Xue Youka was stunned for a long time.

Wakakaka: “What?”

Wakakaka: "Who are you talking about..."

Cheng Yu: "?"

"Who else but you?"

"Huh?" He was even more confused.

"Me??" Xue Youka continued to be confused and asked many questions in succession. Cheng Yu, who was eager to accuse him, realized that something seemed wrong.

Wakakaka: "When did I lie to you about my feelings?"

"Are you talking about someone else..."

Cheng Yu was furious: "I'm talking about you!"

When Cheng Yu's call came, Xue Youka jumped up from the bed and answered it in a panic, shouting in a low voice: "Hello?"

Xue Youka, who had just laid down in bed, had to get out of bed again. He was not used to talking on the phone in the dormitory. Everyone was working on papers and homework, so talking on the phone would disturb others.

"...Why are you calling me?" He closed the balcony sliding door.

"You..." Cheng Yu's brain exploded just now and he directly clicked on the voice call. As soon as the call came over, the betrayed man choked all his accusations in his throat with just one sentence.

It turns out I still didn’t think of it.

Cheng Yu hung up the phone.

"Dududu..."

Xue Youka was confused, what happened to him?

Wasn't he asking about Cheng Yu's ex-girlfriend? Why did he suddenly become a cheater?

Xue Youka dialed the phone back again. After ringing for a while, the other party answered the call.

"Cheng Yu..." he shouted, "Don't hang up. Tell me why you said that."

There was silence for a while and he said, "How do you know I have an ex-girlfriend?"

"You said so yourself in the last interview."

Xue Youka remembered it when he was flipping through the magazine later. The school magazine was immoral and copied all the conversations in the recorder, coded his name, and printed Turbo's words exactly on the inside of a copy.

In the magazine, when I asked him if he was single, Turbo replied: "In a club interview, xxx, are you still carrying personal items?"

turbo: "There used to be one, but now there isn't one."

Cheng Yu said "Oh", feeling somewhat impressed by this: "I thought Lao K said that."

Xue Youka: "It's not him!"

As soon as he heard his tone, Cheng Yu guessed what Lao K had said. Lin Shimao and Wolf would not talk about his personal affairs to others. Only Lao K, a big mouth, could not control himself.

On the phone, silence spread, and Cheng Yu spoke after a while: "So you didn't think of anything?"

"I don't know what you are referring to...can you tell me." He asked in a low voice, "Did it happen before?"

Cheng Yu took a deep breath: "You are pretending to be a girl."

"..."

"You wore a skirt, pretended to be a girl, became my girlfriend, lied to me about love, ice cream, spicy noodles, food and drink." Cheng Yu complained one by one, "You lied about everything."

"Ah...is this true? No, right?"

The huge amount of information overwhelmed him. He really didn't remember much about his childhood. If he hadn't met Cheng Yu, he probably wouldn't even be able to remember the yacht... The biggest doubt was, "I'm a boy, how could I possibly

How could I deceive you by pretending to be a girl? I probably never had long hair, so this is wrong."

He did remember wearing a skirt because he had it cut off, but he only remembered wearing it and didn't remember what he did after wearing it.

Cheng Yu told him bit by bit on the phone.

Xue Youka was in disbelief throughout the whole process: "Really?" "Have I really done this?"

But I have to admit that this sounds true. Cheng Yu gave a lot of details, saying that there was a tree house in his hometown, a seesaw under the tree house, chickens raised in the yard by the back door, and the chicken droppings all over the floor stunk.

. He also said that their family has a tea garden: “We went to the tea garden together.”

Cheng Yu simply said it all in one breath: "I took you to Qinzhou to buy shoes for your mother, and took you to eat seafood that night. I didn't know you were allergic, so I took you to the hospital, and you still cried."

"I bought you...catching fireflies because you like it."

"I'll take you to Beihai, and we'll take a yacht to Weizhou Island..."

"I have an impression of this!" Xue Youka interrupted.

"...You don't have to remember anything else, why don't you remember...don't remember, you will be my...girlfriend." Those three words seemed to be a little difficult to say, and they were squeezed out from between the teeth.

It's not that Cheng Yu didn't think of telling him before, but he kept trying again and again, only to find that Xue Youka had already forgotten everything and couldn't tell him.

In the eyes of that eleven-year-old kid, the memories that he cherished so much were like his deceitful big brother, and he even deleted everything that happened during the entire vacation from his brain.

Listening to his tone, Xue Youka seemed to be able to feel his emotions. Just from the sound of it, he sounded like a heinous scumbag. He felt incredible about the content and felt a little guilty at the same time: "I have really done this kind of thing.

...Then I pretended to be a girl, but I was still a boy. I was only eleven or twelve years old at the time. You are already fourteen, how could you still be deceived by me? You are not stupid either."

This is what annoys Cheng Yu the most.

At that time, he was so firm in his belief that Xue Youka was a girl that he even convinced Uncle Wei and his grandfather who had different views from him.

"...It's not important anymore." Cheng Yu sighed.

"I'm sorry..." Xue Youka avoided his roommate and whispered, "If I really did such a thing and deceived you, I'm really... sorry, although I don't know why I would do that... uh

, there is no moral thing.”

Xue Youka apologized repeatedly and dug deep into his memory. Some of the things Cheng Yu said would flash through his mind. For example, he was lying in bed watching fireflies, and the room was filled with yellow-green stars.

.

But that was a picture from God's perspective, and it happened between him and an older brother whose face he couldn't see clearly.

Cheng Yu paused for a while and said forget it.

Xue Youka couldn't doubt that this was fake. According to Cheng Yu's description, he felt... that he could do such a thing.

Maybe at that age, he didn't know what this kind of deception meant, or what "girlfriend" meant, but the thought of that kind of deception made Cheng Yu remember that he suffered a huge setback to this day.

and blow, he felt unspeakable guilt. The guilt was mixed with other, more complex emotions, and it was just a mess. Thinking at this time was a bit difficult for him.

He was overwhelmed by guilt, and his words were incoherent: "Then I have done so many things that I'm sorry for you, but no, the person who is your girlfriend...is me?" He glanced carefully at his roommate.

It's all inside.

"What if?"

"What about your other girlfriend..."

"How can there be another one and what nonsense you are talking about."

"But..." He hesitated.

Cheng Yu: "Old K? What did he tell you?"

"He didn't say anything to me..." The phone beeped at this time. Xue Youka glanced at it. It was a reminder of low battery.

Cheng Yu thought he also knew what Lao K would say.

"Listen to me clearly." Cheng Yu gritted his teeth and said word by word, "I don't have any other ex-girlfriend, just you." She's a fake - she's a man, fuck.

He felt so embarrassed that he never dared to ask, so he could only make insinuations, but the answer he got made Cheng Yu's heart break - he really didn't remember himself.

Now that he said it in one breath, he felt much better, but after the feeling was over, he started to feel uncomfortable again. What he wanted was not the guilt of the other party.

Xue Youka remembered what Old K said. Cheng Yu never forgot his first love and wrote countless songs for him. He was troubled for many days, but he never imagined that the character in Old K's mouth was himself.

For a moment, I couldn't say anything except apologizing.

Cheng Yu was silent for a moment and responded: "I have accepted the reality, no need to apologize, and I don't blame you." If Xue Youka were not a boy, he might not be so passive and hesitant, hesitant and hesitant.

"It's my fault." Xue Youka also fell silent, and then said, "Then you..."

Cheng Yu: "Huh?"

Xue Youka took in so many things at once, and his mind was not a little confused, as if he had just drank water. So Cheng Yu was good to him because she had actually been his "girlfriend"? So did he like boys or not?

Girls, do you like the little brat you used to be, or...

I remember Cheng Yu once said ambiguously that he didn't know if he was gay or not, so he said maybe he was, and it was up to him to think whatever he wanted.

Xue Youka now doesn't dare to ask him about his sexual orientation, so he can only keep repeating his apology. Cheng Yu is tired of hearing it: "Stop saying you're sorry,"

Xue Youka fell silent.

"I said forget it." His tone softened, and he paused and said, "Okay, it's okay, it's not a big deal. Now that I've made it clear, I feel comfortable."

Cheng Yu said: "Go to bed."

The lights are out in the dormitory.
To be continued...