A sharp beating and scolding came from the dilapidated small apartment in the slum of Kyoto, which instantly cut through the silence. The residents downstairs couldn't help rolling their eyes and blocked their ears with their hands, as if they had heard nothing.

The family upstairs has been moving in for half a year. Since the day they moved in, they have never heard the noise. They have tried to communicate with them and let them keep a little quiet.

Unfortunately, the male owner above was reasonable, but the two women in his family were not very easy-to-use. When they heard them say this, they immediately started to fight and make trouble. If they hadn't run fast, they might have even beaten them together.

Since then, no matter how bad the people upstairs are, as long as they don’t sway in front of them, they will treat them as deaf and unable to hear them. Anyway, if they smash things, they don’t need to pay for them, and they don’t need to pay for medical expenses if they beat them.

They are too lazy to say whatever they like.

"It's all, I blame you for being a traitor. If it weren't for you, I would still be the hostess of the Nan family now, so I would have to suffer some of the hardships here."

Zhang Xiya was told some gossip outside today, and when she came back, she couldn't help but quarrel with Nan Xiaoya.

In her thoughts, if it weren't for Nan Xiaoya, how could she have attacked Bai Nan? If she hadn't attacked Bai Nan, she would have settled in the position of Mrs. Nan and enjoyed the pursuit of everyone.

There is no need to think about how it is now, looking at people's faces everywhere, and even those who once wanted to lick her toes and pray for her help could step on her at will.

I have never suffered such a cowardly aura before. When I get old, I still have to endure these things, so how could she pass the hurdle in her heart?

"Hmph. Whoever calls you stupid? I believe whatever I say. I don't know if I use it. I blame you for being too stupid."

Nan Xiaoya is not a person who swallows anger. At that time, Bai Nan's parents used all their favor to her. After they returned to the Nan family, they were obedient to her because of Nan Zhenxing and Zhang Xiya's little guilt.

There are a few people raised in such an environment that can withstand grievances, at least, Nan Xiaoya is not.

Since Zhang Xiya dared to talk about her, she naturally dared to take it back. The two of them said one by one, and they started to fight each other when they had disagreements.

Mu Chen, who was about to push the door outside the door, heard the sound inside, and his hand that had just reached out to put it on the handle slowly retracted it. After standing for a while, Mu Chen still did not open the door and went in, but turned around and left.

"Young man, you're here again."

The stall owner in the stall saw Mu Chen's figure from afar and greeted him enthusiastically.

"What do you want to eat today, or continue to do the same?"

"It's just as usual."

Mu Chen automatically picked up the beer and sat on the chair and spoke.

If it were half a year ago, if someone said that Mu Chen would eat at a stall one day, no one would believe it.

Even himself still doesn't believe that he can one day endure such a sloppy environment and eat and live here.

There is nothing that this person can't overcome. Even his mild obsession with cleanliness cannot bear the dust at all.

Now we can sit here with a group of sweaty people for dinner without changing our faces.

Think about life during this period of time, the delicacies in the past, and the life surrounded by servants is like dreaming.

"The Cape family, which has an ancient history, was the head of the family. The grand century wedding ceremony was held today. His wife Bai Nan became the object of envy of all women..."

The old TV suddenly interjected a piece of news, which immediately attracted Mu Chen's attention. He stared at the familiar figure inside the TV. Everything around him suddenly became like a dream and began to become unreal.

“This wedding is a grand one.”

The boss happened to bring the food that Mu Chen ordered. Seeing Mu Chen watching TV in a daze, he couldn't help but interrupt.

"Now girls like to look at some things, you don't know. Thanks to this, I have a lot of customers in the store these days, and they are all girls, just for these."

When the boss thought of the scene at that time, he felt very sad.

"I don't know what I think. These are all other people's husbands. When they look at the groom, they want to snatch the other person and be their husbands. They don't see the other person's bride looks so beautiful. Anyone with eyes knows how to choose."

Girls today are so unrestrained. When they see that they are good-looking and rich and powerful, they call their husbands. This is really unaccustomed to the boss and the older generation.

"yes."

The boss's sighing voice pulled back Mu Chen's thoughts. He followed with a sudden expression: "Of course, people with eyes know how to choose."

It was him, who was blind, who chose to throw away this priceless pearl, which caused the current consequences.

The boss didn't notice something wrong with Mu Chen, and he talked a lot about it, leaving only when he knew the guest was calling.

Du Liumuchen sat there alone watching TV quietly, swallowing the beer in his hand one cup after another, as simple as drinking boiled water.

"Young man, you haven't left yet? I'm going to close the stall."

When the boss was about to close the stall, there were a lot of empty beer cans next to Mu Chen's table. Mu Chen was still drinking one cup after another. The boss was afraid that Mu Chen would drink at least, so he quickly advised him.

"Young man, it's so late. Why don't you go home quickly? I'm worried that I'm about to close the stall now. You can drink and come back tomorrow."

Mu Chen slowly turned around, and his mind, which had been eroded by alcohol, reacted a little slowly. After waiting for a long time, he realized what the boss would say.

After standing up and paying the money, he slowly walked towards the direction he was in. The boss looked at Mu Chen's shaking back and sighed.

Every family has difficult sutras. It seems that this young man must have encountered something and came back here to drink to relieve his sorrows.

When Mu Chen came home with alcohol, everyone at home was already asleep, but the living room was in a mess, with pots and pans thrown all over the floor.

Mu Chen was just drunk and was dizzy and painful. He just found a cleaner place and sat down before he had time to clean up the thoughts in his mind.

He could not understand how he had reached this point. Looking at the room with bare walls on all sides and looking at the mess of this place, why couldn't he understand how he lived like this?

The only thing I know is that since he chose Xiaoxiao, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes. It seems that he has reached this point without realizing it, and there is no room for turning back.

Mu Chen smiled foolishly, his expression dissipated, his eyes could not see the focal distance. The only feeling before closing his eyes was that his headache was about to explode, and after that, he fell into boundless darkness.

In his dream, he dreamed of the completely opposite side to reality. After Bai Nan went abroad, he never came back because she died in Zhang Xiya's plan.

In his dream, he became the head of the Mu family and married Xiaoxiao as his wife. Everyone envied his love and loyalty for Xiaoxiao, but only he knew that all this was not true, it was just a hypocritical illusion.

Every time he dreams of a person, a person who has long died.

It's ridiculous. It was obvious that he pushed Bai Nan's death after he was pushing her back, but when she really died, all he could have been left with endless longing and endless loneliness in his heart.

In order not to be trapped by such emotions, he began endless work. Only when he was working can he temporarily forget the person he should have forgotten.

But how can things like feelings disappear because of your own depression?

The more depressed he was, the more difficult it would be to control when the rebound was rebounding. When he came to his senses, Bai Nan had already occupied his side. He began to miss her at work, when he was eating, and when he was sleeping.

I thought she had become a part of her life, but he never felt that there was anything wrong. He forgot that Bai Nan had long been dead.

Later, when his condition was serious, no matter who was around him, he would be regarded as Bai Nan. In this situation, his parents found something wrong with him and started to seek a psychologist for treatment.

On the surface, my situation has begun to improve, but only I know that my situation has not improved, but I just hide it deeper, so I am not discovered.

But one day he finally couldn't hide it anymore. He began to crazyly regard everyone as Bai Nan, and only Bai Nan was left in his world.

Everyone thought he was crazy, but only he knew that he was not crazy, but was defeated by endless guilt and self-blame.

He could no longer deceive himself. He had no choice but to deceive himself that he had no choice but to love Bai Nan. He had no choice but to deceive himself that he didn't care about Bai Nan's death at all.

It’s not that he doesn’t care, but he’s just fascinated by everything in the past and can’t see his true heart.

When he was very young, his father was expelled from the family because he fell in love with his mother. When he was born and grew up, because of his awkward identity, everyone around him would intentionally or unintentionally alienate him, and some were more extreme, and even beat him.
Chapter completed!