Chapter 10 The Fear (Part 2)
The fear buried in Li Qiu's heart seemed not what he had, but was just stripped out of his mind! Every time he was stared at by a crowd and asked to do something, Li Qiu felt that his body was uncontrollable, as if he had fallen into a boiling hot pot. Every cell in his body was trembling in this boiling water. Yes, it was trembling without his control!
Last time, he was in the singing room with Jung Soo-yeon, Yuri, and Kim Hyung-joon. Although he was staring at him by three people, no one asked him to sing. He snatched the microphone and sang. This time, there were also three people, six gazes, but just because of Boa's words, he couldn't stand it! His body was trembling constantly, gradually shrinking into a ball. The image peeled from his mind appeared again, but he couldn't think of what was going on. It seemed that this memory was not his...
"Xiao Qiu, what's wrong with you?" Boa was the first to notice Li Qiu's strangeness and immediately moved over. Then Choi Sooyoung and Otsuka Ai also discovered Li Qiu's strangeness.
"Sister... I'm so scared... it's not me... it's really not me, I did nothing!" The heat just after the dance was still permeating in the practice room, but at this time, Li Qiu's voice trembled, and his constantly trembling body seemed to fall into an ice cave. As the feeling of falling into boiling water before, the torture of the two heavens of ice and fire kept torturing him...
Boa knew that Li Qiu had an older sister, and had guessed how important this sister was to Li Qiu. On the first night, he regarded himself as his sister. That sentence deeply touched her, "Sister knows, it's not you! It's not you!"
Once upon a time, Lee Hyo-ri was like this. Under Lee Cho's circumstances, he comforted him. Every time her words and hugs could pick him up from the boiling water and pull him out of the ice cave. At this time, the sound of boa came, and in Lee Cho's ears, it was like Lee Hyo-ri was right beside him. This sound was like a bright lighthouse, a warm stove, and a refreshing evening breeze made him unable to help but embrace Boa's waist. This small boat shaking in the strong wind and waves was moored in a peaceful haven.
"It's okay, it's okay." Boa was suddenly hugged by Li Qiu. At first, he was a little scared. Then he immediately reported it, gently lowered his hands and hugged Li Qiu's head. "Oh, I'm regarded as his sister again. Why did Li Qiu's sister drive away such Li Qiu? What happened to Li Qiu, and what happened just now? Why did he make him like this for no reason..."
Otsuka Ai and Choi Sooyoung, who were both at a loss because of Lee Qiu's reaction, wanted to help, but didn't know how to help. Seeing Lee Qiu slowly calm down after holding the boa, they each breathed a sigh of relief. Lee Qiu's change was too sudden, so they didn't know that something had happened.
After a long time, a "cuckoo" sound suddenly sounded in the practice room that was too quiet. As soon as the sound came out, it was like a thunder suddenly sounded in the deep valley, which woke up all four people sitting on the floor. Li Qiu raised his head and looked at Choi Sooyoung with rosy eyes; boa stroked Lee Qiu's head and turned his face to look at Choi Sooyoung; Otsuka Ai let out a breath, turned around, and looked at Choi Sooyoung-
"I'm sorry, I'm hungry..." Choi Soo-young felt a little embarrassed. At this time, his Wuyuan Temple actually rose up and had a quarrel with him! "Hehe!"
"Haha..." The protest sound of Wudian Temple immediately eased the atmosphere in the practice room. Li Qiu, who was still dull just now, was successfully attracted to his attention when he heard this sound. In the dull practice room, Li Qiu's brightest laughter sounded!
With Choi Sooyoung, a hungry ghost, and Lee Qiu's accident, Boa didn't have the heart to stay in the practice room to play. After saying goodbye to Otsuka Ai's, she took Lee Qiu and Choi Sooyoung to Ai to eat at a nearby cake shop.
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That night, Tokyo gradually entered the summer, without the coolness of spring night. Half a month passed, and a bright moon returned to perfection, as round as a jade plate, hanging in the dark sky, the silver light shining brightly on the whole night.
It is also the very special balcony, the same green potted plants, the slow evening breeze, and the same Li Qiu and Boa, which are transformed, just the moon above the head.
"Xiaoqiu, in the morning, in the practice room..." Boa, who had just finished bathing, exuded the unique fragrance of shower gel, and the smell of being soaked in the steam, filled the entire balcony.
"boa...Senior, I'm sorry..." Why, not my sister, can her arms calm down? Is it warm? Yes, it's very warm. He felt it on the first night, and his arms were very warm; does it look like it? Unlike, I feel the strange smell on the first night, but why can he let him knead boa and his sister together?
"Can't you tell me?" In the potted plant in front of me, the branches and leaves of a flower were blinking, and the long eyelashes continued to dance.
"Actually, I don't know that as long as I'm watching in the crowd, when someone asks me to do something, I will become like that." Recalling, because of his personality, he has experienced this situation only a few times. Today, there are only three people, and he can't bear it.
"Do you often do it?" Boa raised her head and looked at Li Qiu, who was covered with moonlight. Her face under her long hair was not as strong as an adult man, but very smooth. Under this moonlight, it looked like a mirror.
"I have a bad personality and are not sociable, so it's not very common." Li Qiu thought about it and answered.
"oh."
"Actually, if you think about the feelings of each experience, I feel that the fear is like someone else imposed on me..." The fear suddenly came and passed away quietly. Although it only took a few times, it made Li Qiu feel deeply.
"Improved?" boa seemed to not understand the meaning of the word, and no one would understand it.
"Well, it came very quickly, not under my control. Once I entered that state, I seemed to be just watching and unable to control my body. All movements seemed to be done subconsciously!" He had never told Lee Hyo-ri about this, but he was afraid that Lee Hyo-ri would be worried. When he faced Boa, he said it. When he said it for the first time, he felt like a stone fell from his heart, and he felt much more relaxed.
"Have you ever seen a psychiatrist?"
"I haven't told my sister that I don't want him to worry about me." Thinking of Lee Hyo-ri, Lee Kiu raised his head and looked at the full moon, the crystal clear full moon, and the gorgeous and gorgeous ones.
"So? Then, your sister..."
"My sister is very beautiful. She is like the moon, elegant and beautiful, quiet and clean, shiny and gentle. She is with her. Even if she doesn't meet often, I will feel warm if she only smells the smell of her staying at home. Even if her face is made of makeup, in my opinion, is the most beautiful face in the world..."
"So, is this why you still don't want to call me sister?" Hearing the praise that kept coming out of Li Qiu's mouth, boa couldn't help but feel a burst of jealousy in her heart. What kind of perfect is this legendary sister she had never seen before, which makes Li Qiu so obsessed. Even if she was driven away by her, he could still say, "Even if I am your pet, I am willing" such self-harm and self-esteem words!
Professor boa's first Japanese word is "sister", but since he understood the meaning, why can't he call it? In his mind, she only has four sisters - Lee Hyo-ri, Yu Joo-hyun, Lee Jin, and Sung Yoo-ri. Today, the words in the practice room were very similar to Lee Hyo-ri, plus the hug on the first night...
Chapter completed!