"Is that true?"

Qin Yiren was very ill, and even felt a little weak in spirit. He said in a lifeless manner: "I don't think it is necessary. Anyway, I have loved the worst man. If someone still likes me, I might have learned it.

Be grateful.”

The slightly sarcastic language turned into an invisible sharp blade, easily causing blood to hurt both people.

Chu Xinian was speechless and silent for a moment, and whispered in a heavy tone: "Everything is bad for me, it has nothing to do with you, you don't need to belittle yourself."

"Is this your comfort?" Qin Yiren smiled disconcertedly, "Chu Shinnian, even I wouldn't believe this anymore. In fact, I lost to Ji Manman, and lost so much.

And you still refuse to let me go..."

Thinking of Mrs. Chu's fierce questioning, Qin Yiren asked bitterly and weakly with a weak voice: "You really have to force me to death before you can give up?"

"Yiren, I don't like your nonsense."

Chu Xinian was shocked and quickly examined Qin Yiren's expression. He couldn't believe that the other party would mention the word "death" so lightly.

Even though this was just the way Qin Yiren threatened him, he still feared him so much that he could not accept it. He could not imagine that there was a bit of true meaning in her words.

"Am I talking nonsense? If you continue like this, you will understand one day."

Don’t want to see the handsome face of a man again, Qin Yiren looked sideways at the snowflakes floating in the window, “Have you asked me many times before, why I often have nightmares…”

"yes."

"I can tell you now that because I have done a lot of things wrong in the past, I have had the fault that should be repaid, especially after I got pregnant, I know more about how sorry I am to her. It is a loss that is irreparable even if I die.

”

"Who is she... referring to?"

He realized that Qin Yiren was not moaning without illness. Chu Xinian quickly walked to her bed and stared at her haggard little face from a high place, "Tell me, is it Yan Xiaye?"

"It doesn't matter whether she is. The most important thing is that I am not as afraid of death as you imagined." Qin Yiren refused to answer this question, and the smile on the corner of her lips seemed to dissipate at any time: "Maybe it's because of me

Without the memories of many years, I have never been attached to this world. Even my family is often just unfamiliar with me."

Chu Shinian's heart was shocked.

Even though they had happy times, these words were never mentioned to him by Qin Yiren in the past.

In front of him, she was always a simple and gentle girl, making him unaware of the pain and helplessness hidden deep in her heart.

"So, accepting your pursuit is the first connection I have made with the world."

Don’t care whether Chu Xinian answered or not, Qin Yiren continued to say to herself: “When you proposed to me, I was really happy. I thought this would make me start a new life and be able to muster up the courage to face the past…

…”

"Did you remember something? Memories about the past?" Chu Xinian suddenly became panicked as he listened, "Yiren, don't think about it anymore. Do you remember what the psychologist said?"

"Remember, he said that my memory has become two sides of AB due to accidents. If I think of the past, I am very likely to forget the present."

"You know everything, why do you still have to stick to the memories of the past?"

Chu Xinian was in a panic, raised his hand and pressed Qin Yiren's thin shoulders hard, looked straight into her eyes and said sternly: "I don't allow you to think about it anymore. If you want to use this to punish me, it will be too bad for me.

fair!"

"The person you love is Ji Manman, how could I use this to punish you?" Enduring the pain on my shoulders, Qin Yiren curled her lips weakly: "Chu Xinian, I was doing the right thing.

Things, nothing you say is useless.”

"Qin Yiren!"

Chu Xinian's slender fingers trembled slightly, and he almost told the whole truth regardless of everything.

Everything he did was trying to protect the innocent Qin Yiren as much as possible, but if she forgot him, then what is the meaning of everything he did?

There may be people in this world who give unconditionally, but Chu Shi was not a saint in his past, and he could not be so noble and unrequited, without asking for anything in return.

"That's all I want to say. I will carefully consider the matters of the child. No matter what the final result is, I will give you an answer."

Sighing softly with his eyes down, Qin Yiren closed his eyes with a desolate expression: "Actually, I just heard Mrs. Chu say so much, and I began to doubt whether my actions were right or wrong. Maybe I didn't have any intention of doing it at all.

Considering the future of my child’s thoughts… I don’t want to owe anyone any more.”

Finally, Qin Yiren's attitude relaxed, but Chu Xiannian could not feel a trace of happiness.

He stared at the pale and weak little woman in front of him, feeling so complicated that he would lose the other person in the next second.

No, how could he tolerate such a thing happening?

Ending the engagement with Qin Yiren was already the limit of his tolerance. He could not even stand the appearance of other men around her. How could she bear her forgetting his existence?

The heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Chu Xinian suddenly grabbed Qin Yiren's cheek and kissed him as he pleased.

Her beauty was something he had thought about day and night for a long time, so that since he got married to Ji Manman, no matter how the other party hints, he never could bear the obligations that a husband should have. Even he himself didn't understand why.

However, the moment he kissed Qin Yiren, he immediately understood.

It’s like eating delicious seafood and being unbearable for the side dishes. In the past, like most men, he did not think that love and desire had any inevitable connection, but in fact, the combination of the two is the perfect ultimate.

.

No one can give that feeling of falling into heaven except Qin Yiren.

This is not to say that Qin Yiren is so special, the simple reason is surprising.

Because, the only one he loved deeply at this moment was Qin Yiren.

Passively accepted the man's passionate kiss, Qin Yiren originally wanted to push him away.

But when she saw the man's tolerant expression, she softly agreed to the kiss, thinking that the above-mentioned kissing would never happen again.

In any case, Chu Xinian was Ji Manman's husband, and she did not refuse to refuse. Her behavior was equivalent to a third party that everyone called for and beat her. She could no longer indulge herself indulge herself indulge.

At the end of the kiss, Chu Xinian's eyes were slightly red, and the instinct of a man urged him to desire more.
Chapter completed!