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0098 Jumping into the pit

We have never said we like each other, nor have we talked about our feelings. We just treat each other as tacit and understanding companions, nothing more.

For Ding Ning, perhaps she is the only clear harbor that can bring him some spiritual comfort in this impetuous society filled with materialistic desires.

He admired her stubbornness, her self-love, her ability to rise out of the mire but not be stained, to be clean without being evil.

As her name suggests, her name is Bai Qinglian.

The name is not vulgar at all, but it becomes even more vulgar because of her character and ethereal temperament.

The only people who knew about his relationship with Bai Qinglian were a few roommates in the same dormitory. They once thought that the two were lovers and sometimes made fun of them.

They never admitted it, but they didn't deny it either. The girl just lowered her head and pursed her lips and smiled, her black and white eyes full of unseeable depth.

He thought that even if they couldn't become a couple, they would become each other's best friends on the road ahead.

But the night before Ding Ning's senior Bai Qinglian graduated, he excitedly bought her a graduation gift, hoping to wish her success in her work after graduation, realize her ideals in life, and change her destiny.

changed,

At the school gate, he saw with his own eyes Bai Qinglian, who had her ponytail untied, her hair spread like clouds, dressed in gorgeous clothes and holding a Hermès bag like a fairy, getting out of a luxury car, and she was so affectionate as she was at that age.

The old man who was her father kissed her on the cheek.

Ding Ning has never been so angry, although he does not regard Bai Qinglian as his girlfriend, but as a spiritual pillar and a belief to fight against unfair fate.

But at that moment, his faith completely collapsed, subverting his understanding of all the good qualities of Bai Qinglian. He lost his mind and rushed forward excitedly to ask her why?

After four years of such a difficult career, why should you give up at the last moment and destroy your ideals and life before graduation?

Bai Qinglian's helpless and panicked look at that time made Ding Ning's heart completely fall into the ice valley. He angrily used the most vicious words to call her a bitch, a bitch, who would sell herself out for some dirty money.

At that time, he was as crazy as when his cuckold husband caught his cheating wife and her adulterer in bed.

The old man had an extraordinary bearing and asked sternly who he was and what qualifications he had to insult Qing Lian?

The furious Ding Ning punched him hard and knocked him to the ground, beating and kicking him like a storm.

Bai Qinglian screamed and threw herself on the old man to protect him. She scolded Ding Ning like a madman for being unreasonable, asking him who I am and what qualifications do I have to hit someone?

Ding Ning has never forgotten the undisguised contempt and disdain in the eyes of that extraordinary old man when he stood up: "A poor student, what qualifications do you have to stand here and get angry? Can you give Qinglian happiness? Can you support me?"

Can you afford her? Can you give her a bright future?"

Before he could reply, the old man pointed at Bai Qinglian's bag, watch and clothes and continued to attack him:

"Do you know how much this bag costs? Do you know how much this watch costs? Do you know how much the clothes on her body are worth? Let me tell you, even if I sell you, you can't afford it. You are such a self-righteous little person.

You kid, you really thought your dreams would come true if you just said a few big words. This society is far more cruel than you think. When will you wait until you have the qualifications to talk to me on an equal footing and then stand in front of me and tell me your life ideals?

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What chilled Ding Ning the most was that Bai Qinglian's face turned pale and she bit her lips tightly. Those eyes that were once the purest in the world stared at him with unspeakable complex meanings, but she didn't say a word and allowed him to be...

Lessons from an old man.

The disheartened Ding Ning was completely disappointed, turned around and left bleakly, as embarrassed as a bereaved dog.

After calming down, he didn't understand why he was so rude. He simply thought that Bai Qinglian shouldn't be the kind of girl who worships money.

The collapse of faith, the decline of morality, and the blasphemy of the sacred. The benevolence, justice, propriety, wisdom, and trust mentioned by the great master have not been reflected at all in the ivory tower of this institution of higher learning. Instead, they have become those who drive luxury cars, wear famous brands, and play with flowers.

A place where rich kids hunt for beauty.

This made him doubt life, himself, and this sick society.

He was ready for a storm of revenge, but in the end the old man never appeared, and Bai Qinglian completely disappeared from his world.

Perhaps, Bai Qinglian used this method to repay his help, and also used this decisive method to cut off the last trace of friendship between them.

Ding Ning had been depressed for a long time, and Bai Qinglian's complex eyes would often appear in his mind.

But he still couldn't understand. Is it repentance? Is it guilt? Is it self-blame? Or is it contempt for his naivety and ignorance at the time?

As time passed, he no longer blamed her for failing to hold on and losing to this fucked up society, surrendering to the bullshit fate!

After all, her life was too hard and tiring. It was really difficult for a girl who came from a poor ravine to survive in this cosmopolitan city filled with materialistic desires.

I have lived frugally and worked hard for four years, but so what? Can I guarantee that I will find a job with that diploma? Even if I find a job, will I be able to prosper?

How many talented college graduates have great ambitions and want to make a big impact in society and get ahead, but in the end their edges are wiped out in the cruel reality and they disappear like everyone else.

Bai Qinglian was no different, and her choice couldn't be wrong. But what Ding Ning couldn't let go was that the beauty in his heart was just a fleeting thing.

Slowly, Ding Ning even forgot what she looked like. Only those complicated eyes became his eternal memory and became a knot in his heart that he could never open.

Ding Ning didn't know why he suddenly thought of Bai Qinglian at this time. Maybe it was because he also needed to face a choice, so he thought of her.

The most difficult thing in life is to choose two words. Ding Ning is escaping from the choice.

Looking back now, even though Ding Ning disagreed, she still admired Bai Qinglian's decisiveness from the bottom of her heart. At least she had the courage to make a brave choice. No matter what the outcome was, it was the path she chose.

Thinking about his life, Ding Ning suddenly felt that he was a good-for-nothing who just took things as he came and had no ambitions, no different from a salted fish.

Faced with that old man's contemptuous face and such insult, I still had no intention of making progress and just muddle along.

Even though I had mastered all the courses in my sophomore year, I never thought about applying to skip a grade and graduate early.

It was obvious that when he was studying, he could show off his talents, earn his first pot of gold, and lay the foundation for achieving the goal planned by his father, but he would rather work part-time jobs to make ends meet than actually do anything.

When I graduated, I obviously had the opportunity to continue my postgraduate entrance examination, but because of Li Wensheng's revenge, I became cynical and left with my diploma in hand, which greatly disappointed Professor Song, who had always been very good to me.

He obviously has superpowers and extraordinary skills, and it is not difficult to make money, but he has nothing to do all day long. He has no idea of ​​​​making money. He will only be entangled in the relationship between a man and a woman, constantly escaping, escaping and escaping...

Ding Ning, you are a man, put away your aloofness and unnecessary self-esteem. If you want others to respect you, you must respect yourself first.

If you are disappointed by your father, don’t let your master down. Don’t let down the people you love and the people who love you.

Ling Yun's incident has already sounded the alarm for him. Think about that handsome Wei Wei, doesn't he just drive a luxury car, live in a mansion, and have a company?

Is it still a problem that can be solved with money? Ding Ning was thinking a lot, and suddenly felt that he had missed a lot of choices.

Although he has always thought that money is a bastard and does not take money seriously at all, this is a concept that is subconsciously influenced by the poor master in his bones.

In fact, in this cruel and realistic society, if you want to do whatever you want, it is impossible to do it without a material foundation.

The difference between the words "high" and "poor" is very different, but in fact the two can also be equated.

Perhaps the dark philosophy of the profiteer, Second Master Zhao Fugui, is better suited to survive in this society.

If he had a fortune of millions, tens of millions or even hundreds of millions, or had a background and backing, would Li Wensheng dare to take advantage of him so easily?

Will Chu Yunxiu still be so snobbish? Will Ling Yun still fall in love with someone else? Can that handsome guy still be so cool?

Things that can be solved with money are not a problem at all, let alone making money, which is also a great ideal.

As long as you have money, you can do what you want. Even if you become a famous doctor, without money, you can't achieve the goal of success and fame that dad said.

Only by gaining both fame and fortune, and having a social status that cannot be ignored, can one be considered successful.

At this moment, Ding Ning learned from the pain and felt enlightened and suddenly felt cheerful.

A smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he murmured softly: "I'm sorry, Bai Qinglian, I was wrong. Thank you for making me understand. If I have the chance to do it again, I will never let you become that old man's gold again."

Canary, sir, I will take care of you."

Once a person gets out of the corner, many things that seem to him to be tangled will be easily solved.

It doesn't matter whether it's Ling Yun, Xiao Nuo, Shen Muqing or the goblin. As long as he wants to, he can fall in love with whomever he wants. Before getting married, he has absolute freedom.

This made him regret that he had lost his temper so stupidly and abandoned Xiao Nuo just now. If he had known better, he should have slept with her in one fell swoop. After all, there was no need to get married when they got into bed. Since she liked him, he also

If you like her, then falling in love and getting married are still very far away.

If Shen Muqing also likes her, she might as well start a relationship first, but given her physical condition, strenuous exercise like making love is not necessary.

But it would be a pity to leave such juicy Chinese cabbage to other pigs. Even if you can't eat it, you have to take advantage first.

At this moment, Ding Ning's heart and thoughts had undergone some transformation to varying degrees, as if he had suddenly become more eccentric, with a trace of wretchedness in his smile.

Little did he know that his somewhat extreme personality caused him to jump from one extreme to the other, from elegance to vulgarity, from the poor and conservative pit of the first master to the unrestrained and unrestrained pit of the second master.

We arrived at Banwan Villa, and the security guard let us in smoothly this time. As expected, they are looking down on others.

Ding Ning sighed and strengthened his belief, making a lot of money, dating beautiful women, driving luxury cars, living in luxury houses, becoming a famous doctor, becoming famous, marrying wives and concubines, hahaha!

Stopping at the door of Villa No. 16, the melodious sound of the piano came, making Ding Ning feel momentarily in a trance.
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