This time he will never let go
If it weren't for Bo Jingxing's mention, Qin Yiren would have almost forgotten about this matter.
Her goal during this period was to pretend to be a nurse and sneak into the operating room, and she spent all her thoughts on this matter, using it as a shortcut to regain her memory.
Moreover, escaping pain is a human instinctive reaction.
Because of her specific goals, when she was not paying attention, her subconscious no longer thought about those fragmented memories, and even did not appear in her dreams again.
After a little stunned, Qin Yiren hesitated and shook her head, "The memories that come to my mind are fragments of daily life, and are blurred in every detail. I have already placed all my hopes on what will happen next.
”
Bo Jingxing frowned slightly, "What you said is unclear, what exactly does it feel?"
"I can only vaguely remember scenes at a certain point in time, like silent short videos."
Considering how to accurately describe it, Qin Yiren slowly added: "Some scenes are just a moment, not coherent in front and back. I tried very hard to find the most important picture, but I had no idea how to start. Thinking about it for a longer time will cause severe results.
Headache."
Bo Jingxing pursed his lips slightly and asked calmly: "Is there anything else?"
"Well... it may be because children have better memory. Most of the pictures with clear memories are childhood memories, followed by junior high school, high school to college... It seems that they have only seen it twice."
Sighing very troubledly, Qin Yiren continued helplessly: "The memory I need after graduating from university, I should have been a doctor in a private hospital at that time, but I had no impression at all."
Bo Jingxing nodded slightly, his handsome face with a serious and inquiry look, as if he was discussing academic cases.
Only his fingers holding the steering wheel turned slightly white, revealing his uneasy heart.
Stopped the car in front of the red light, and looked at Qin Yiren with a secret look, and asked gentlely: "Miss Qin, you just said that you remembered the clips of your college days... Can you say it more specifically?"
"Well, time seems to be summer..."
With one hand on the car window, Qin Yiren thought about the short picture carefully and spoke softly like a dream: "I was sitting on the stone bench on the campus with me, and above my head were very beautiful cherry blossoms, that
The man was talking to me, but my eyes were not looking at that person, but a cherry blossom falling from the sky.”
Bo Jingxing looked at her beautiful little face in a daze. The girl in her memory completely coincided with the woman in front of him. The indescribable joy made him hold his breath.
The girl he had been waiting for for several years was close at hand, but he couldn't hold her in his arms...
unconsciously.
The red light flashed slightly, from yellow to green.
Behind the car, the harsh horn sounded, and the rough noise woke the two of them at the same time.
Blinking blankly, Qin Yiren looked at Bo Jingxing in confusion and said with some amusement: "Ah, do you really want to know what that person is saying to me? Actually, I also want to know too, every time I think of this
, my mood became strange."
Having said that.
Her beautiful eyebrows and eyes were a little complicated, and it was difficult to describe the mixed feelings.
Bo Jingxing instantly withdrew his gaze and started the car to continue moving forward, "It seems to be a very interesting memory. Have Miss Qin ever thought about whether the man or woman was sitting next to you at that time?"
"It should be a girl!"
"……Why?"
"Well, I feel like the two are sitting very close, and it's an open occasion. Xia Ye said I have never had a boyfriend."
"Will you tell the Miss Xia Ye about everything?"
"Xia Ye and I were friends when we were young, and I knew since I was a child that I was an adopted daughter. My adoptive mother was in poor health. My adoptive father passed away very early. She was the only person I could say in my heart."
Bo Jingxing nodded again, looking at the street in front of him with dark eyes, and a brief moment of silence.
That's right...
He knew all of the above a few years ago.
At that time, Huang Qian had just learned that her adoptive mother's condition had worsened, so she pretended to be strong and said this, and then she cried in his arms.
Now, when Qin Yiren in front of him mentioned the past, his expression was still complicated, but obviously not as sad as Huang Qian.
She and Huang Qian are both the same person and two different people...
Thinking back on Huang Qian's crying tremble all over, Bo Jingxing vaguely felt that forgetting the unhappy past may not be a good thing.
However, he cannot tolerate himself being a forgotten part.
"Professor Bo, is my situation very complicated?"
Looking at the professionals around you worriedly, Qin Yiren said worriedly: "There is almost nothing after that, until last time we went to the newly opened secret room and stood in the background of the operating room created. I
Suddenly I felt a strong sense of déjà vu.”
"Don't be afraid, since you've been a doctor, these are very normal reactions."
With a warm voice, Bo Jingxing continued with a chuckling and said, "For patients who have lost their memory, returning to a familiar place is one of the ways to retrieve their memory. Although it is not 100% successful, there are indeed many similar cases.
”
Listening to the professor of Medical University's personal explanation, Qin Yiren's anxiety suddenly calmed down.
The silent prayer was full of the favor of gods and Buddhas, and she murmured to herself: "I hope I am one of the successful cases... I have memories that I must find, but apart from this, I can't think of anything else
It's a way."
"As long as you strongly believe that doing this is useful, the effect may be better than you think."
Stopped the car and Bo Jingxing looked at the white buildings outside.
The long-awaited moment is coming, and his voice is rarely tight, and he said slowly: "For psychology, strong psychological hints are a kind of hypnosis therapy."
"Strong psychological hint?" Qin Yiren thought for a moment, looked at his reflection in the car window, and muttered mysteriously: "I can do it, believe in myself! As long as I walk into the operating room and complete an operation, I will think of everything.
Memories related to summer nights!”
Bo Jingxing wanted to speak but stopped, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his thin lips.
Well, although Qin Yiren forgot him completely, restoring memory is the same as losing memory, and is largely not under artificial control.
In other words, if Qin Yiren could really remember all the memories of her and Yan Xiaye, the other memories would be restored at the same time.
The hands hanging beside him tightened, Bo Jingxing suppressed his complex emotions and helped Qin Yiren open the car door as if nothing had happened.
His girl, he has been waiting for too long.
Chapter completed!