Mr. Qin's love affair
Somehow, Yan Xiaye thought that his answer was foolproof, but it was not touched by Mr. Qin.
The sea breeze whistled past the two of them. After a while, Mr. Qin's scheming and concise face showed a little softness in front of Yan Xiaye for the first time. At this moment, he was compared to the legendary master Qin who was famous in the river and sea.
More like a harsh and slightly warm old man.
Yan Xiaye didn't know whether this change was good or bad, and he didn't dare to ask to leave again, so he had to wait for Mr. Qin to give advice with his eyebrows down.
"Miss Yan, I want to tell you a story, maybe it will be a bit long. I wonder if you are interested in listening."
This sudden remark made Yan Xiaye slightly stunned, and then he responded in confusion.
"A long time ago, when I had not yet had my current status and financial resources, I met the woman I loved the most in my life." After picking a heavy start, Mr. Qin looked at the sea with a deep expression and fell into those
The memories belonging to him were his own, and his old voice slowly said: "You can probably guess that the woman I love the most is not Jing Yi's mother. Although she did nothing wrong, she gave birth to my only son.
But even on the day Qin Jingyi was born, I did not accompany them as my husband and father. In the past, when I was young and energetic, I didn’t know what guilt was. It was not until Jing Yi’s mother finally committed suicide due to depression that I realized
Maybe I did something wrong.”
Listening to the old man's narration, although Yan Xiaye was still secretly worried about Bai Hanlian's situation, most of his energy was still focused on this story that was obviously not a story.
Before this, she had never thought that Mr. Qin was a scumbag when she was young, but Tao Jingxi once revealed some of her heart problems about Mr. Qin, and this fact did not surprise her much.
What really surprised her was that it was nothing for a man of his age to occasionally want to tell his younger generation about his history of becoming a fortune, but she was just an outsider to the Qin family, and just stood here and listened to Mr. Qin's most private ones.
In the past, is this really OK?
Mr. Qin insisted on his own actions, regardless of whether Yan Xiaye listened carefully, and continued to say to himself: "In order to make up for the mistakes I made against Jing Yi's mother, I have known that Jing Yi is absurd and useless child over the years.
If it weren't for my son, I'd probably have been thrown into the land reclamation long ago... But I decided to let him inherit the Qin family, not only because he was my only son, but also my way of atonement for his mother."
"But God may think that my atonement is not profound enough. One day decades ago, the woman I loved learned that I had another wife and children. With her personality and bottom line, she would never tolerate herself becoming
The third party in another marriage wanted to escape from me by any means, but she underestimated her influence on me. That day, she came to say goodbye to me calmly and said that she wanted to choose another person who was not by my side.
A kind of life, saying that my concealment made her feel ashamed and blamed herself, saying that she was sorry for Jing Yi and Jing Yi’s mother…”
Speaking of this, Old Qin looked at the sea and was silent for a long time.
Yan Xiaye, who was an audience member, was caught in this story without realizing it. He was curious about what development would be next. According to Mr. Qin's description, whether it was Qin Jingyi's mother or the one he loved deeply.
Women seem to be kind and gentle by nature.
However, compared to Qin Jingyi's mother, that woman has more personality. Even though she loves Mr. Qin deeply, she still breaks when she realizes mistakes. What she needs is not just courage.
"I can't let her leave. This is the first thought that came to my mind at that time." After sighing deeply, Old Qin closed his eyes heavily and revealed in person that he had come from decades ago and has not yet
The healing scar: "I hope she stayed, bought jewelry that all women liked, gave it to her villa yacht, and told her over and over again that she was the only person I really loved in my life, but none of these could change her mind.
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"At that time, I already had a status and identity that countless people envied. I could not allow a woman to ignore and refuse like this. Even if I love her deeply, it did not mean that I would indulge her to leave recklessly. For this reason, I
I quarreled with her countless times until she was completely disappointed with me. Taking advantage of a city-wide power outage, I slipped out of the villa I bought for her and wanted to leave alone."
"She thought it was too simple. An hour after she left the villa, the people I sent to bring her to me again. She knew that she could not escape, but she refused to obey me obediently, even if I force it to do so.
She stayed by her side, but her eyes were getting colder and colder when she looked at me. And I had her truest love, how could I tolerate her ignorance?"
Recalling the determination of that woman back then, to this day, Mr. Qin still remembers the pain of his chest tearing at that time.
"What happened later?" Yan Xiaye felt that there would be any unexpected development after this, and unconsciously asked: "Have you let her go?"
"I think about it now, if I had let go, I might not have fallen into the state of being alone now." Mr. Qin shook his head slightly, his fingers holding on the railing turned white due to the force. He took a deep breath and his voice.
"One day when I got home, I saw Jing Yi's mother taking care of Jing Yi, who was still a child. You should know that Jing Yi's mother used to be a young lady who was not touching the spring water, but after becoming a mother, she did have a lot of things.
Different. That scene gave me a deep inspiration. I think the reason why she didn't want to stay with me may have something to do with the absence of children."
"So, despite her opposition, I forcibly gave her a child, and at the same time arranged more servants and bodyguards in the villa, and reported her every move to me anytime and anywhere, ensuring that she could not escape again.
The blink of an eye in the month. She tried to leave several times in those months but failed. As the child in her belly grew up, I occasionally saw her standing on the terrace and blowing the sea breeze. The white white
His hands gently stroked the slightly raised abdomen. No one who looked at her like that would not be moved by the beauty she showed."
"Everyone, including me, could see that she is full of love for the unborn child in her belly. I secretly rejoice that the plan was successful. As long as I and her have a blood relationship, even for the sake of the child's part, I have to worry about the success of the plan.
When she got on, she would definitely leave me reluctantly, so she slowly relaxed her surveillance and waited for me and her child to be born."
Yan Xiaye's eyes were full of sympathy and complexity. Mr. Qin's stubbornness and machismoism were implemented throughout this relationship. He admitted that he loved that woman, but never really considered the feelings of a woman, even pregnancy was like that.
Be able to make decisions arbitrarily.
It may be really difficult to fall in love with such a man.
As if it was confirmed Xia Ye's guess, Mr. Qin's face became heavier and heavier. The palm that was originally placed on the railing moved to his chest unconsciously, pressing the heart that was in pain through his ribs, "There are three more days before the due date.
During the month, I told the servant to take good care of her and leave the villa and return to another home that made me boring. The purpose was to celebrate Jingyi's birthday. For Jingyi, I never did anything my father should do.
I think that little compensation is necessary.”
"But what I didn't expect was that the woman I loved was waiting for this opportunity. She took advantage of the fact that I was not in the villa and asked the maid to leave her sight for the time being and climbed onto the terrace alone - from there without saying a word
Jumped into the sea.”
Even though he expected that the final outcome was not good, it was so bad that it was far beyond Yan Xiaye's imagination.
Perhaps most people will unconsciously bring themselves into the situation of the heroine of the story when listening to the story.
In addition, the heroine's personality is more or less similar to Yan Xiaye. With mutual appreciation, Yan Xiaye's eyes were not right when she looked at Old Qin. At the same time, she couldn't help but start to suspect Old Qin against her.
The real reason for being with Qin Yan.
Before today, she could still understand the old man's stopping as loving his son, but he clearly was unreasonable to the woman he loved the most, and how sincere could he be to Qin Yan, his adopted son?
As if she didn't notice Yan Xiaye's sudden unhappy gaze behind her, Old Qin slowly closed his eyes and put an end to the story: "This is the punishment she gave me in the last, leaving me in the most irreversible way,
Didn't even say goodbye. As it turned out, she might not say it on purpose, because the first time I got the news, I was crazy and ordered people to search all the nearby sea areas, salvaging them for half a year
, but she didn't even see her body."
This result made Yan Xiaye’s eyes lit up, and he asked with some hope: “If the body was not found, is it possible that she was rescued? Or was it just not dead?”
"Since she left me, I have been living by relying on such self-deception for many years." Mr. Qin did not blame Yan Xia Ye for interjecting, and was still immersed in the unforgettable love of the past,"
At that time, many oceanographers asserted based on the climate that day that when she fell, it happened to be a surging tide, and only the sea surface is as calm as it is today. I don’t think she wants to commit suicide, she just wants to abandon her before the child is born.
I, a man who disappointed her, spent the second half of my peaceful and happy life with my children.”
"It was me who forced her to take risks. No matter how I deceived myself, I was always very clear about the fact that she died until..."
Chapter completed!