Chapter 042 Zhuo Ziyuan's View on Love
Zhuo Ziyuan began to recall his life again, including elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, and work. It was very simple, very dull, and without any disturbance.
Through constant review, Zhuo Ziyuan finally found his biggest regret in his previous life, love.
During middle school, high school, and even college, Zhuo Ziyuan had a crush on Ding Yi, the monitor of the junior high school class. But now that he thinks about it, this is not love, but just good feelings or emotional sustenance. Otherwise, Zhuo Ziyuan would not have been actively pursuing her and looking at her.
When he fell in love and watched her get married, Zhuo Ziyuan didn't feel sad, and he didn't even drink to drown his sorrows. If it was love, it couldn't be so dull. And he wouldn't give up so easily in this life.
When I was working, I had a relationship, but it wasn't love, and it didn't feel like love at first sight. I just stayed in contact for a long time and felt that the other person was a good person and we could talk about feelings. Later, it ended very easily.
Then it was time to get married to my wife. It was not love at all. First we had contact, then I felt it was okay, and then we got married. It was very logical and there was not much passion. Speaking of it, my emotional experience in my previous life was really simple.
He never had a serious relationship, and spent all his time in college playing games. Others thought college was the end of sex. As a result, Zhuo Zi never held a girl's hand, which was really sad.
Zhuo Ziyuan suddenly discovered the first goal of this life, love is not about lasting love, it is not about others being good to you, you should be good to others, it is not about others loving you and sacrificing for you, you should love her,
No, it's that you love her, are willing to be good to her, and are willing to sacrifice for her. This is love. This is the love that Zhuo Ziyuan expected in the past life and this life. The regrets in the past life should be made up for in this life, and find a love of your own.
No matter whether the other person is beautiful or ugly, no matter the process is bitter or sweet, no matter the ending is happy or sad, just go for love and find it.
In this life, Zhuo Ziyuan completed his first sublimation and clarified his concept of love. Throughout his life, he only loves one person. He wants to find the one and only her. Although he doesn't know how to find her, Zhuo Ziyuan firmly believes that he must
You can find a woman that you can protect with your life.
When he thought of love, Zhuo Ziyuan thought of Li Xinyuan. He didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Li Xinyuan. When he met Li Xinyuan for the first time, Zhuo Ziyuan thought of his daughter. He treated Li Xinyuan as a child, just like
Looking at his daughter who grew up a few years later, Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't explain clearly after spending so much time together. Maybe Zhuo Ziyuan had other thoughts deep down in his heart. The love between brother and sister? But after all, there is no blood relationship. But to
If it is love, it is definitely not love between a man and a woman, because Li Xinyuan is very beautiful. For Zhuo Ziyuan, a 35-year-old soul, if it is love, he will not have no desire when facing such a beautiful girl, but Zhuo Ziyuan is still there
When getting along with Li Xinyuan, he was very calm and did not think about men and women.
Zhuo Ziyuan thought that now that the love he wanted was clear, Li Xinyuan would not be that person. The problem was that Li Guoqing and his wife now regarded him as a son-in-law, and Li Xinyuan's attitude towards him was obviously problematic, especially
It was the school that started spreading gossip about the two of them. Even Zhuo Ziyuan himself felt bad about this, but Li Xinyuan's reaction was very calm and she did not refute, but she seemed to accept it happily. Zhuo Ziyuan could still see this,
So now we need to find a way to dispel their family's ideas, and we can't delay their whole family. Zhuo Ziyuan can't think of any way, so he directly makes it clear to their family, not saying it clearly, but making it clear.
That is also very sad. After thinking about it, the only feasible option is to keep distance and alienate each other. After this summer vacation, I will go to high school and have less time to see each other. If Li Xinyuan cannot be admitted to the same school, then we will not meet each other.
Even less. Even if you get into a school, you have to live on campus, go to class, study by yourself, and go back to the dormitory, so there will be a lot less meetings. When you go to college, let alone that, it may be different, just let time
Let’s tone it all down.
Therefore, Zhuo Ziyuan decided to go to Li Xinyuan's house as little as possible in the future, so that he could disappear from her life and let her forget about him. As for learning the guqin, Zhuo Ziyuan decided to play it for now. Isn't it just a piece of Swordsman? Maybe there will be a chance in the future.
Besides, I also decided to learn guitar again. No one in Li Xinyuan’s family played this thing, so there was no need to go to Li Xinyuan’s family.
Since one of his interests was decided to be suspended, Zhuo Ziyuan thought about finding something else to do to make himself as busy and fulfilled as possible. So, on Saturday, when Zhuo Zitao came to see him again,
Zhuo Ziyuan decided to go out with Zhuo Zitao to have some fun.
"Ziyuan, how about it? Let's go out and have some fun today. I'll take you skating."
"Okay, besides skating, are there any sports clubs in our city? I also want to find something else to play." Zhuo Ziyuan wanted to play something new.
"Yes, the biggest one is the Dragon City International Club. It has everything, but many projects require membership cards." Zhuo Zitao is very familiar with these. In this year of entering the society, he is the leader of the Dragon City Club.
I am familiar with the city.
"Then we won't go skating today. Let's go to the club and see how it goes." Zhuo Ziyuan was a little eager to give it a try.
"Okay, let's go. Let's have lunch outside." Zhuo Zitao was very happy that Zhuo Ziyuan agreed to go out to play. He always felt that this younger brother who never called him brother would become a nerd if he stayed at home all day.
, will become like a girl, so he has been encouraging Zhuo Ziyuan to go out to play, but he has rarely succeeded, especially in the past two years. Zhuo Ziyuan finally agreed, and he decided to take Hao Ziyuan to have a good time, and maybe there will be some success.
This brother is interested in something.
"Okay, I'll go say hello to my parents." After Zhuo Ziyuan said hello to his parents, he left with Zhuo Zitao.
Dragon City International Club is located between the city center and Zhuo Ziyuan's home. Zhuo Ziyuan rode his mother's little donkey out, and it took him twenty minutes to get there.
Looking at the square and large two-story building in front of him, the actual height is as high as the third floor of Zhuo Ziyuan's home. The decoration is considered luxurious in this era. Zhuo Ziyuan feels a bit familiar, as if in his previous life.
He had been here before, and when Zhuo Zitao took him to the bowling area, he finally remembered why he had the impression. They had come here to play bowling. They must have graduated from high school at that time, and his cousin Jin Ju was here as a receptionist.
Chapter completed!