If life is just like the first time
Her name is Xiang Yiyao, she is a supernatural person. She likes Lin Chen, the base leader in the base. She has liked it very much since she first met. She has paid a lot to attract his attention.
She is an orphan. Since childhood, she has lived from the support of the people around her, scholarships and state subsidies.
In order to go to college, she worked at least three jobs a day and had to save money. She bought the saved living expenses and gave them to Lin Chen's roommates without thinking about it. She got Lin Chen's hobbies and news from them. For this reason, she once fell into a coma due to insufficient nutrition.
In order to be able to talk to him, she compromisedly and became friends with Lin Jiao, who was recognized as difficult to serve in the college. She was so angry that every time she saw Lin Chen, he said to herself: Hello, such a sentence is enough to make her happy all day.
In order to be able to spend only half an hour with him, she had to endure the call of Lin Jiao every day. Even if she could not be alone with him, she would be very content to be able to get so close to him.
She originally thought so, but how could a person's heart be controlled by others? She became more and more greedy, wanted more and wanted him to stop for her forever.
But Lin Chen only had the charming and willful Lin Jiao in his heart. Even if Lin Jiao has a bad temper, sometimes he would scream when he gets up, and Lin Chen still pampers Lin Jiao as always.
The more this happens, the more she wants to get such a person. She is obviously better than a willful lady like Lin Jiao, but Lin Chen is like being confused and losing her soul, and she can't see Lin Jiao's shortcomings at all.
Her impression is Lin Jiao’s friend, and there is nothing else.
The jealousy and malice in her heart increased day by day, and she could not wait for the catharsis to be vented and she did not dare to expose her emotions because she knew Lin Chen's care for Lin Jiao. If he discovered his malice towards Lin Jiao, she would not be able to get close to Lin Chen again in the future.
She thought she would live her life like this, but no one expected that a beautiful and peaceful life would one day turn into Shura Purgatory, living in fear.
As the end of the world came, Lin Chen tried his best to protect Lin Jiao from being hurt at all, and he was protected by a small part of himself who had been by Lin Jiao.
In order to survive, he and Lin Chen fought side by side and fought a way out among the zombies. They stopped until they ran far away without the zombies chasing them. Compared with her embarrassment, Lin Jiao's hair became messy because she ran a little fast, but she was still a very well-protected lady.
She lowered her eyes and didn't dare to look at it again, because Lin Chen was by her side. She was afraid that Lin Chen would completely hate her after discovering this side of her, and she would not dare to gamble.
Later, Lin Jiao's father, Professor Lin, found them and took them away from the zombies. Along the way, they met many people, shared hardships, experienced life and death, and awakened their supernatural powers in despair.
After fighting side by side many times, they developed a tacit understanding. Lin Chen was also an orphan before, but was adopted by Professor Lin. The same experience made them cherish each other.
They created a base together, guarding this pure land together, and wandering between life and death. Her mentality is no longer as young as before. The only thing that remains unchanged is probably her jealousy and envy of Lin Jiao.
Even in the end of the world, Lin Jiao still lived a life of a daughter-in-law, with Professor Lin taking care of him and Lin Chen and Li Hui protecting him. Even if he walked sideways at the base, no one dared to stop him.
He always looks arrogant, spoiled and willful, and even if he is unreasonable, he can be justified. It is both disgusting and envious.
She could do better than Lin Jiao, but everyone would still leave all the attention to Lin Jiao, even the person she loves the most is the same.
What's the good thing about Lin Jiao? She is not as good as Lin Jiao?
Such doubts have been revolving in her heart and become her obsession with heart disease.
The delicate balance is always easy to break. When she returned to the base after finishing her mission, everyone told her that Lin Chen was going to get married and the partner was Lin Jiao.
Such news completely broke her fantasy. She always thought that as long as she could stay by Lin Chen's side, Lin Chen would see her good things one day.
She found Lin Chen and expressed her feelings to him. She felt that if she didn't say it out loud, she might not have the chance to let Lin Chen know her feelings in her life.
It is expected and unexpected.
Lin Chen rejected her, and between her and Lin Jiao, he chose Lin Jiao.
At that moment, she heard the demon in her heart going crazy and heart-wrenching cry, but a calm smile appeared on her face, just like before.
"Lin Chen, you are not taking it seriously, right? I am Jiaojiao's friend, friend husband, you can't play tricks. I'm just helping Jiaojiao test you. If you take it seriously, I will be very troubled."
Then she saw Lin Chen breathing a sigh of relief and smiled slightly, as beautiful as she remembered, and said apologetically: "Sorry, A Yao, I almost took it seriously. Fortunately, you were just joking, otherwise we would be hard for friends in the future."
“(*^__^*) Hehe…”
She saw herself laughing, but her heart felt like she had fallen into an endless abyss of ice, which was so cold that it was almost frozen.
You can't reveal flaws, otherwise you will not even have the qualification to stay by his side.
When it was late at night, she tried her best to warn herself that she would almost break through the shackles and get rid of her control. The demon roared in her heart, telling her unwillingness.
Unwillingness, resentment, jealousy, and all negative emotions are suppressed in my heart. The more I am suppressed, the more powerful the rebound will be, and it will almost drive her crazy.
After Lin Jiao and Lin Chen got married, this emotion became even stronger. Every time he saw Lin Jiao, he didn't dare to look at her, thinking that the hatred in his eyes would be unable to hide.
No one can discover her malice towards Lin Jiao. This is the bottom line. If she even loses Lin Chen's qualification from a distance, she will be crazy.
Maybe God saw that she was so pitiful, so he gave her a chance. By chance, Lin Jiao was besieged by zombies, and there was no other person around her to protect her. She herself did not awaken any supernatural powers, and there was no one around her.
Looking at Lin Jiao's cry for help, the demon in her heart kept whispering in her ear.
Don’t worry about her, there are no other people around her. Even if Lin Jiao dies here, she will not know that she will not save her. If Lin Jiao dies, she will have the chance to get Lin Chen’s heart. What’s more, even if she is willing to give up on her now, they will not be able to leave alive. They will die sooner or later. Why do she still have to save Lin Jiao?
If you tell too many lies, you will mistakenly think it is true.
Xiang Yiyao is a typical example. Even though he knew it was impossible, he still chose to indulge his malice, and watched Lin Jiao die at the hands of the zombies.
After Lin Jiao died, she thought she had finally had a chance, but since then, Lin Chen completely locked his heart and no one could get close to him. He rejected everyone's concern and often sat in the place where Lin Jiao often appeared without a trace of anger, like a pool of stagnant water, with a deep breath.
She regretted it. If she had known that Lin Jiao's death would have such an impact on Lin Chen, she would have protected Lin Jiao even if she had fought for her life.
Such regretful feelings followed her all her life. She kept guarding Lin Chen until she died, but she did not dare to get closer.
Darkness shrouded in it, Xiang Yiyao thought that her life had come to an end, but she didn't expect that she would open her eyes again and return to the past two years ago when she had not met Lin Chen.
She did not go to see Lin Chen irrationally, but chose to make herself better. She knew very well that even if Lin Chen had no love for Lin Jiao, she still had family affection. If she appeared rashly in front of Lin Chen, she would never be able to surpass Lin Jiao's position in Lin Chen's heart.
In fact, she was indeed successful. With the memory of her previous life as the basis, she had the same interests and hobbies as Lin Chen and became the ideal lover in his mind. At the freshman conference, she made a big splash and successfully attracted Lin Chen to treat her differently.
After a period of time together, they naturally became lovers, and she successfully fulfilled her dream that she had not fulfilled in her previous life.
Perhaps if this continues, she can indeed have happiness, but she is afraid that everything she stolen will be lost one day.
One wrong step, one wrong step.
She began to reject Lin Jiao without any trace. She thought that as long as the end of the world was erased, Lin Chen would not go to Lin Jiao in the future before the end of the world came.
But Lin Chen stopped what she did and told her that Lin Jiao was his family, which was a fact that would never change in his life. He hoped that she and Lin Jiao could get along well.
She thought too, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. In her previous life, Lin Jiao married Lin Chen. She was afraid that everything in the future would return to the starting point. The happiness she had finally obtained would disappear like this.
She targeted Lin Jiao even more crazily, and even if the end of the world comes, it still has not changed. Unfortunately, even if Lin Jiao is not protected by Lin Chen, she has never lacked guardians. With Li Hui's protection, she has no way to start.
Fortunately, she finally found an opportunity and left Lin Jiao where the zombie tide must pass. Although Lin Chen had quarreled with her countless times because of this incident, for her, such a result was acceptable. As long as Lin Jiao died, nothing would happen later.
However, Lin Jiao came back alive and brought back a mysterious man. Since then, everything has been out of her control.
After repeated frame-ups and failures, Lin Chen completely gave up on her, and she once again lost the person she loved.
The strong negative emotions completely distorted her, it was Lin Jiao's fault. If she died outside, these things would not have happened. Lin Chen would still love her all the time, and she would not have lost Lin Chen.
She became extreme and began to do whatever she wanted. The zombie tide exploded. She was blinded by the resentment in her heart. When the morning light climbed the city wall, she quietly took action to make Lin Jiao fall off the city wall, surrounded by zombies, and almost died.
When she came to her senses, although she was afraid, she was lucky. Perhaps no one saw it.
It was not until Lin Chen drove her out of the base and looked at the closed door that she realized that Lin Chen knew what she had done. It was because of the relationship between the two of them.
Later, she wandered around but had no base to take her in. After accidentally hearing people's conversation, she realized that Lin Chen had informed all the things she did, so no one was willing to take her in.
A few years later, Lin Jiao became the savior of mankind. No one was unhappy for her efforts. She was already dying at that time and her life was about to come to an end.
After wandering around for many years, she suffered countless injuries and suffered countless hardships, she hollowed out her body and fell to the ground in a daze. Her eyes were really dark, but she heard someone passing by in a daze. She shouted in a crisp voice: "Mom, there are people here, it seems they are unconscious."
"Tuantuan, be careful." The woman's gentle voice rang.
What a familiar voice, even in a dream, I still cannot forget it. After not seeing her for many years, she is still as high as her memory, without any trace of dust, but she is like a mouse in a gutter, hiding everywhere. Now, her life is about to come to an end.
Xiang Yiyao struggled to get up, looking in the direction where the sound was heard, her mouth slightly opened, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she fell into permanent darkness without saying anything.
She thought: If she could do it again by chance, she would definitely say sorry to Lin Jiao. She owed her an apology in the past and two lives. Even if an apology is not enough, it will not make up for the mistakes she has made, but this is the only thing she can do.
There is also Lin Chen. If she can, she hopes that she will always be the way she started. Even if she can't get what she wants, at least sometimes, Lin Chen will see her, rather than being cruel to her like now, perhaps without even hatred. In this way, she will seem even more sad.
Chapter completed!