Chapter 2011 Reluctance
Mu Yunhan and Gu Fenglin sat opposite each other. The vegetable dumplings in front of them were thin in skin and filled with delicious soup.
It was a hot day, so we only ate a few mouthfuls, and both of them were sweating a little.
Mu Yunhan picked up the handkerchief and wiped it first for himself and then for Gu Fenglin.
Gu Fenglin asked her to wipe the left cheek, then turned to wipe the right cheek: "The dumplings are delicious."
Mu Yunhan smiled: "Then eat more, I think you seem to have lost weight recently."
Gu Fenglin couldn't help but laugh: "In your eyes, I'm always thin, and I keep getting thinner."
Mu Yunhan pinched his arm: "Have you gained weight? Then I have to check and take off your clothes."
"Seriously? Don't cry then." Gu Fenglin gestured to take off his clothes. When he touched the hem of his clothes, he stopped and smiled: "Hey..."
He smiled and sighed, hugging her into his arms: "I'm so lucky to have met you."
Mu Yunhan leaned in his arms and said softly: "I also think I am very lucky."
Right time, right place, meeting the right person.
Gu Fenglin said softly: "I heard Po Wen say before that my mother gave birth to me with all her strength. I also thought that she had to force herself to hurt her body just after giving birth to me, and then she carried me back to the Marquis Mansion as if nothing had happened.
I am very sad that my wife has to pretend that nothing happened and cannot support her."
Mu Yunhan hugged his head and gently stroked his back: "Yes, so she loves you very much. The reason why she doesn't get close to you is to protect you."
"I have always been very resentful towards her."
Gu Fenglin leaned his head on her chest, feeling depressed.
"She was very cold to me when I was a child. I blame her for not being able to protect me and treating me badly.
Seeing that A Yuan and the others were brought up so well by their mother, I couldn't help but be envious.
Then I resented her, and even thought that it would be better if she was not my mother, and wondered why I was so unlucky to end up with such a girl.
But later, after overhearing that rumor and knowing that my aunt might be..., I hated it even more.
I hate why she is not my biological mother. I don’t want anyone else to be my mother at all.
Later, she died, and I was not able to see her before she died. I suddenly realized that I could never see her again.
I am very sad and regretful. I miss her. I have always missed her. After so many years, I have never forgotten her.
I'm sorry for her. She must regret giving birth to me, right? Because of me, her life was ruined."
Gu Fenglin was choked with sobs and could not speak. He leaned closely against Mu Yunhan, his body trembling slightly.
Mu Yunhan's eyes filled with tears.
For his misfortune, and for Mrs. Jing's misfortune.
She hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear over and over again: "It's okay, it's okay. If she knew today, she would be very happy.
She didn't blame you, and it's not your fault, otherwise she wouldn't have survived until the end."
Yes, even if Mrs. Jing can't help herself in the early stage, she can choose to die in the later stage.
But she didn't and persisted until the end.
For what? Of course it is for the sake of the children. I am worried and worried.
Mu Yunhan's tone became more and more firm: "That's it. You are so kind, how could she let you go? If it were me, I wouldn't let you go either."
Gu Fenglin gradually calmed down: "In your eyes, am I that good?"
Mu Yunhan looked at him with admiration: "Yes, isn't it? Master Priest, I am waiting for you to save the world."
Chapter completed!