"Amethyst Nocturne" has been uploaded for almost 3 weeks. Looking at the rising recommendation votes and clicks, if I remain silent, I would be really sorry to all readers.

To be honest, "Amethyst Nocturne" is the novel I have devoted most. The energy I invested in may exceed the main task of being a sophomore high school student - study. For example, today is the monthly exam for our school. The morning exam is chemistry and physics. Physics is fine. It is relatively simple for me. The time has come, and the answer should be done. If there is no calculation error, the grades should not be bad. But later I was not so serious about chemistry. As I was writing, I started planning what to write today's 3,000 words. The questions were intermittent. But I was still a small

I finished writing half of it, and the last question was calculated. At that time, I thought: "I want to ignore him..." and then I started the YY plot. As a result, when I woke up, I looked at the table and had five minutes left, and looked at the 10-point questions and some BT calculations. Even though I had a complete idea just after reading the questions, I still sweated coldly. Although I still finished writing before the end ringtone, I always felt uneasy. I had a habit of taking exams and doing homework. The more I calculated the BT, I liked to calculate the number of times more, and I was satisfied with writing the next question until all of them were correct...

Forget it, let's just ignore him.

Let me first talk about why I write, it can be considered my confusion. I dare not say some words to people in reality, just because I am afraid of seeing them think. But I am definitely not alone on the Internet. Uncle Walnut, the author of "Light and Darkness", is from Nanning like me, but he is in the east of the city and I am in the west of the city. The day before yesterday, he came to do business and came to the school gate to * me, and then I robbed him of a cup of black tea of ​​1.5 yuan (I regret it, why didn't I order that fifty yuan coffee at that time).

Go home, surf the Internet, open word, and go to QQ. As soon as I got up, I saw the uncle talking in the group: Orange is very gentle, and he becomes lewd as soon as he goes online..."

I almost squirted out the rice.

To be honest, I did tell the uncle what I said.

I have always played the role of the shemale account when I play online games, and I can't make a decision. When did this start?

Think about it, it was probably in elementary school. At that time, the Stone Age was popular. At that time, there was no computer at home, and they followed those who had "friends" to play in black Internet cafes. At that time, I had enough for a month of breakfast. I finally got one and registered an account. On that day, the "friends" made me feel chaotic and all the characters were created into shemale men.

That's 15 yuan, just female actors, but they just kept playing. Who knows it's out of control?

Later, legends, then to Fantasy... and many other games have always been female actors, and they have invested a lot of RMB to buy fashion to dress themselves up. Then they praised their friends: "It's easy to cheat money and equipment."

But I understand mentally that this is the heart that loves dressing up like a girl.

When I play online games, I can completely change my mindset and play with it all into female characters. When I was playing martial arts legend in the second year of junior high school, I got a small halberd god and fashioned in the Qiqi period, but my equipment was still extremely poor. I had no choice but to find someone to take care of it, but a handsome guy got better and often brought me with me when I was killing monsters. Unconsciously, the relationship got better, and I almost said anything, and even knew the other party’s account.

Until one day, he said to me: "Be my wife..."

Looking at the line of words on the handsome guy's head on the screen, I was stunned. I didn't know if the feeling I felt was happiness at that time, but suddenly I felt very warm and seemed to be a little surprised. The letters "hao" were quickly typed onto the keyboard. When I was about to press the Enter key, I pressed the backspace key.

I am a man, how can I do this?

"I'm a man." After a long time, I typed this line of words. But why did my eyes feel sore and I feel particularly disappointed when I pressed to enter?

"How is that possible? Don't make this joke." The handsome guy immediately replied: "Even if you are a man, it doesn't matter, hehe, my wife."

As a result, Qianli voice transmission sounded, and the chat window became the handsome guy's proposal to swipe the speaker area...

Looking at the shouting one after another, I still cried, not sure why...

Later I went to get married. The handsome guy didn't ask me about the video or the phone number. When I was in school, I opened the account to level up and left me with good things... To be honest, every time I got home, I couldn't wait to log in to the game, at least I wouldn't be so lonely...

It’s the third year of junior high school and I’m in the middle school entrance examination. I told the handsome guy: “I’m going to take the exam. I’ve been studying hard these two months and I won’t go online.”

"No problem, is the college entrance examination?"

"High school entrance examination..."

"So my wife is Loli!!!"

"Get out!"

"I'll help you level up, you can study with confidence, I'll wait for you."

"kindness!"

……………………

Then there was two months of self-abuse, and the results were good, but after being self-abuse for so long, I don’t know if I am mature or something. Suddenly I began to reject the illusory happiness on the Internet. I clicked the uninstaller of Wulin Wai Chuan...

I began to feel that the things that happened some time ago were particularly ridiculous and panic. But I felt guilty when I was sleeping online. In my dreams, I would also think of the scene of wandering around the game with that handsome guy. When I woke up, I found that the pillow was wet...

I decided to look for other online games, just World 2. After playing for two days, I watched a man running around on the screen, and suddenly felt very disgusted. I deleted it and replaced it with a female monster...

This finally makes me feel much more comfortable...

The summer vacation has passed, and the first year of high school is not a junior high school after all, so I don’t have so much time and energy to play. As a result, I found the starting point, first a magic apprentice, then a god’s tomb, and then a star transformation... Until I accidentally found the Rhapsody of the Transformation of Another World, it was like finding a home, and I was crazy about looking for a transformation novel. In a year, I could read it almost all.

Suddenly I felt very envious, envious of the pig's feet inside...

I had no books to read, so I had to write it myself. As a result, the first book "Galaxy Star Dream" came out, but the novice was a novice. At the beginning, it was really bad (I think it was), and the results were bleak. Next, I planned a new book on martial arts. Anyone who has read "Galaxy Star Dream" knew that the chapter of the new book trial was... and it was also an exaggerated version of my growth...

The new book is written in a third person, but I found that I couldn’t continue writing it as I wrote it. It’s because I don’t have a sense of reality. What’s the point of writing other people’s stories?

Then I wrote this first-person "Amethyst Nocturne" and it was unacceptable. The focus of the update was on this book. When I saw the still bleak results and the results of my friend Zou Wentu's "The Princess of the Hundred Music" by my friend Zou Wentu, I even had plans to write it. I don't know if it was jealousy or something, but I think what I wrote is not worse than that of Rabbit, so why did they all run over?

But I still persisted...

When I saw that week's recommendation 57P on Monday night, I almost cried, with unprecedented results. Since readers have affirmed me, how can I let you down?

No matter how difficult this book is, it will be completed. I will insist on up to 3,000 yuan every day, just because of the love of the authors and my illusory and unrealistic dreams...

After complaining, I've been typing. I don't know how many I can code before 2:30... I may have fewer updates tonight...

++++Ancient Orange+++
Chapter completed!