She has her moral bottom line
Soon, the big bed swayed slightly and the man lay down behind her.
Qin Yiren closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but her heartbeat was faster and faster. The roars in her ears made her nervously shrink into a ball, fearing that Chu Xinian would hear her nervous heartbeat.
In the dark night, the strong wind whistled the glass, rolling up debris such as stones and branches on the ground, making it shocking.
Qin Yiren closed her eyes and endured until the scale of the typhoon gradually became larger and something hit the glass. The huge movement was like thunder in the night, which scared her to tremble violently.
Behind him, the man stretched out his arm and quietly held her in his arms.
Qin Yiren opened her eyes and looked at the dark room blankly. She knew that she should refuse the man's comfort and break free from the man's arms, but...
She was too scared and sad, and it took some time to accumulate courage.
The man's big palm patted her uneasy body, as if coaxing a very young little girl, with only careful and gentle comfort, without any blasphemy.
In the darkness, they maintained a tacit understanding and no one spoke.
Just one night...
On this night, they were attached to each other's body temperature and did not do anything that violated traditional morality.
She was not having an affair with him and had never seduced him to betray Ji Manman. Perhaps it could not be considered a clear conscience, but it would never be despised.
She just needs a little warmth.
No one can give except him.
"Yiren..."
He bowed his head and smelled her sweet hair, and Chu Xinian pressed his slender fingertips on his palm, restraining the urge to hold her in his arms more closely.
Love is forever patience, love is never ending...
It turns out that the descriptions in the Bible are all true, but when he first heard this sentence, his reaction was to smile and not care.
Once upon a time, he believed that the relationship between men and women cannot be maintained without love.
But now he finally understood that when he really fell in love with someone, his greatest luxury in his heart was to just be with her.
Whether it is a quiet hug or a love between men and women, it can make him feel indescribable satisfaction, as if the void in his heart is filled with someone. At this moment, she is by his side, within reach.
In this way, he didn't have to wake up suddenly when he was dreaming at midnight, savoring the various accidents and encounters related to her in the dream, tossing and turning and worrying about her situation, holding a wine glass until dawn.
Being able to hold her in his arms like this has already satisfied him and no longer aspires to anything else.
Qin Yiren was in a state of confusion. He listened quietly to his breathing and spoke softly: "Chu Xinian, did you know there was a typhoon tonight?"
She was trembling when she stayed in the villa. If the typhoon had come earlier, and he was driving here...
Unable to imagine such consequences, as soon as she closed her eyes, a terrible car accident that had been reported in the news would appear in her mind, which made her frightened and scared.
"Yeah." Chu Xinian responded lightly, "On the way here, the main roads in the city have begun to be blocked. I took some time to detour from the suburbs."
He said it lightly, and seemed to have a little apology, as if nothing was worth mentioning.
Qin Yiren's slender eyelashes trembled, and he silently squeezed a cold sweat for him, and nodded and accepted it with peace of mind.
If a man came from the company, and if he didn't know when the typhoon would arrive, it would be normal to take two hours from the suburbs in the middle of the journey.
But how long did it take him to come to her?
If Qin Yiren remembers it correctly, it will be less than fifty minutes.
Because of her message, Chu Xinian crossed half of the city on such a night, risking the danger of car destruction and death, and appeared in front of her calmly.
She didn't know that there would be a typhoon landing tonight. If she had known, she wouldn't have let Chu Xisian come from anyway.
Chu Xinian knew everything, but she came to her side without hesitation. She was wearing clothes that were not in line with her identity, pretending to be a mute who was shameless and just wanted to take care of her...
A layer of crystal mist floated in his eyes, and Qin Yiren bit his lower lip heavily. She couldn't guess what the man was thinking?
If... she is really important to him, so important that he can ignore the danger and come to see her without saying a word, why have she been so cruel to her?
Did he regret it?
Or, he just wants to atone for his sins?
Are he and Ji Manman really a loving couple passed down by word of mouth by the media?
Countless questions made Qin Yiren exhausted. She blinked gently, and the tears she fell wet a small piece of pillow.
The man who made her cry was by her side. She couldn't control her emotions and tried her best to cry quietly, but the slightest breathing could not deceive people.
"Yiren?" Chu Xinian frowned and called her name again: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
With his back to the man, Qin Yiren shook his head silently.
She didn't feel uncomfortable somewhere, she was uncomfortable all over...
But, what if you feel uncomfortable?
Even if she grabbed Chu Xinian and asked, she wanted to know whether he regretted or felt guilty, it still had no change to the status quo and would not help.
She had had several dealings with Ji Manman, and was eventually stimulated by the other party to escape from Jianghai with lies. All things show that Ji Manman has a deep love for Chu Xi's life and it is absolutely impossible to leave him.
So, since divorce is impossible...
Even if Chu Xinian had her in his heart, what was the point? What identity did she use to respond to his feelings?
Do you really want to be a shameless mistress and have an affair with Ji Manman's husband?
She couldn't answer other questions, but the last one was very clear.
and will not be anyone's mistress.
Even if that person is Chu Xinian, a man she has loved and hated, and has never been able to completely let go.
Since that's the case, the warmth that night was probably just saying goodbye.
Thinking of this, Qin Yiren couldn't stop crying at all.
It's so incredible. She can run abroad with a strong heart and live alone, but she can't afford to see Chu Xinian.
"Yiren, be good, don't cry." Chu Xinian looked at the little woman who was crying and trembling at a loss. She felt distressed and helpless, and her low voice moved: "I don't know what to do... What do you want me to do?
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Qin Yiren was so angry that she couldn't breathe. She finally turned around and faced the man, raised her hand in the darkness, and groped with her slender fingertips to touch the man's cheek.
Chapter completed!