Yuan Wense was originally a low-key person, and even because he had traveled through so many years, he was a little inexplicably tired of this world.

It's a kind of psychological disharmony and an inexplicable feeling.

I don't know from which day, Yuan Wense felt a deep sense of exhaustion in her heart, which was a kind of emotional exhaustion.

Because what she has to accept is a cruel reality: the people you love, the people who love you, are destined to die earlier than you, and your life is destined to watch everyone leave you one after another.

Yuan Wense was a person with pure and passionate feelings. Ever since she first left the Qing Dynasty as a few children, she couldn't stand it.

But she is also someone who doesn't like bringing negative energy to others.

She has been trying to resolve this emotion.

For an ordinary person, every day is unique, and every age group will never be repeated. The past is the past, so looking forward, life will always be so fresh.

Even after traveling to the second world, Yuan Wense still has that sense of freshness.

However, there was no problem in one world, no problem in the second world, three worlds, four worlds, five worlds... More and more relatives left her, and more and more emotions accumulated in her heart, causing

The burden can be imagined.

Yuan Wense knew that she should be grateful. She was lucky to be reincarnated like this, but emotions and reason have always been separate. No matter how rational she was, she felt emotionally tired.

Especially in the Qing Dynasty, no matter how good the living environment Lao Shi gave her, in fact, Yuan Wense hated the life of an ancient little woman.

This has nothing to do with love.

Because love is not a panacea and cannot solve all problems.

Some things can only be solved slowly by yourself.

Yuan Wense doesn't like Zuo. Everyone around her is living so happily. Why does she still have the mentality of wanting to leave and be free? She hides her thoughts very well. She feels that even Sister-in-law Jiu and Lao

Judu may not be able to detect it, because in terms of emotions, she is too strong, but the two of them are relatively dependent on her in this aspect.

Several worlds plus her original age in modern times, plus or minus, she has lived for seventy or eighty years. Think about it, it is also a long time. Ordinary people are already afraid of death during this period of time.

, but she needs to reorganize her feelings.

It seems that it is no longer possible to love a man as passionately as the first time.

Even if the relationship between her and Lao Shi is stronger than any other couple, they still feel like an old couple.

I want to be like the first time I fell in love with Lao Shi, my heart will beat when I see him, I will be happy when I smell his breath, and my whole body will go limp when he touches and kisses me. This Fujin really can't do that.

It's not that I don't love you, it's that love has become a stronger feeling than family affection. Now, I'm fifteen again, and I feel a little irritable just thinking about it.

I started a new life passively, and I felt irritated when I thought about dealing with that best girl and my best cousin. I guess it was because I was spoiled by my nineteen-year-old sister-in-law.

But in this new world, where the original owner was quite good, the missions were even more top-notch, and there were pots of blood all around, Yuan Wense suddenly thought about it.

Now she is not that incompetent junior time traveler, nor is she incapable of self-protection. She is low-key and low-key every day, which is really boring.
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