Chapter 2209 Love from beginning to end is an illusion
Qin Yiren listened quietly, Qingmei's face was filled with complicated expressions.
In a sense, Alan's words, as Chu Xinian once said, the gentle Bo Jingxing may not exist from beginning to end, but it is just an illusion carefully interpreted.
And she...
All I love from beginning to end is that illusion.
Therefore, if you can't accept the real Bo Jingxing, you will inevitably feel unfamiliar.
"Nonsense!" Bo Jingxing frowned irritably, his eyes still fell on Qin Yiren, "Xiaoqian, we can discuss the matter of leaving again, don't make trouble, okay?"
Qin Yiren smiled bitterly, "Jing Xing, at this moment, do you still think I'm making a fuss?"
Bo Jingxing pursed his lips tightly, staring at her with a paranoid and tough look, as if thinking about how to make her feel change.
Lu Jinyu had a bad premonition in her heart.
He sighed heavily and asked directly: "Miss Xiaoqian, I want to ask what you mean."
"I want to go back to China, but not now." Qin Yiren paused and continued: "I want to continue receiving treatment from Dr. Allen until I recover all my memories. I want to give Jing Xing a real explanation."
Lu Jinyu nodded slightly, "It's rare that you are willing to do this. This matter is settled for the time being. Since Jing Xing has left the hospital, I will take care of him for the time being. If you want to see him, you can come at any time."
"Thanks."
Qin Yiren finished speaking.
Bo Jingxing's face was so terrifying that he said word by word: "Xiaoqian, stay."
“…No, I’m going to move out.”
Qin Yiren shook his head slowly, "Until I restore all my memories and completely break them, I will not have a relationship with Chu Xinian that is beyond my friends, I promise you."
Bo Jingxing sneered, "Impossible, I don't agree..."
Seeing Bo Jingxing was so excited that he was about to hurt himself.
Lu Jinyu winked at Allen, who took out the sedative from his pocket and, despite Bo Jingxing's resistance, forced him to calm down.
Looking at Bo Jingxing who was unconscious.
Qin Yiren felt aching in her heart, her slender figure swayed, and she said farewell in a mess: "Mr. Lu, thank you for your care these days. I will temporarily move to the hotel opposite the block and ask Dr. Alan to come to see me every day."
"Okay, no problem."
Lu Jinyu stood up and ordered the maid to pack Qin Yiren's luggage.
After a pause, he continued, "I'm sorry that Jingxing has caused you trouble. I don't want to see the family tragedy happen again in him, but some things are not the final word for me. If he hurts you, please forgive me."
"I don't want to see such a tragedy."
Qin Yiren smiled bitterly, and his eyes fell gently on Bo Jingxing. Only when he was sleeping, the indescribable strangeness would completely disappear.
Lu Jinyu personally sent them out, "No matter whether Jing Xing understands it or not, I understand why you left temporarily. Strong feelings will stimulate his spirit. Calm down for a while is the best choice."
Qin Yiren pulled the corners of her lips tiredly, "Thank you for your understanding, goodbye, Mr. Lu."
"goodbye."
Ask the maid to hand over the packed suitcase to Chu Xinian.
Lu Jinyu watched them leave, looked back at Alan who was following him, and asked helplessly: "You are sure that something is wrong with Jingxing, right?"
"……Um."
Allen spread his hands with regret, "Like I said, Bo is very smart."
Lu Jinyu smiled bitterly, "Usually, those suffering from extreme personality disorder have good IQ, maybe it's God's compensation."
"For the past twenty years, you have often called the country to ask if he has any paranoid behavior, and the responses you get are normal."
Alan sat in the garden with him and slowly analyzed: "It shows that he had long realized that he was wrong. Maybe because he had seen his mother's attack with his own eyes, he tried every means to cover up his condition."
Lu Jinyu lowered her head and murmured: "Isn't this very hard?"
“It’s really hard.”
Allen sighed with emotion, "It's a pity that no matter how hard he works, there is a limit. Now is the time to face reality."
...
Leave Lu Jinyu's manor.
Qin Yiren followed Bo Jingxing back to the hotel and borrowed Chu Xinian's identity certificate to open the room.
Push open the door.
She fell listlessly on the bed. The things she had just experienced made her feel mixed emotions and didn't even want to move.
Chu Xinian looked down at her for a moment without disturbing her silence.
Leave the suitcase in her room.
He greeted the front desk lady, went out to the nearby supermarket, spent some time selecting the ingredients that Qin Yiren liked, and planned to start to condition her body.
Staying alone in the room.
Qin Yiren cried with the pillow in her arms, and finally vented her negative emotions.
I heard the notification sound from my phone.
She rubbed her sour eyes and looked at it.
That was news from Qin Er, and there was also a tentative video call invitation.
Rubbed my eyes again.
Qin Yiren returned a emoticon, went to the bathroom to wash her face, and used the cosmetics prepared by the hotel to make herself look pale and haggard.
This time.
Inspired by the emoticons, Qin Er sent another video invitation.
When he came to the sofa and sat down, Qin Yiren accepted the invitation. When Qingmei's little face appeared in the camera, he heard Qin Er's sad murmur: "Sister..."
Seeing Qin Er rubbing his eyes quickly, Qin Yiren felt very uncomfortable.
Forced to smile, she said as if nothing had happened: "Brother, I have found a suitable psychologist. I believe he can help me recover my memory. I will return to China soon."
"That's great. Mom and I are waiting for you to come back. Baoer must miss you too!"
Qin Er choked up a little, and after enduring it, he couldn't help but ask: "Yiren, is Bo Jingxing treating you badly? Why are you so thin? You have been weak since childhood and suddenly went to a foreign country. Are you sick?"
"I'm fine." Qin Yiren smiled and found a bad reason: "Maybe a little unacceptable, and I can't get used to the food here."
Qin Er didn't believe her words at all.
But I couldn't expose my sister, so I reluctantly smiled and asked worriedly: "If you return to China, then Bo Jingxing..."
"Brother, he and I may break up."
Interrupt Qin Er's words.
Qin Yiren lowered her eyes lonely, and a little bitterness was added to her smile: "Don't worry about you and mom, maybe we should have separated long ago, but..."
"Yiren, you don't have to worry about my mother and I."
Chapter completed!