Qin Yiren didn't plan to drink it at first, but seeing Chu Xinian's nervous look, he suddenly wanted to tease him.

She acted to get the wine bottle, and she looked at him with her eyebrows raised: "No?"

"Can't."

Chu Xinian flicked away her hand and said carelessly: "Even if you are not in your current physical condition, I will not let you drink."

"……Why?"

Qin Yiren silently reviewed herself. Although her wine tastes didn't seem to be very good, she had never been drunk in front of Chu Xinian. Why did he be so serious?

"Not why."

The scene of Qin Yiren living in the same room with Liu Liang appeared in his mind, and Chu Xinian almost crushed the fragile wine pot on the spot.

He didn't want to think about those unbearable pasts anymore. He drank by himself in a wine pot, and his beautiful eyebrows were indelible.

Qin Yiren was frightened by his sudden irritability, looked at him in confusion, and murmured to himself: "I don't remember being drunk... except that time."

That time, she saw with her own eyes that Chu Xiannian, who was still her fiancé, was entangled with Ji Manman in public.

After that, she was completely unable to control herself at that time, so she found a Western restaurant with Yan Xiaye and drank until she was in trouble.

When she woke up again, the first person she saw when she opened her eyes was Chu Xinian. She did not refuse his request for pleasure...

Thinking about it now, that might be the beginning of her tragedy.

If only what you can't get is worth cherishing, then she failed to keep the original bottom line and let Chu Xinian eat the marrow taste.

He pestered her for a while and realized her boredom.

"Chu Xi years..."

Murging the man's name, Qin Yiren breathed in pain, and suddenly there was nothing to say.

"Yiren, look at me and don't think about anything, okay?"

Afraid that Qin Yiren recalled the details of that night, Chu Xinian threw away the wine bottle, held her small face as big as a palm in both hands, and stared into her heart with deep eyes: "Or, you just need to think about me.

Now.”

"don't want……"

Qin Yiren opened her eyes stiffly and looked at the foggy night sky, and the emotions in her heart were indescribable.

She felt very painful, and there seemed to be a big hole in her chest.

The cold wind blowing in took away all her body temperature, but she could only stand there blankly, with no choice.

Looking at Qin Yiren's empty and numb pupils, Chu Xinian felt a panic in his heart for no reason.

"Qin Yiren!"

He said her name like gritting his teeth. He didn't know how to stop her from being distracted at this moment, so he could only lean over and kiss her lips.

The taste of sake is swirling between the lips and teeth, and the taste is sweet and not intoxicating.

Qin Yiren was forced to come back to her senses, with a residual confusion in her expression, like an insensitive doll, allowing the man to kiss her.

During this period, probably because of the overwhelming rumors on Weibo that put too much pressure on her, she was always distracted for no reason.

Most of the time I think about her and Chu Xinian's past, and a small part of the time I think about the harm he brought to her, but ended up to tossing and turning night by night.

Whenever this happens, she will think of the baby in her belly and force herself to eat or sleep. Otherwise, she may be able to lose weight even harder, which will inevitably make her brother and mother worried.

Unfortunately, the effect under forced is often not satisfactory.

"Look at me, okay?" The domineering order turned into a helpless request. Chu Xinian pinched her cheek slightly, trying to attract her attention. "Yiren?"

This night was the longest time he had been alone with Qin Yiren in the past two months.

As a result, many problems that were not discovered before were exposed tonight.

He always thought that it was the evil seed in his stomach that made Qin Yiren listless, but at this moment he had a new understanding.

Chu Xi Nian, Chu Xi Nian, what did you do...

The emotions in the eyes were as complicated as the essence, and Chu Xinian tried hard to hold the stunned little thing into his arms.

The force is as strong as trying to squeeze every drop of bone and blood on each other, and they want to integrate it at all costs.

"Chu Xinian..." The pain on his shoulder made Qin Yiren frown and he uneasyly wanted to push the man away: "Let me go."

Even if his performance tonight was moving, she would not forget that not long ago, he wanted her to abort the baby in her belly.

It is really hard for Qin Yiren to get along with such a dangerous person.

Recognizing her small struggle, Chu Xinian took back his hand, "Sorry, I've hurt you?"

"fine."

Qin Yiren unconsciously retreated half a meter away, and blurted out some words without time to think: "The pain in the heart is even more unbearable than the pain in the body."

Chu Xinian pursed his lips vigorously, not knowing how to face such a strange and familiar Qin Yiren.

From beginning to end, he kept her in the dark in the posture of a protector.

Even Ji Manman knew everything that had happened better than her.

This was something he tried every means to hide. He thought Qin Yiren could live a happy life, but he never thought that compared to the beast who took advantage of others' danger, perhaps he was the one who hurt her the most.

Unable to bear such a reality, Chu Xinian was quiet for a moment and said in a very light voice: "Yiren, it's very late, let's go back and rest."

Qin Yi looked back at him quietly and nodded slowly.

If possible, she didn't want to make the atmosphere so awkward.

But sometimes, if you hide the words in your heart for too long, if you hold them on, they will really turn into old scars.

He raised his hand and gently put it on Chu Xinian's shoulders and neck. Qin Yiren obediently let him hold it in his arms, left the warm spring water, and returned to the quiet room.

Back on the comfortable big bed again, Qin Yiren watched Chu Xinian dim the lights and took away the quilt and pillows.

"Where are you going?" Thinking of the uncomfortable tatami in the room outside, she thought about it for a while and looked at the empty half of the bed beside her: "You can sleep here, I believe you won't do anything to me."

”

"You believe me, but I don't believe in myself."

He also gave a profound answer in a low voice. Chu Xinian took the quilt and pillow but did not walk out of the bedroom. Instead, he made do with a floor beside the bed: "Sleep, I'll guard you."

Qin Yiren lay on the bed and looked at the strange ceiling, and glanced at the edge of the bed.

The subtle emotions in her heart accumulated to a certain extent, so she simply turned over and walked over to the bed to see the man lying on the ground.

The moonlight projected outside the window softened the man's too cold and hard facial features, and looked a little more gentle than usual.

Qin Yiren couldn't guess whether the other party was asleep. She lowered her hand from the edge of the bed and touched the man's handsome cheek like a thief.

After touching this, she withdrew her hand with a guilty look on her face, waiting to see what the man would react.

Chu Xinian's reaction was that there was no response.

This silent indulgence made Qin Yiren's courage gradually become stronger. At first, her fingertips fell between his gently frowned eyebrows, trying to dissolve his unknown sorrow.

After a while, her fingertips passed through his straight nose, and pointed at the tip of his nose, touching his dry and soft lips.

The violent heartbeat in my heart cannot be faked.

In an instant, Qin Yiren closed her eyes in despair.

I thought silently in my heart that she still loved him.

How could this happen...

The person she loved should be Chu Xinian, who was passionate and pure, rather than Chu Xinian, who is now unfathomable and incomprehensible.

Such a clear understanding turned her few rationality upside down.

When he could no longer bear it, Qin Yiren silently withdrew his hand, covered himself in the quilt like an ostrich, and bit the horn of the quilt and started crying silently.

If there is something more cruel in this world than the person you love doesn't love you, then it is nothing more than that she loves him deeply and is willing to endure all the harm he brings.

In the night, Chu Xinian, who should have fallen asleep, opened his eyes silently and pierced his palms deeply.

He didn't know whether he should be deaf and dumb, but in fact, he didn't have the leisure to consider these things at all.

I stood up and looked at the girl on the big bed. The slender figure curled up in the quilt was trembling, but I still tried hard to refuse to cry.

The indescribable sadness suddenly grabbed his heart. The next second, Chu Xinian packed up the quilt and pillow on the ground, lay on the bed without saying a word, and reached out to hug the girl who was crying secretly.

There are many things he can't tell her until the final result is achieved.

However, as long as he could give her a little comfort, he was willing to spend all his wealth regardless of the price.

Feeling Qin Yiren's stiffness in a moment, Chu Xinian said tepidly: "Tomorrow morning, when you go home to pack up your things, you say you like recuperating here. I will book a room that will last forever, so you will

The family won't worry anymore."

"……Um."

Qin Yiren never wanted to worry her family, so she nodded and agreed to Chu Xinian's opinion: "It's better for me to live here. If you want to see me, you can come at any time."

Although Chu Xinian seemed to be planning to hide her in the golden house, Ji Manman's fans were overwhelming, and maybe she had her eyes everywhere.

No matter what, she no longer wants to contribute and become the subject of discussion among the whole nation.

"No, don't worry, I will make arrangements." Qin Yiren could not tolerate staying alone in such a place with many eyes. Chu Xinian pondered and said, "That villa is placed in the name of my second uncle.

Next, it is one of the most famous wealthy areas in Jianghai, and reporters cannot get involved."

"Even if you say that..."

Qin Yiren was still huddled in the quilt, and her voice was muffled: "Chu Xinian, I'm really scared."

Because those rumors hurt not only herself, but also the people she loves and loves her.

If this continues, she really doesn't know how long she can last.
Chapter completed!