"She is in this world."

The moment he heard these words, Ji Yu's whole body felt as if he had been struck by lightning. His eyes could not help but dilate, and his breathing could not help but slow down. For a moment, it seemed that the blood flow in his body also slowed down, just to free up more blood.

Take more time to react.

She naturally flicked her fingertips hanging by her side, and after a long time, she whispered: "System."

Ji Yu closed her eyes and felt as if something was blocked in her throat, preventing her from saying anything. Fortunately, her communication with the system only needed to be completed in her head:

"You know...you can't joke about this."

Taking a slight breath, Ji Yu said word by word: "Because, I will take it seriously."

If Si Tian is really still alive.

If Si Tian is really in a corner of this world, Ji Yu thought, then no matter what the cost, even if she searches all corners of the world, she will definitely find her.

The tightly closed eyelashes trembled, and Ji Yu found that the pain that he had buried in dust and did not want to remember was unearthed at this moment.

She thought she had forgotten.

However, those scars are still vivid in my mind.

…

She still remembers the news that spread all over the Internet after the news of Si Tian slitting his wrists and committing suicide. Because the girl group she was in was one of the top in the country, the entertainment reporters were like sharks smelling blood, excited.

People gathered around her, everyone was proud to have scooped up fresh news about her, and her death became a media carnival.

Starting from the day Si Tian committed suicide, Ji Yu has not seen her for half a year.

Before that, she and Si Tian had participated in a talent show together, but Ji Yu ended up just one spot away from the debut spot, so she had no choice but to return with regrets and continue her career as a trainee.

Fortunately, Si Tian didn't care about this. During the first half year of joining the girl group, she often sneaked out to play with Ji Yu, encouraged her, and helped her keep an eye on some suitable opportunities and resources in the circle, so that she wouldn't give up.

At that time, Ji Yu thought that their relationship could last forever.

Until the second half of the year, there were more announcements about girl groups than before. Sometimes Si Tian was still in China in the morning, but had to fly abroad in the afternoon, film and television, music, fashion... There was no field that she was not involved in, and the two of them were obviously using instant messaging

The tool, but the length of time between chat messages, is like the forum chat in the old days. Whether you can get it depends on luck.

Ji Yu once tried to adjust the time difference with Si Tian's location, but Si Tian once went abroad to participate in a program recording and did not get his phone for several days. After finally getting it from his assistant, he sent a message to Ji Yu

However, he found that she responded instantly, and Si Tian realized what she had done, and directly made a long-distance call across the ocean. He ordered Ji Yu to eat well and drink well, and also gave her a lot of homework.

Ji Yu had not yet transformed into a night owl, but was interrupted midway.

She had to find another way.

She got into Si Tian's fan group and got information about Si Tian's flight. When Si Tian returned to China, she also went to the airport to pick him up. That time, she happened to encounter an extreme fan who harassed the girl group members.

The surrounding fans suddenly rioted, and a stampede almost broke out in the chaos. If Si Tian hadn't caught a glimpse of Ji Yu in the crowd and pulled her up, the consequences would have been disastrous.

So Ji Yu was also deprived of the right to pick up the plane.

When she was depressed, Si Tian came to see her once, touched her head and smiled and said to her: "When this group breaks up, I won't be so busy, and I will spend all my time with you, okay?"

good?"

Ji Yu pretended that he didn't miss her very much, took her hand off, lowered his head and looked to the side, then turned around after a while and asked: "I made melon-flavored ice cream, do you want to try it?"

Si Tian smiled, rolled his eyes, and responded to her: "Okay."

When Ji Yu turned around, she heard the person behind her say casually: "I may be a little busy in the next six months and won't have time to come over - Ji Xiaoyu, don't cry when you can't contact me."

Ji Yu didn't turn around at that time because she didn't want Si Tian to see the reluctance in her eyes.

She pretended to have a normal voice, stood up straight, turned her back to Si Tian and said, "I know! Stop being narcissistic!"

Then she heard Si Tian's chuckle.

Looking back now, Ji Yu thought, if only she had turned her head at that time, so that she could see clearly what Si Tian looked like when he said "very busy" in that relaxed tone.

That way maybe she could see the clues earlier.

You don’t have to endure the pain in your heart so long later to flip through the pages of media reports, look back on the days between the lines, and think over the memories again and again, wishing you could cut them into pictures frame by frame.

Then I took a magnifying glass to look at Si Tian's expression, and recalled the past conversations over and over again, only to realize that there were so many piercing glass shards hidden in those seemingly ordinary fun.

…

"Si Tian, ​​why do you come to me every time? I can also come and play with you. Isn't your home nearby?"

"My family members are not normal. You will be scared if you go there. Be good and wait for me at the door after school. You can also go to the dance studio. As long as you don't run around, I will always find you."

"ah?"

"Ah what, open your mouth, how does this fruit candy taste?"

"acid……"

"Then you eat more."

"?"

…

"These people on the Internet are so annoying. They haven't seen anything. Why should they use you to vent about their unsatisfactory life? They said that in junior high school, you fought with people from other schools and bullied your classmates. In high school, you... Hey, what?

It’s so well made up, it’s so disgusting!”

"Why are you so angry? Do you think any celebrity will suddenly become popular without getting scolded? Stop looking at this. Come on, try the cake I just asked my agent to buy. This store tastes really good, ah——"

"...Forget it, you'd better not look at these things. You'll get angry if you see them. Si Tian, ​​you're not allowed to look at them."

"I know, how does the cake taste?"

"Well, it's too sweet."

"I got it, let me handle it, my little ancestor is really disgusting."

…

"Si Tian, ​​why do you only ask me every time? I also want to know how you are doing. How about you tell me about the life in your regiment? I haven't heard you mention other people, nor have you heard about it.

You said company."

"Others? Aren't you my only fan? When did you become a Tuan fan? Huh?"

"Be serious!"

"I know, I'm living a good life. You'll know when you make your debut in the future. Aren't I afraid that if I talk too much, you'll be too envious of me?"

"..."

"As for the company, well... it will be disbanded anyway. I will have my own studio and cooperative relationship, so that's it."

"Is there something unhappy?"

"No, don't think about it. Let's go. Today I will take you to a newly discovered treasure restaurant."

"It doesn't matter if the food is sweet, I just remembered that I still have a new dance to learn - oh, don't drag me!"

"It's not sweet, Sichuan food. Are you leaving? If not, I'll find someone else."

"Let's go! I'll change my clothes right away! Don't look for anyone else! I have a big appetite!"

…

Ji Yu unconsciously squatted down while holding on to the wall.

His forehead was pressed against the cold wall.

Those trivial chats in the past were like bubbles blown into the air, each one was colorful and charming. Now she reached out to touch it, but she could no longer hold those beautiful things in her hands.

Si Tian did not allow her to go home because Si Tian's family was very patriarchal. Especially after entering the entertainment industry, they intensified their efforts to squeeze money from her. She could not bear the harassment and severed ties with her family. As a result, her family

The person backhandedly sold her affairs to the opponent, allowing the opponent to continue to buy negative fans and lead her at every critical point in her career.

The reason why Si Tian didn't tell her about the things in the group was because the person who debuted second in the group was always worried about Si Tian's popularity, so he not only spread rumors about Si Tian behind his back, but also found Si Tian's parents to tell her about it.

The black material increases the authenticity and portrays Si Tian as an unfilial son. He also embraces the thighs of the company's senior executives and robs Si Tian of many resources.

Si Tian didn't tell her about the company because her agent always arranged for her to go to those sensual drinking parties and introduced her to big bosses, but she refused time and time again. The agent thought she was ignorant, so

Other members of the coalition ostracized her.

Until the second half of that year——

Si Tian behaved abnormally at a girl group appreciation event. It was an event only attended by big fans, so it was not announced to the public. Although Ji Yu inquired about the news from fans, he did not see the broadcast of the event, because

Unable to attend due to temporary commitments.

By the time she got the news, it was already the next day.

The top two most searched contents are:

"Si Tian commits suicide"

"Si Tian fell down on stage"

Until now, Ji Yu still feels like he can't breathe when he thinks of this incident.

why?

Why couldn't she find out?

Why doesn't she know anything?

…

"Happy!"

The system noticed that Ji Yu's mental state was very unstable, and hurriedly threw the previous calming cards and buffs at her, while constantly emphasizing in her mind: "It's over! These things are over!"

"Si Tian is still alive, isn't he?"

If Si Tian's soul is still located in the previous world, then the system will only determine that this person is reincarnated. But in this place that has no intersection with Ji Yu's world, if Si Tian's soul is here, it can only be that of another person.

A situation——

time travel.
To be continued...