Chapter nine hundred and forty seventh small wish(1/2)
. "Sende, I, the Knight, had this idea some time ago, but I knew you would say this, so I didn't dare to say too much. I know you put the command of the God King first, but I dare not! Do you think about it for yourself?"
Roben stared at Rochy and tried his best to distinguish how many real components there were in Rochy's words. As a general of the gods, it was really too strange to say these words now.
"Roch, what's wrong with you? What's going on? Why do you think so? You..." Robben hesitated for a moment and said, "I can tell you that Rafaz is not dead. This is a secret. You shouldn't have told you, but if you are because of this...
"No!" Roche shook his head. "I know he is not dead. Our army was defeated, but he and Facket both escaped successfully, and he had also visited me."
Robben looked surprised and said, "Has he visited you?"
"Yes, Sen, don't be angry. He was worried about me, so he ventured into the demon camp and suffered a lot because of this! "It turned out that he was really coming for you. I heard that when Raffith appeared here, he vaguely guessed that he... isn't it?"
Luo Xi smiled softly, "Well, at least, I'm still alive."
Robben sighed, "That...why? Roche, have you been affected recently?"
Luo Xi did not answer, but asked softly: "Sende, I know you won't give up easily, so now can you tell me why we started a war with the demons? Time and time again, year after year, our wars have lasted for countless years, but, why are we fighting for?"
"This..." Robben cannot answer this question here.
"God taught us that as the bright side, we must completely eliminate evil, and evil is the demon clan! So all our warriors were told from the beginning that killing all demon clans is our most noble duty..."
"Sende, why are the demons evil? We pick up the sword in our hands and stabbed them into the bodies of the demons and turned them into cold corpses. How different is this from the demons killing us? We are also slaughtering sin, maybe, the demons turn us into evil."
Luo Xi bit his mouth tightly chun "Sende, why is all this? Rafaz and I were wandering on the streets and bullied. I saw countless warmth and coldness in the world in our world. Even without the demons, there will be pain and helplessness everywhere. If we don't come to war with the demons, our lives will not even change at all. I may live peacefully with Rafaz. His talent may be buried. Maybe when I grow up, I will only do ordinary work. I may only marry into an ordinary family. Now we are on the battlefield and see countless tribesmen die. Sende! Why is this?"
Roben pondered for a long time and said softly: "Luhee, you think too much. We are warriors and there is no need to think about these things. We just need to perform the God King's mission intact. It's not good for you to do this!"
"Sende!" Roche grabbed Robben's hand tightly. "We are not dolls!! We will also think and doubt everything in front of us. Sende, tell me! What is the meaning of our here besides the so-called loyalty to the God King!?"
"Luoxi, it's too presumptuous!!" Robben made a fuss and shook Luoxi's hand away.
Luo Xi sat on Chuáng powerlessly and lowered her head, "Are we born to kill the demons?"
"Roch, what exactly made you suspicious? What really shook your beliefs? Can you tell me?" Robben asked coldly.
Until now, Robben is not sure whether this Roche is testing him or whether something really has happened.
Luo Xi smiled self-deprecatingly, "What is it? Sende you idiot, of course I'm my own fool."
He raised his head and tickled his long black hair behind his back. Luo Xi smiled with a little desolate smile. "Sende, you have a good background and may not understand the mood of Rafaz and Rafaz. Rafaz said, "He was very paranoid. This is related to the life of our lonely and lonely bamboo when we were young. He wanted to protect me. He would give me some food. If there was too little, he would tell me that he had eaten some of it first. He often fought with others for me, but because he couldn't eat enough, he was always bruised and swollen. Haha, he has been protecting me as much as possible. Because of this, I survived..."
"Ah" Chang Changfei took a breath, and a faint smile appeared on Luo Xi's face. "But I am different from her. I am not as persistent as her. I don't need much. Actually, I don't want to eat those foods every time, because it doesn't matter if I occasionally starve for one or two meals. At that time, I thought, as long as Raffith is by my side, I don't expect anything else to be cold or hungry, even if Raffith dies in the end, it's fine if he can watch me die quietly......"
"But... the situation changed later. Rafaz's amazing talent was discovered and he quickly went to the barracks. Later, I followed him. At that time, I could already eat and wear warm clothes, but I still thought that as long as Rafaz was by my side, I didn't want those little girls' beautiful clothes and companions of similar age."
"It's just a pity that Rafaz later rose and rose. When he came back to see me, he was getting less and less. I could only live alone in a house next to the military camp. I felt... it seemed that my life was not as good as before, so I also started to practice fighting spirit and pestered Rafaz to teach me. Hey, I don't have any talent for fighting spirit, but I might have some future in magic, but I didn't choose magic because I would be separated from Rafaz."
"Although I have a bad talent in fighting spirit, Rafaz taught me hard and practiced hard. Finally, I successfully joined the army and became a warrior.
Well... Sure enough, after that, Rafaz and I had more opportunities to meet, because he was still relatively free in the military camp and often came to see me. Everyone knows that I am the sister of the young genius Rafaz, and no one dares to bully me, and he will please me. Haha, it felt really ridiculous during that time. Many noble children would come to chat with me.
But in the end, Rafaz drove away by various methods. He told me that those guys were not good things." "It's funny. I entered the military camp and became a soldier for this purpose. Hehe..." Luo Xiliu smiled a little shyly, but he looked a little happy and sweet. 1 "Later, Rafaz began to attract the attention of the upper class, and his official title was further improved, and he became busier. He had no time or opportunity to meet me, a soldier with no future. I had no choice but to work harder to cultivate fighting spirit. My companions at that time were very strange, saying that why I, a girl, worked so hard? A girl as beautiful and warrior, could easily find a powerful young man, and would never have to worry about marrying herself for the rest of her life."
Speaking of this, Luo Xi couldn't help but laugh "I thought at that time, the powerful young man might be beaten by Rafaz. Haha, I just thought that having Rafaz around was enough. "Nothing else is needed."
"Later, I finally became a general. Although I was a little reluctant, I was indeed qualified. At that time... Raffith was already a six-wing general." And I was highly respected. I remember clearly that on the day of my assessment, Raffith looked down with a nervous face, and didn't dare to move. It was so funny. Later I passed." He rushed to the stage happily and picked me up and turned around in the air for many times. I was so happy that day, because he hadn't had it for a long time.
He hugged me." "To celebrate my passing assessment, he took me to buy a sword. Although that sword was not a powerful weapon, it was also the best sword I could control at that time. When I held that sword, I thought that this time, maybe I would never have to work so hard again, because Rafaz could not be the God King, and he had a large number of generals under him. As long as I became his subordinates, I would never have to separate and meet every day."
"Haha, everything is as I thought. I was successfully divided into Rafaz's command and became an inconspicuous little general. But everyone knows that I am Rafaz's sister and take good care of me, so I can go to him openly. After that, my strength has almost never improved because I know that what I want is enough.
Luo Xi frowned slightly, "But later I found that Rafaz was a little annoying. Although we could meet again every day, he started to take care of me everywhere and opened many backdoors for me without caring about other people's eyes. He didn't have to go to training, and only put the name on the exercises, but he would give double the salary when he received his salary. Well... I don't actually need these.
And... he will also care about some small things in life. He will even care about whether my hair is combed in front or behind. He hates it so much..."
"Later... I knew you. Although you spoke coldly at me at that time and even scoffed at me as the sister of Rafaz, I found that I seemed to like talking to you very much. For this reason, I had talked to Rafaz and asked him not to take care of me like that, because you would hate me, but he refused to say that he had to take care of me. I was very unhappy......" "Slowly, I finally couldn't breathe. Rafaz seemed to treat me as his si property, interfering in anything, and taking care of everything... At that time, I had an idea. It would be great if I hid in a place where there was no one. The only pity was that I would never see Rafaz again, but he was not what I wanted." "At that time, I found that I might need a male companion,
But it is not a brother like Rafaz. We live together and then occasionally meet Rafaz. If Rafaz is no longer like that, then I will see him every day. This is what I want." "It's just a pity... this idea seems to be unable to realize it now, even if........., it's just a part of it." Closed my eyes, Roche took a deep breath several times, opened his eyes and looked at Robben again with a smile on his face. "Sende, this is me. I don't have the persistence of Rafaz, nor do I have the firm and pious beliefs like you. What I want is actually just a very simple thing. I have come to this point today, and I am also pursuing these things. In fact, I don't like the bloody smell on the sword's edge that makes me sick, but in order to achieve my goal, I have to wave the sword in my hand. I just want a peaceful life. Sende, can you understand?"
Robben was slightly shocked. This was a girl's inner monologue, clear and clear."
It was like a dream that was not contaminated by the mortal world, simple and pure. This girl wearing armor charged and killed on the battlefield, but in her heart, Robben felt that this could not be a lie. If she could tell the lies to this extent, she would fall into her hands and admit it!
"Luoxi, can you tell me why you are saying this to me now? If you think so, when we leave Motu City, that is the best time to leave."
Robben asked softly.
Luo hoped Robben and shook his head gently, "Sende, I thought that in order to pursue my wish, it would be fine even if I force myself. I realized when I was very young that to realize my wish, I often have to pay a high price. I waved my sword and followed Rafaz to attack the demons with you." Although I don't like those bloody scenes... I insisted! For my wish." "But" Luo Xi turned his head and looked at the door, as if his eyes could penetrate the curtain and see the outside. "Sende, look at the witches, look at the demon soldiers, can you tell me, are they different from us?"
Robben frowned suspiciously and did not speak.
Luo Xi bent down and took out a bundle of things from under Chuáng. When Robben saw that it was a large bundle of letters.
"God taught us that demons are evil, and killing them is purifying the world, so I endured the smell of blood. I have never had any unnecessary thoughts when I killed the demons, but Sen
..., I've lived here for a while, I've posted
..., God... doesn't seem to tell us everything." "Sende! Look at those witches, they walk in front of me every day. They are responsible for logistics, but now the group of fighting witches have not yet entered the battlefield. They take on the horns of doctors. Some of them can use quite magical healing techniques, and the therapeutic effect is not even inferior to our healing magic. Moreover, with Niya, many witches will use a special treatment method for cutting muscles and skulls. I have never seen that treatment method before, and I feel very novel!"
"They are busy every day, tired, hungry, and thirsty... They also have to sleep, eat, drink water, and fight when they are happy, and frown when they are in trouble, and then comfort and encourage each other. I have heard them sing, and their singing is very good, and it sounds so weird. They treat me very well, as if they are afraid that I, a newcomer, are not used to it here. In fact, I have discovered that every day there will be a witch who takes special care of me, and this witch will never repeat it. This must be their intentional arrangement. They don't want me to find that I have received special treatment and feel lonely..." "Although that Niya is delicate, I think she has the greatest chance of seeing through my identity, but she is the best to me. She is very gentle and considerate to me. I don't remember my mother, but... I, I... I think I like her to me like that."
A little embarrassed smile, Luo Xi said, "The Nalan in the camp is very interesting. She treats me very well, but sometimes she will tease me. That time she secretly brought a bottle of wine and came, which scared me. But every time she makes a fool of herself, she will be scolded by Niya. The mother and daughter look the same, and it makes me feel very interesting when they quarrel. Mr. Nalan said Niya bullies her, haha..." "This camp is very interesting and has a very relaxed atmosphere. I wanted this kind of life that is warm, a bit noisy, but not noisy for a long time."
"Luoxi, they are demons, they are different from us. You are the plot tribe, you......" Robben knew that he could only speak from Sende's standpoint.
"Yes, I am a god, and they are a demon." Luo Xi gently unveiled the big bundle of letters. "Sende... These are letters written to me by the soldiers of the gods. In fact, there are many more, but if we really can't let go, we all burn the letters we have read as firewood. Sister Niya... Oh, it's Niya, she said... In this way, the wishes in these letters will be known by the Demon God, and the soldiers of the demons will eventually get what they want."
One by one, Luo Xi said softly: "Sen, I don't know if you have read these letters, but I guess you may not be interested in reading them. It's just the personal thoughts of some soldiers, there is no secret in it, and there is no use value. Some say that they hope to end the war as soon as possible, and then take off their armor and go home because their wife is still waiting at home. Some say that they hope to eat more delicious food, some say that they can thicken the armor, because the arrows of the gods can penetrate the thin armor, some say that they like a girl, but they don't know how to go back and speak, some say..."
Luo Xi said quietly, as if he had been completely immersed in the mood of these soldiers. The expressions on his face were sometimes helpless and sometimes depressed, and sometimes happy.
"Roxi..." Robben couldn't help but gently interrupt Roxi.
Luo Xi smiled apologetically, "Sorry, I'm a little distracted." He reached out to put the letters back together, and Luo Xi said softly: "I never knew before. I had ruined so many simple dreams with my own hands!" Robben's heart trembled slightly.
"The wishes of these soldiers are simple, very simple, just like me."
Luo Xi took a breath, "Sende, do our soldiers have the same idea, they all come to the battlefield with a very simple wish. In fact, the soldiers fighting on both sides are no different." They even have the same wish, but we have to fight desperately, killing each other with all our strength..."
"There is enough for the sequel, I don't want to do this anymore. Whether it is the gods or the demons, all of this is ridiculous. We have fought for the objects of countless years, but it turns out that it is no different from us. Let's leave! We have a camouflage core, even if we can't return to the gods," we can live a stable life in the demon world. I already, don't want to see more blood,
Seeing more wishes similar to mine were shattered…”
Robben sighed a long sigh. Against the backdrop of the war between gods and demons, the little wish of this poor girl, Roche, was destined to give her extremely cruel and even unable to face the facts, and Rafaz... They were all dead. The girl's small wish in this world has completely disappeared. What she has to face will be endless darkness...
"As it really doesn't work? Like Raphis, you have that persistence in your heart... The difference is that your persistence is loyalty to the God King. Is it impossible to realize my wish? Even if we win the war and we destroy the gods... my wish cannot be realized, right?"
Robben calmed down and sighed slightly, "Luhee, I understand your mood, really..."
Luo Xi smiled sadly: "My idea is really simple, you don't need to guess too much." Robben nodded, "I know, but Luo Xi! No matter what, you can't just think about yourself. Your wishes are not harsh, but no one can just think about yourself. Luo Xi, Raphax for you, for the God King, and I, for you, for the God King! We had our own wishes in the past, but later... we had to change. We cannot live alone in this world. We still need others, Luo Xi! If we leave, we abandon the mission of the God King and the glory we once admired, we may not be able to live well. That is a kind of escape! What we have to do is actually to change the world through our own efforts, not to avoid, Luo Xi! Do you understand?" "Kill all the demons! Change the world?" Luo Xi asked softly.
Facing Roche's weak gaze, Robben felt that he could not compete with it. Perhaps it was a good choice to kill her when he was cruel. The girl survived, but she was destined to endure endless pain and then die in pain.
Robben shook his head gently "Sen
..., I am different from you, and I am different from Raffith. Forget it... I think my wish may never come true. Haha, I am really sorry. If you listen to my words so let it go, it will definitely make you embarrassed. Don't tell Raffith, otherwise he will be endless."
"Luhee, you" Robben felt sad when he looked at Roach's smile.
"Well~~ It's okay!" Luo Xi shook his head. "These thoughts are so uncomfortable in my heart. Just say them out, ah!! It's relaxed! Haha... OK! Don't take out such an ugly face. I know this will not become a fact. Sende will not take me away, Lou knows..."
"But I always want to give it a try, just like you said, you have to work hard to change something, although... I knew I would fail long ago. "Sorry, Roche is really sorry! You hate me, hate me." Robben clenched his fists tightly, these words came from the heart.
After Roche knew the truth, it was probably not just about hatred. Sende and Raffith's death had a great relationship with him, and now he was still deceived by this poor girl.
"No, how could I hate you?" Roche stepped forward and hugged Robben gently. "Sen, you said right. My wish is just my own simple thoughts." It's like a fantasy, but even so, you still listen to me quietly, so I'm very happy. And in such a dangerous situation, you and Rafaz will take the risk of seeing me. I'm really happy. You all care about me. I've never been alone. I'm already very satisfied..."
Luo Benshu felt that the blood in his body was flowing faster, and the urge to escape from the tent was stirring in his heart.
"Roch, don't think too much. We have no way to stop such a war, nor can we escape. All we can do is to try our best to fight for ourselves in the war. Live a good life here, and the future will be beautiful." Robben's voice almost trembled and said the last sentence.
"Probably who knows, these days, I have tried hard to contact the tribes outside and tell them the danger! I know that I am still a god clan, and I should help my tribe, but I found that in the end this is just me wanting to prove it to myself. I am so tired of it. If you change your mind, come to me and let us leave together. Even if that day doesn't come, I will wait..."
Robben was shocked, "Wait, Roche, what did you say? You said you contact the tribe members outside!?"
"Well, sorry, I'm so sorry that I didn't listen to you and acted without permission, but I'm really bored. I think I know that my thoughts are stupid. I want to use actions to tell myself what I'm here to do, but it looks even more ridiculous. I just hid in the camp and used weak magic to convey information to the surroundings. But I didn't care whether there was anyone or who received the information, and I also wanted to trick the information from Nalan, who cares about it. As expected........., I was just dealing with myself.
Robben's heart suddenly lit up, so that's what happened!!
No wonder the demon army has never been able to catch the gods during this period. Almost every time they escaped early, it turned out that it was Luo Xi’s reason!
If you use extremely weak magic to communicate, it does not require powerful magic power and will not be noticed. However, such a weak magic boom cannot achieve accurate and fixed-point transmission. Luo Xi's intelligence is like a drifting bottle thrown into a sea, and may float somewhere. However, there are many gods around, and one person will report it to other troops immediately after receiving the message. However, this way of transmitting the message is very unstable. Sometimes the intelligence will disappear directly or be transmitted in time, which is why the demon army has several experiences of the gods arresting the gods.
I don’t know if the Six-Wing Warriors have noticed this method. With multiple divine armies around, this method is indeed effective.
"Luxi, don't be like this, okay? This is also very dangerous."
"Yeah," Luo Xi replied in a low voice, "I won't be able to cause trouble for you again, I'm so sorry."
"Don't say that." Robben is now particularly afraid of Roch's weak expression with a bit of ji and dependence. Such expression always makes Robben feel like a thorn in his back.
"Roxi..."
"No need, Sende." Roxi shook his head gently, rubbed his head back and forth on Robben's xiong's mouth a few times. "No need, I'm really fine, don't comfort me, just say it, it's fine... it's fine."... the two fell into silence...
After a while, Roche let go of Robben, raised his head and smiled softly at Robben, "Okay... I've finished everything I want to say. I won't be doing anything anymore. Just wait here quietly... Wait until you come to pick me up, wait for the war to end, that's fine, Sende?"
"Ah" Robben nodded, not knowing what he should say for a moment.
"Well, then you go back. Everyone will feel strange after leaving for too long. We live so close to each other and you can meet frequently! Everyone said that I'm fine, so don't be so worried. I will take good care of myself. Just be careful, do you know?"
Robben had to nod again, "Then... I'll leave."
"Um!"
To be continued...