Chapter 194 This is her obsession
A few screams rang out, and someone shouted loudly.
The surroundings with Lu Man as the center quickly retreated from a circle, and were surrounded by surprise passers-by.
The crowd was a little confused because of her sudden fainting.
Lu Man looked at the ground in front of him with blurry eyes, and soon, he fell into a coma.
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It seems that I have been dreaming for a long time. The pictures in the dream are too long, but there are many unforgettable moments.
Lu Man vaguely dreamed about the years he was still in Butterfly Garden.
I dreamed that I was like a concubine waiting in the deep palace for the emperor to come to favor, waiting from night to day, day and night, just to wait for that figure to appear.
Food cannot enrich her heart, and scenery cannot attract her attention. It seems that only that person can inject her fresh soul again.
Lu Man looked at the flowers blooming and falling outside the window, and practiced what he wanted to say over and over again in his heart when he came.
She wanted to say that the mung bean cake made by Aunt Rong today was a bit too sweet. She wanted to say that the yard was a bit big and there were only a few people. If she could raise a puppy, the house would be lively enough.
She wanted to say that you were finally home, I miss you, the flowers and plants in this yard seemed to be gone without you, and they were no longer in full bloom.
But Lu Man hasn't waited for him for so many days and nights.
Sometimes he will come back, come back in a hurry, and go in a hurry.
Sometimes he had a dark face, and Lu Man knew that it was the elders of the Bo family who forced him to come back.
Sometimes his face was fine, but his eyes looked very cold when he looked at her. Lu Man knew that it was because he hated her.
Whenever she met his eyes like this, she could never say anything she had hidden in her heart.
What else is more sad than the fact that 'the person you like hates you so much'? Lu Man thinks she is right in everything, but in fact, she is wrong in everything.
Because I don't like it, everything is wrong.
She couldn't say it because no matter what she said, she would get ridicule from cold words.
She couldn't explain, either, because he wouldn't believe it.
So gradually, Lu Man went from looking forward to his return to both expecting and fearing.
She missed him, it was her obsession.
She was afraid of him again because her heart was already full of holes and could not withstand such coldness.
It was a day wrapped in darkness.
Lu Man could see the light, but could not touch it.
Just like a glass window she was shrouded in her eyes, she could see everything in front of her, but she could never have it.
Such a memory can make her shudder even if she just thinks of a certain clip in her dream.
Lu Man finally understood the tragic characters in those novels.
When she was reading it, she often didn't understand it. It was just a relationship. If she couldn't give up, she would just be alone. If she couldn't get another one, she would just torture herself?
But later when she was imprisoned, she realized that once a person got trapped, he would not be able to get out.
The heart is the most difficult thing to control. It can make you less like yourself, lose all your dignity, and make you not know yourself.
So, if you have the chance to go out, don't give up.
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When Lu Man woke up, the first thing he felt was the moistness of the corners of his eyes.
Her eyes were not open yet, and her emotions were still circling in that dream.
Maybe it's because I haven't really remembered the past for too long and remembered those dark days.
Memory always subtracts, which will automatically help you filter some bad things, and some of the leftovers seem to not seem so unbearable.
If it weren't for a dream this time, she would have almost lost her mind, how painful she was at the beginning.
So, now that I have come out, I must not get stuck in it anymore.
Lu Man pursed his thin lips and his eyelashes trembled a little.
A call suddenly heard in my ear, with a temptation: "Xiao Manman?"
The sound sounded a little familiar, but I couldn't remember who it was.
Lu Man slowly opened his eyes.
The blurred ceiling, dazzling white fills the eyeballs, the tip of the nose is filled with a strong smell of disinfectant, and the body is as painful as a truck running over.
When the person beside the bed saw her awake, his voice was full of surprise: "Xiao Manman!"
With this sound, Lu Man woke up completely.
Turning her eyes, she was a little surprised: "Shao Yujing?"
Shao Yujing was wearing a formal outfit, which was a style he had worn before. The tie on the neckline was pulled a little loose and the buttons were unbuttoned three times. He was a little lazy, but he didn't look rude.
After hearing Lu Man's extremely hoarse voice, his thin lips were just halfway through, and soon he became worried again.
I quickly poured a glass of water, took a new cup back and forth to replace it, and then carefully handed it over: "Don't be surprised for now, drink it quickly, my voice is hoarse than cotton.
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Lu Man: "…"
I thought his movements were too intimate, so he successfully diverted his attention with one sentence. When Lu Man returned to his senses, he had already taken a big sip of his water.
The warm water was just right and entered the throat, moistening the mind instantly relieved a little pain.
After drinking enough, Lu Man pursed his lips.
Seeing this, Shao Yujing took back the water cup.
Lu Man moved his body and wanted to sit up. After all, the angle of looking at him was awkward.
As a result, when I moved, my body was full of pain, and my right hand also felt a stinging pain.
I realized at first glance that I was still taking a bottle of drip.
Shao Yujing approached again, and this time, he helped her sit up.
After Lu Man sat down, he stuffed a soft pillow behind her waist and tucked the quilt.
After doing all this, he clapped his hands, dragged a stool and sat down himself.
Lu Man smiled at him, but his pale face seemed a little reluctant.
She said in a soft voice: "Why are you here?"
Shao Yujing supported his hands on the edge of the bed, his palm against his chin, and his eyes blinked, his expression and movements were incompatible with his elite outfit style.
But it doesn't look annoying, it's quite cute.
Lu Man looked at him and waited for him to answer.
Shao Yujing said "harm", and said with emotion, "Maybe it's because I have a heart-to-heart relationship. I feel that my right eyelid is pounding today, and I'm always a little nervous, and I can't calm down."
"I was so nervous that I could not help but send a message to Donggua and asked, sure enough, I said you were uncomfortable today."
His expression was very serious, his tone was as exciting as those storytellers.
Lu Man's face remained motionless and said lightly: "Wonggua is in touch with you."
Shao Yujing: “…”
Xiao Donggua, it’s not that my uncle wants to betray you, it’s that your mom is really hard to fool.
Shao Yujing cleared his throat, turned his eyes, and quickly changed the topic: "Thanks to me who came back, you didn't know that you fainted, so I almost fell down as well."
Chapter completed!