she doesn't remember
"……Good night."
With a complicated mood, Qin Yiren no longer tried to keep Chu Xinian, and turned around and returned home as if nothing had happened.
Until the moment before the door closed.
She could still feel Chu Xinian's eyes that were stuck on her, burning and deep, making her almost flee in panic.
She was very grateful to Chu Xinian for coming forward in time to stop the drunkard's entanglement, but that doesn't mean she would be moved like the silly white-sweet heroine in idol dramas, and she wished she could agree to her every minute.
No matter how much she fell in love with Chu Xinian, she now likes Bo Jingxing, and there is no doubt about this.
In the villa, Qin Er walked out with his coat and ran into his uneasy sister, asking inexplicably: "...Yiren?"
"elder brother."
Qin Yiren calmed down and restrained himself from being influenced by Chu Xinian. He asked lightly: "Are you going out?"
"Ah, no." Qin Er put down his coat and said funny: "Don't you want to be alone? The environment nearby is a bit chaotic. I guess I'm going to pick you up, but you're back by yourself."
Qin Yiren felt soft and did not mention the episode where she was harassed by drunken ghosts, "Thank you, is your mother already asleep?"
"You are my sister, what's there to thank?" Qin Er smiled embarrassedly, "Mom is in her room. She doesn't hear the news that you are back, and you will probably not sleep later. You will knock on it later.
Say good night to her?"
Speaking of this, he quickly added: "Of course, if you are tired, it will be the same for me to say."
Before this, Qin Yiren has hardly ever been with the Qin family's mother. It is normal that he suddenly becomes a family and it is difficult to accept it for a while.
"It's okay, I'll do it." Understanding that Qin Er understood her feelings, Qin Yiren showed a shallow smile: "The blood relationship is really amazing. I was a little worried that it would be embarrassing to come home suddenly..."
However, after getting along, my brother and mother thought about her sincerely. Although the gap caused by leaving the Qin family since childhood cannot be written off, it is not as irreparable as imagined.
"Yiren." Qin Er looked at her with concern and asked carefully: "If you feel embarrassed..."
"Brother." Qin Yiren interrupted his words with a soft voice. His black and white water eyes were extremely clear, and his beautiful eyebrows were full of bright smiles: "I'm very happy to go home and see me. Since my mother wants to see me, I will go back in the future.
Will come back often.”
Qin Er was slightly stunned, sucking the tip of his nose as if he was about to cry, and his nasal sound was very loud.
Carrying the idol burden that the elder brother should have, he turned his face in a hurry, not wanting his sister to see him lose her composure, and said hoarsely: "It's not too early, go back to the room and rest early, Yiren."
Qin Yiren smiled secretly: "Well, you should also take a break early."
After saying that, she left Qin Er with a smile, stepped on the stairs leading to the second floor, and walked all the way outside her mother's room.
He raised his hand and knocked on the door gently. Qin Yiren whispered: "Mom, are you asleep?"
"No." An answer came from inside immediately, and he said with relief and kindness: "Come in quickly, are you hungry? If you are hungry, let your brother prepare a midnight snack for you."
Qin Yiren pushed open the door and looked at her mother who was watching the album on the bed: "I'm not hungry, you are in poor health, so take a break early."
Seeing her come in, the Qin mother hurriedly wiped the corners of her eyes, looked at the graceful daughter in front of the door, and then the soft and cute little girl in the album. She was filled with mixed feelings and couldn't speak.
Seeing that her mother looked wrong, Qin Yiren was worried about her body, so she stepped forward and poured her a glass of water. She accidentally saw a girl wearing a princess dress on the album and smiling.
Handing the water cup to her mother, she hesitated and asked, "Is this child... me?"
"It's you." The mother of the Qin family choked and handed her the album with trembling hands: "You haven't seen these photos before? At that time, your father was still alive, and almost all of them were taken for you..."
Listening to the Qin family's mother talking about the past one after another, Qin Yiren hugged the album that was quite heavy, and her heartbeat was extremely heavy.
With her slender fingertips touching the cover of the album, she tentatively opened the first page from her head. The photos inside were no longer the little princess just now, but a younger baby.
It looks like Baoer is 70% similar.
She couldn't help but pursed her lips, and Qin Yiren slowly flipped backwards, clearly seeing her growth trajectory during her infancy and toddler years. Unfortunately, she no longer had any memory.
In several of the photos, a gentle young man hugged her and looked at the camera. Both the father and daughter smiled brightly, with fresh cream on their faces, and the younger Qin mother stood next to her.
A sourness surged in his heart, and Qin Yiren took a deep breath silently, and a little water color was stained on his slender eyelashes.
The Qin family's mother was also uncomfortable, so she stood up and let her sit by the bed, telling her the background story of the photo: "It was your brother's birthday at that time, and the birthday gift was a digital camera, which he took for us."
Therefore, there is no Qin Er in the camera.
Qin Yiren knew it and continued to flip down, and soon found photos related to Qin Er.
Because she was five years older than her, when she was a little doodian, Qin Er had already had the prototype of a teenager. He held her hand and fed her strawberries, and he really didn't look impatient.
The corners of the scintillated lips curled up a gentle curve, and Qin Yiren continued to flip down, quickly turning the album to the last page.
On that page, the little girl seemed to be participating in a program, standing in the spotlight to salute the camera.
The cake-like fluffy skirt sets her off like a little princess in a fairy tale, and she is completely different from the gray little girl living in her foster mother's house as she remembers.
It seems that no wonder Qin Er has always felt guilty.
If she had been living in the Qin family, her entire childhood... and even her entire life would have been completely different.
After gently closing the last page of the album, Qin Yiren did not ask why there were no other photos and put the album back to her mother's pillow: "Mom, it's very late, you have a break early, I'm back to the room."
The Qin family's mother took out a tissue to wipe her tears, looked at her overly sensible daughter with great distress, and nodded in tears.
Saying goodbye to his mother, Qin Yiren returned to his room.
Looking at everything familiar and unfamiliar in the room, she suddenly felt a suffocation and walked straight to the floor-to-ceiling window to stand, wanting to open the window for breathability.
Inadvertently, her eyes flew across the garden and were attracted by a long figure.
Chapter completed!