you can leave. What if I really have God's blessing?"
Chapter completed!