I don’t know why I can’t remember what happened, I just feel like my whole body is as warm as being illuminated by light, but even so, I still feel something blocked in my heart, which makes me feel particularly uncomfortable.

What happened? I slowly opened my eyes, and what caught my eye was a piece of curved glass covering me... No, it covered my whole body. This thing like a coffin seemed to be a radiation therapy cabin, right? I looked around in confusion and checked my body. Except for wearing a hospital gown, there was no damage to my body...

What was going on? How did I come in? I couldn't figure it out. I was just thinking about it, but looking at the glass cover on my head, I thought about it and let it go...

It was a bit boring to lie in the treatment cabin. The lights outside the cabin were a little dazzling, making people unable to sleep. There was nothing in the cabin for people to spend time, and no one came to talk to me. I had to start recalling how I entered this treatment cabin...

Remember that I was carrying out a difficult task before? Well, by the way, it was an attack on a base in Switzerland, right? It seemed like I almost died, right? But, it seemed that someone saved me later... Thinking of this place, my head suddenly began to get stuck, and it became difficult to find that memory...

What was wrong? Is it because of selective amnesia? After struggling for a while, I didn’t think of anything valuable except for feeling a sensation of extreme regret. The only thing I could think of on and off is that I seemed to attack Luosedo…

Why did I attack Luosaido? Suddenly something flashed through my mind. It seemed like I remembered... Luosaido's words...

I can still continue to live without Sister Monina, but you, once you left her, were scared and used your so-called whip to cover it up? It's ridiculous..."

Yes, I felt like I had lost something in my heart, and it was so empty that I felt panicked. What was going on? Why is this happening? By the way, it was that feeling again, it felt uncomfortable if I didn’t smoke someone…

I was covering up? How could it be? I forced myself to forget that sentence, smiled proudly, and felt much more comfortable, but I still felt a sense of discomfort in my heart...

By the way, who brought me to this place? Why did I lock me in such a place without my consent? It was like a life-saving straw. I immediately grabbed an excuse and once again ruthlessly suppressed the man...

After that, I didn't think about anything. My mind was filled with endless ways to punish people. Binding, binding, whip? Under the advancement of a certain thought in the depths of my memory, I seemed to think more and more wrongly...

Thinking of this, the gap in my heart seems to be less uncomfortable...

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"Crack..." The voice suddenly came from the door of the treatment room.

Who is it? I hurriedly stretched my neck and looked at the source of the sound through the glass. The one who came in was Sucao, Cromon, and Yue Liuyan, who had not seen him for a few days. It seemed that when I woke up, Yue Liuyan hurriedly opened the hatch cover for me and asked me to sit up.

"Ye Xi, how are you?" Su Cao asked first.

"It's okay, it's great." I replied lightly, looked around and found that there was a person in a treatment cabin next to me. After careful look, it was Rosedo. But at this time she was still wrapped in a layer of bandage, revealing her pretty figure. At this time, she was sleeping peacefully, just like an SD doll in a delicate packaging box. But at this time I was not fascinated by such a scenery. For some reason, I thought heartlessly: "I deserve it!"

An extremely unfamiliar idea flashed by, and I didn't notice it at all. If it were me in the past, I would definitely care about her first and then review my own faults...

"Luo Saido will take about 3 days to get out. Unlike you, your recovery ability is incredible." Su Cao saw that I looked at Luo Saido and explained with a smile.

"How she has nothing to do with me." I blurted out and looked up and asked him: "Okay, tell me what happened yesterday, right? I can't remember."

Su Cao suddenly looked stern, and Clomon, who had not spoken, began to become serious. Their feeling of using their superiors to look at their subordinates suddenly made me feel very upset. It seems that only I have the right to look at them with this kind of eyes?

What to do? Rebellion?

My hands were itchy, and the biopower field couldn't control it and wanted to condense it in my hands...

"Ye Xi, I need to correct your mentality recently." Su Cao said, his tone still very serious. I felt more and more uncomfortable when I heard his tone like this. I was just meddling in other people's business! How is my mentality? Can you care?

I said coldly: "Don't worry, just go out if you have nothing to do!"

"Sure..." Clomon suddenly covered his forehead helplessly, gave Yue Liuyan a look, and then looked at me. Their strange gaze made me even more angry! Is this how I used to see you as an animal?

"What do you mean?" I couldn't bear it anymore, and the bioforce field instantly condensed into a whip in my hand, sucking towards the Sucao closest to me...

"Bang...", it was not the crisp sound of the whip whip, but the wrist was numb, and it was actually grabbed by Su Cao. It was firmly held in his hand, unable to move. The anger in his heart seemed to be burning even more violently, but it seemed to be mixed with some fear and anxiety...

"What the hell do you want to do? Let go!" I yelled at Su Cao, struggled for a moment, but it was not effective at all. The panic and uneasy seemed to be even more intense, and there was also a feeling of strangeness. I don't know if it was strange to the people and things around me, or to myself...

But the more I did this, the more I wanted to hide these uneasiness and strangeness. I glared at Su Cao fiercely, and I shouted: "Let go quickly! Don't blame me for being polite!"

Su Cao shook his head and didn't say anything, but a pity seemed to reveal his black eyes, and the uneasiness in his heart deepened again. The hollow inside seemed to tear the pride accumulated over the past few days like a whirlpool. I was anxious and thought of a way to keep it, but it was ruthlessly returning like a river rolling in.

Fear and strange, it seemed that this cold void was still occupying my heart, and the whirlpool in the middle made me breathless. Why... Why is this happening? I suddenly wanted to escape all this and find a warm place to slowly fill the void.

But Su Cao's hands were tightly clasped on my arm like a demon's claw. The first time I saw him grabbing me so firmly. Does Su Cao want to bully me too? Unconsciously, I suddenly felt a sense of grievance, my nose sore, and the scenery in front of me quickly became hazy...

I could feel something in my heart was collapsing, struggling, gradually turning into pieces and drifting away with the wind. Feeling their two openings, my nose felt sore again, and my eyes could no longer bear the amount of water in my eyes, and it became more and more abundant. In the hazy, I seemed to see Su Cao's reluctant gaze...

You don’t need your pity! You don’t need to be reluctant to leave! This is simply sand entering your eyes! Thinking of this, tears flowed even harder. Just like a dam breaking, you can no longer control it...

The eyes of the three people in the room were particularly dazzling, as if they had pierced directly into my heart, shattering the last little struggling pride...

Why do I cry? Why do I cry? Why do I cry? Is it because the three of them resisted me? They beat them when they resisted? Why do they cry? They are not strong at all...

There was another agitation in my heart. The voice that could have been suppressed was gradually released in a low voice...

Why is this happening... It seems that the whole world is only my own twitching sound. Gradually, a face that is forever burned deep in my heart seems to appear in front of me, her voice, her arms, and the warm magnetic field that I can feel when I stand beside her...

Is it really as Luo Saido said? Did I numb myself with the pleasure of pulling people because I left Sister Monina?

Suddenly, there was a feeling of relief. It seemed to fill the void in my heart, and tears and crying seemed to be even more fierce...
Chapter completed!