Chapter 762 [Emotion This Thing] (1)
Chen Jingxian said: "Because he was afraid that others would know about me, he would come secretly every time. When I was determined to kill him, I was ready to die together. If the matter failed, I would commit suicide and take Xu Changde's son to commit suicide!" Chen Jingxian's love was extremely eccentric and weird after so many setbacks. It was not surprising that he came up with such an extreme way to deal with it.
She sighed and said, "Maybe God wants me to escape. He died in the car, and the place where he died was at his own doorstep. No one thought it was my move."
Although Zhang Yang did not witness this with his own eyes, he heard Chen Jingxian telling the murder case in detail, and his palms were covered in cold sweat.
Chen Jingxian said: "I didn't want to live at that time, but when I saw my son, I felt that he was so pitiful. My life had been completely destroyed by me, but I had no right to destroy a child's life. Such thoughts made me give up death. Not long after, I found that I was pregnant again, my husband died, Xu Changde and I haven't had any contact for a long time, and this child can only have one solution...
…” Zhang Daren had guessed this long ago and whispered: “You mean, Su Yuanyuan is my sister…” Chen Jingxian’s voice suddenly became sharp: “Not bad! She is the evil seed left to me by Zhang Jiefang, she is your sister!” Zhang Yang sighed. The beauty was poor, and this Chen Jingxian’s fate was indeed too miserable.
Chen Jingxian said, "I have never treated her well since the day she was born, but this child is very sensible and has been filial since childhood. Even if... no matter how bad I treat her, she will love me wholeheartedly and be filial to me." Speaking of Su Yuanyuan, a trace of kindness finally appeared on Chen Jingxian's face, and she said sadly: "Maybe she was born to pay off the debts for that beast.
"That beast naturally refers to Chang Yang's father.
Chen Jingxian said: "Xu Changde's official career is prosperous and progressive. He completely cut off his contacts with me. He just sent me money every year. He also knew that Su Yuanyuan was definitely not his daughter. He sent me money for his son. I saved all the money he sent to me, and I never used it once. I was destined to live in hatred. My hatred killed Zhang Jiefang, but it was my own torture. I have not had a day of a good life in the past twenty years!"
Zhang Yang nodded and hatred is a double-edged sword. While hurting others, it will also hurt yourself.
"After Guoze grew up, he contacted me once. He wanted to arrange a decent job for Guoze, but I refused. I didn't want Guoze to have any contact with him. When he left, he left a lot of money. At that time, I knew that something would happen to him sooner or later..." Chen Jingxian said: "My body is getting worse day by day. I thought I was going to die slowly. I died in hatred, but an unexpected call made me return to the nightmare. It was not only Zhang Jiefang who knew about Xu Changde. At that time, there was a propagandist in the factory called Li Tongyu. He had a good relationship with Zhang Jiefang. Zhang Jiefang got drunk again and told him about my relationship with Xu Changde. I don't know why this person found me after so many years. Maybe it was because Zhang Jiefang was not separated. Li Tongyu asked me to call Yuanyuan to perform perjury. He wanted to put Chen Chongshan to death..."
Now that things have come and gone, Zhang Yang has fully understood the whole story. Chen Jingxian's life is undoubtedly a tragic thing. She has resisted fate and tried to change her fate, but her fate is destined to be just a tragedy.
Zhang Yang said: "Did you think that doing that is cruel to Su Yuanyuan?" Chen Jingxian nodded and said: "I know, I know that she likes Du Tianye. It is really cruel to do that. I ruined her feelings and her hopes. Li Tongyu retaliated against not only Chen Chongshan, but also my daughter and me..." Speaking of this, she coughed violently.
Zhang Yang patted the back of her hand and signaled her not to move.
It took a long time to calm down and said breathlessly: "I heard the news of Li Tongyu's death two days ago, and no one threatened me again. But I suddenly felt that I had been living a confused life for so many years. People are about to die, but I am good at speaking. Maybe I am going to die. I suddenly woke up. I wanted to take revenge on others, but in the end I was only revenge. I tortured myself and my children, and I had never even treated Yuanyuan well..."
Zhang Yang said: "There is still a chance. As long as you have confidence, your health will definitely improve and you can make up for everything in the past."
Chen Jingxian shook her head and said, "It's too late... I don't want to change anything? I don't want to continue living in hatred and self-torture. Zhang Yang, I have been holding on to these things for many years, and I have never told anyone. Now I have told you all, and I feel much more comfortable in my heart."
Zhang Yang said: "Don't worry, I will definitely keep this secret for you."
Chen Jingxian said, "It doesn't matter. After I die, I can't hear anything others say. I don't care about ridicule me and insult me." She stretched out her hand and grabbed Zhang Yang's arm, and asked, "No matter what, Yuanyuan is your sister. This child is kind-hearted. I don't worry about Guoze. What I worry most is her. I worry about her in the future. The one I feel most sorry for in my life is her. Zhang Yang! I know I don't have the right to beg you, but I still say a shameless saying, take good care of your sister and don't let others bully her, okay?"
Zhang Yang said: "Okay!"
Hearing Zhang Yang's promise, Chen Jingxian breathed a sigh of relief and whispered: "You are different from Zhang Jiefang. You are a good young man."
Zhang Daguanren secretly thought that apart from this sacred body, he had nothing to do with Zhang Jiefang. From what he learned from Zhang Jiefang, this biological father is really bad, but since he is dead, there is no need to blame him deeply. Zhang Daguanren has always been tolerant of his own people. He remembered another thing and said softly: "There is something I want to ask you, when you went to the countryside to work in Xiaoshiwa Village together, what is the relationship between Wang Junyao and Xu Changde?"
Chen Jingxian said, "You talk about her?" Zhang Yang said, "Xu Changde has a son named Xu Jiayong. What kind of relationship does he have with her?"
Chen Jingxian said: "When they were in Xiaoshiwa Village, they were lovers. Xu Changde was deeply in love with her, but Wang Junyao had a great heart. She was unwilling to stay in the poor valley for the rest of her life. Later, she left for some reason. A few years later, she heard that she had smuggled abroad. As for Xu Changde's son, I don't know, but there is one thing I know that Xu Changde's wife cannot have children, which he told me in person."
Zhang Yang nodded.
Chen Jingxian was a little tired, and she closed her eyes and said, "What should I tell you, I've finished talking about it, you can leave now!"
Zhang Yang and Du Tianye wanted to leave, but Su Guoze kindly asked them to keep them for dinner at his house, so a few people ate a simple hen at the entrance of their alley. Zhang Yang didn't have much contact with Su Guoze before. Taking this opportunity, he carefully observed Su Guoze and found that Su Guoze's facial contour was indeed somewhat similar to Xu Changde. It was hard to say that the grudges and grievances in this world were so hard to say. He decided to hide the secret that Chen Jingxian told him in his heart.
Su Guoze has been doing a good business recently. Now that the motorcycle business is booming, his specialty store can be considered a daily profit.
Su Guoze first expressed his gratitude to the two of them. He said to Zhang Yang: "Director Zhang, according to you, how is my mother's condition?" Zhang Yang said: "Her liver and kidney function have problems, and the situation is not optimistic." Su Guoze said sadly: "In other words, there is no hope?" Zhang Yang said truthfully: "The most critical problem is that she has lost the hope of survival."
Su Guoze said: "I don't know why she is like this? I finally got a little bit better in my business. I originally thought of taking her around for a while, but"
Zhang Yang said: "Heart disease still needs to be treated with medicine. If you brother and sister have time to talk to her more, it may make her give up the idea of seeking death."
Su Guoze nodded and said, "Please trouble you!" Zhang Yang said, "You're welcome, Su Yuanyuan is our good friend."
Du Tianye glanced at Zhang Yang in surprise, thinking that when did this guy become a good friend of Su Yuanyuan?
Before leaving, Zhang Yang packed another hen pot and sent it to Gu Yangyang.
When he arrived at the hospital, Hu Yinru accompanied Gu Yangyang in the ward. Seeing Zhang Yang coming, Hu Yinru couldn't help but smile and said, "Why did you come here so late? Yangyang doesn't eat, and he kept saying that you would bring her food...
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When Gu Yangyang heard her say this, his pretty face couldn't help but turn red: "I just don't have food..." Zhang Yang apologized: "I'm delayed because there was something going on in the middle!" He put the casserole on the chuáng headstand.
Gu Yangyang said, "It smells so good!"
Zhang Yang smiled and said, "The hen pot is very good business. I didn't bring anything, so I just bought them with their casserole."
Hu Yinru opened the casserole and the room was filled with fragrance. She found a small bowl of soup and fed Gu Yangyang. Gu Yangyang drank the delicious chicken soup and secretly looked at Zhang Yang, and her heart was extremely happy.
Zhang Yang said: "Where is Dad?"
Hu Yinru said: "I think he is too tired, so I take care of him and let him go to the next door to rest."
Chapter completed!