Her future is without him
Finally putting his thoughts into words, Yan Xiaye felt a little relieved.
Some words are easier to say than familiar people.
The figure outside the bed curtain stopped where she was, and was not far away from her, and asked in a low voice: "Why?"
Yan Xiaye was immersed in his own thoughts, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his lips: "It's very simple. I fell in love with a man who was destined to be unavailable. If I continue, it will be just a pain."
"It's better to have a short pain than long pain. Sometimes giving up is smarter than paranoia, but it's not necessarily easier than paranoia."
"But this is the only solution I can think of. I already feel very painful. If it continues, I am afraid that I will collapse... I mean the real collapse."
After confessing her heart in a few words, Yan Xiaye shrank into the quilt as if she was afraid of the cold, as if this could bring her enough comfort.
When she was still in prison, she had witnessed several prisoners who were long and gradually went crazy. If she hadn't had any memories of the world in her heart, she would have probably only just a little bit of it to join.
She also knew from that time that psychologists are really well-known, so they will not be afraid of medical treatment like most people. They try to keep positively stating her condition: "Although you are not a professional psychologist, you graduated with a double degree in college in your college degree
, maybe I can understand my needs and introduce me to a suitable doctor?"
Yan Xiaye's gaze fell on the ceiling without any focal length, observing the patterns on it absent-mindedly, not paying attention to the figure from far to near, and in an instant, he arrived in front of her bed.
"I know this is a big trouble for you, I won't ask you to give me a wish and help... Um!"
The curtain surrounding her bed was suddenly lifted away. Yan Xiaye looked sideways in surprise and his black and white pupils suddenly widened.
Before she could say anything, the handsome man leaned down condescendingly, supported her pillow with one hand, raised her chin with her other hand irresistible, kissed her lips domineeringly, and gave no help at all.
She resisted the free time.
Li Yuntang?
Why is he here? Shouldn’t he be with Xu Anran?
The oxygen in the chest gradually became thinner with the man's plunder. Yan Xiaye's cheeks were red with difficulty breathing, and he stretched out his index finger and poked the man's chest.
Li Yuntang lowered his eyes and glanced at her red face, deliberately extending the kiss for a few seconds. Until her clear pupils were stained with water vapor, she let her go without feeling at all, and there was a flame that was intertwined with light and darkness in her eyes.
Yan Xiaye took the time to take a breath, and pursed her lower lip as she wanted to speak.
There was still a seductive blush at the end of her eyes, and her face was a little pale. She stammered and asked her most worried question: "Well, what I just said is just a joke, you won't take it seriously, right?
?”
At this moment, she realized pitifully that the person who had heard her say something outside the bed curtain for so long was not someone else's words, but someone she had avoided.
Although she couldn't guess what Li Yuntang viewed her, the man did not seem to want to end the current ambiguous relationship between the two, but she unilaterally wanted to get out.
She has already experienced what the disobedient chess piece will end up with her own experience.
Thinking of this, no wonder he kissed her so rudely. Is this part of the punishment?
Just as she was trembling and wanted to learn that the ostrich was hiding in the quilt, the man's low magnetic voice came into her ears, which sounded a bit unfathomable: "Believe it or not, it depends on the person you like
Who is it?"
"Uh, that..."
Yan Xiaye's heart was shocked, and she was particularly glad that she and Xu Jiangchuan had a concealed relationship. She pretended to be embarrassed and said: "It's Xu Jiangchuan, yes, it's Xu Jiangchuan!"
Fearing that Li Yuntang would not believe it, she racked her brains and added: "Look, a gentle man like Xu Jiangchuan is definitely the most suitable marriage partner. It is normal for me to have a little longing!"
Once the lie begins, the more you talk about it, the more you say it, even Yan Xiaye himself believed it a little.
"It's a pity that Xu Jiangchuan's background and identity are not something that ordinary people can think of, so I said he is a man I'm destined to not get, and I don't plan to continue to waste my time on him."
Speaking of this, Yan Xiaye nodded secretly, and the light at the end of his eyes glanced quietly at the man standing by the bed, consciously explaining nothing wrong.
However, Li Yuntang's calm expression was as usual, making people unable to see his joys and anger easily, and he could not guess what he thoughts in his heart.
He withdrew his gaze slightly disappointed. Yan Xiaye didn't know if the man would believe her lies. He nervously rubbed the horn of the quilt and was forced to wait quietly for the man to speak.
After a while, the mattress trembled slightly, and Li Yuntang sat sideways beside her.
Yan Xiaye immediately breathed poorly and moved to the other side of the big bed without any trace, fearing that her unspeakable sincerity would be revealed by moving too close.
Of course, this sneaky little move cannot be hidden from the man's eyes.
He reached out and grabbed the little woman who was eager to escape, and asked thoughtfully: "Xia Ye, do you want to get married?"
“Eh?”
Yan Xiaye was stunned for a moment and completely didn't understand where Li Yuntang said this.
But this did not prevent her from shaking her head like a rattle, and she simply said without thinking: "Absolutely not!"
God knows how much effort it took to get the divorce certificate that symbolized freedom, and the price she paid was so hard to look back on now.
So much so that I was frightened when I mentioned the word "marriage". How could I make the same mistake again?
Her blunt reaction was slightly beyond Li Yuntang's expectations, and it went against the content Xu Jiangchuan suggested to him.
The dark color in the man's eyes was extremely restrained, and he curled the corners of his lips as if harmless, and asked in a low voice, "Don't you want to marry Xu Jiangchuan when you just said?"
Yan Xiaye blinked in a strange look.
She is not, she does not.
But Li Yuntang actually heard this meaning. It must be something wrong with her statement. He quickly made up for it: "I didn't think so far. I just felt that falling in love with Mr. Xu was too forced. If you want to break it, just stop it.
It's better. As for marriage and other things, it's the final boss. I haven't even come out of the novice village and have never thought about this."
She always said Xu Jiangchuan, but to Li Yuntang, it was undoubtedly equivalent to Yan Xiaye's thoughts about him.
Marriage is as light as a feather to him, but looking at Yan Xiaye as if he was facing a great enemy, it is enough to show that she is different from him and she attaches great importance to that marriage contract.
Yan Xiaye liked him, there was no doubt about this, but he never thought about his future.
Chapter completed!