No matter what the result is, I still love you
"Tomorrow, as long as you see her, you will naturally accept the fact that you are a mommy."
Yan Xiaye was not worried and showed an encouraging smile: "Although you don't remember it now, you have told me more than once that you are looking forward to her arrival."
Since Xia Ye said that, I think that's really that way...
Qin Yiren pursed her lips gently. She knew since she was a child that she was the adopted daughter of the Huang family.
Although her adoptive mother is pretty good to her, she can never be as unseparable as her biological daughter, which has led to her always hoping to find her family.
Because of this, she finally had her own daughter one day, and she would definitely feel stronger than other mothers if she wanted to love her baby well.
However, she accidentally left her daughter by chance.
It has been about a month since I was still unable to meet my daughter.
The white teeth bit her lower lip, and Qin Yiren couldn't help feeling guilty, "Xia Ye, do you have a photo of her?"
"Sorry." Yan Xiaye showed regret, "I wanted to take two photos for you, but the doctor said taking photos is not good for babies who are not yet full month old."
"No, it's okay."
Qin Yiren shook her head and continued with a smile: "We will meet tomorrow, don't worry... Chu was in Jianghai for a while?"
"He is in the imperial capital." Yan Xiaye said, and glanced at Bo Jingxing's back, "Because you left without saying goodbye, he was very worried about you. He has been thinking about various ways to find you recently, but he has never had the chance to meet you.
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Qin Yiren thought about something and nodded slightly.
She has worked hard to recover from her injuries these days, but occasionally asked Bo Jingxing to push her around the small garden in the villa.
It is obviously impossible for Bo Jingxing to give Chu Xinian the opportunity to meet her, and it is normal that he will not meet again.
"But we are all at ease when you recover so well."
Yan Xiaye changed his mind and stopped talking about those troublesome things. "It can be seen that Mr. Bo has taken good care of you."
Qin Yiren smiled and replied generously: "Yes, he takes good care of me."
Seeing that she didn't seem to be hit hard, Yan Xiaye was very happy for her.
The two of them were nestled in the rear seats of the car and chattered for a while until the car stopped in front of the villa.
Qin Yiren personally arranged the room for Yan Xiaye, and asked her aunt to make the dishes she liked. After a while, she finally took time to spend time with Bo Jingxing.
"Xiaoqian." Bo Jingxing pushed the cup containing hot milk in front of her, looked at her pale face pity, and said gentlely: "If you don't know how to face me for the time being, you don't have to force yourself."
Qin Yiren held the cup and took a sip, tilted her head and smiled, "Oh no, have you discovered it?"
The reason why she kept herself busy was that she was not ready to have a face-to-face conversation with Bo Jingxing, but keeping hiding was definitely not the best way to solve the problem.
After taking a deep breath in silence, Qin Yiren said seriously: "Since I already have a daughter, even if I can never remember the memories of Qin Yiren, I will not give up on her."
"I understand." Bo Jingxing calmly accepted her thoughts and said word by word: "As long as you want, she is also my daughter."
Qin Yiren's beautiful little face immediately smiled, "Jing Xing, thank you for saying this."
"I'm serious."
Bo Jingxing stared at her with a focused look, and clearly heard his heartbeat, "I had this plan, and I mentioned it privately to Chu Xinian, but he refused me without hesitation."
Qin Yiren was stunned: "Have you met Chu Xinian secretly?"
"Um……"
Bo Jingxing sighed softly, the sadness in his eyes was touching, and he murmured in a low voice: "I dare not let him meet you, for fear that you will forget me if you think of him, just like in the past five years."
Qin Yiren's slender eyelashes trembled, and his heartbeat suddenly became chaotic.
Since she learned that Bo Jingxing had been waiting for her alone for five years, she had not given any response at all.
She even completely forgot about the other person. After falling in love with another man and starting a new life, she was in a very heavy mood.
"I'm sorry." Holding Bo Jingxing's hand gently, Qin Yiren quietly looked into his eyes, "I think I didn't mean to forget you."
“Because of a car accident.”
Bo Jingxing held her hand in the back, rubbed her delicate back with her calloused fingertips, and slowly spoke the unknown past.
"When you had a car accident, I was an outstanding representative of the University of Medical Sciences and was holding academic seminars in the United States."
"Because it involves the latest technology developed in the United States, the seminar will last for one month and no communication equipment is allowed during this period."
"When I returned home, you have disappeared."
"I have asked countless people, but no one knows your whereabouts. Until the day of your doctorate graduation, I have never seen you come back."
"So, I rejected the invitation from the United States and stayed at Medical University to become a professor. I hope I will meet you again one day."
Speaking of this, Bo Jingxing's eyes were slightly dark and his voice was hoarse: "Although you didn't remember me at all when you met again, I still feel happy to see you again."
Before he finished speaking, Qin Yiren was already in tears.
She was holding big tears with her slender eyelashes, and she was sobbing that she couldn't speak.
Even though Bo Jingxing underestimated the past five years, everyone knows that this is definitely not an easy thing.
What's more, as long as Bo Jingxing lets go of his obsession, he can have countless choices at any time.
Qin Yiren raised her hand and rubbed her wet eyes, touching the cold tears of her hands.
She could not imagine how Bo Jingxing stayed alone forever without seeing hope, and stubbornly persisted until a month ago.
"Xiaoqian, stop crying." Bo Jingxing gently wiped her cheeks and continued to say as if coaxing and comforting: "For me, all the efforts are worth it to meet you again in the end."
"It's all my fault and I haven't taken good care of myself."
Qin Yiren was so sad that she couldn't breathe. The overwhelming pain hidden in her eyes when she looked at him: "If I knew there would be such a future, I would break up with you earlier and would never let you wait for me for five years."
Bo Jingxing smiled slightly, "Then, fortunately you can't predict the future in advance."
"...Idiot." Qin Yiren was so coaxed by him that she burst into tears, but the smile was still bitter, "Xia Ye said I would soon remember all the memories. If I didn't choose you in the end, you would hate me, right?
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"It was my own choice to stay and wait for you."
Chapter completed!