A little raindrop as big as a bean drip through the clouds and hit my face heavily, a cool and refreshing coolness. The next moment, more raindrops fell rapidly from the air. The rain hit the dry soil, and the smell of the freshly wet soil immediately invaded my nose.

It's raining.

My eyes shone through the branches and leaves of the trees, staring at the gray sky, and thought to myself: It’s finally raining, and it’s time for a month and a half.

It was quiet around me, and I listened carefully. Apart from the sound of rain and the slight whirring sound of the breeze blowing the leaves, I heard no other sound. Where did Andre go, where did so many swimming people just now?

I moved and wanted to sit up, but as soon as I moved, a heart-wrenching pain came from my abdomen, which made me moan. Didn’t I hit my head just now? Why did my abdomen hurt so much? Did I knock on the stone again when I fell?

"Lida." As I moaned, a rough and old face suddenly appeared in front of me, which scared me. He had two upturned goatee beards and actually wore an exaggerated old-style Soviet military cap. Who is he calling? Lida, is this a woman's name? I won't call me, I'm a man.

"Warning Officer...comrade..." "I" actually spit out two such Russian words in my mouth. Ah, what's going on?! I haven't even opened my mouth. It must be that I'm talking, but I'm talking, who's talking?

"How are you feeling?" he asked with concern.

"Genia died?" "I" asked again. Who is Genia? This name sounds strange and should not be someone I know.

The warrant officer nodded: "We have nothing now, our guns, bullets, and now even Genia is gone." Hearing the conversation between the two, I felt like I was having hallucinations. I was about to bite my fingers and try it, but immediately bursts of pain came from my abdomen, reminding me that everything in front of me was real.

"All of a sudden... die?"

He pulled off his hat and pounded his head hard: "I feel so painful, Lida, it hurts so much! I hurt you and five of you. But for the sake of these dozen German devils?" Oh my God, why are the German devils coming again? What's going on? Did I travel through time?

"Why do you say this?... It's obvious, it's not your fault." Because of excitement, "my" breathing became rapid. After hearing this, I understood a little bit. The body I am in now seems to have two souls, one is me, who can listen but not speak; the one who is talking to the soldier in front of me should be the original owner of the body, the female soldier named Lida.

"Maybe, but what about the future? Will you understand why you have to die then? Why can't I let these German soldiers go away, or I will take everyone from Xiniuxingling to the west to find the major and our troops. Maybe someone will ask me: Why don't you die, but hand over our mothers to the god of death? The worst thing is, why did I survive, if I really survive."

"No, don't do this." Because of the pain, Lida couldn't help but moan again and said softly: "I'm going to die."

"No, Lida, you'll survive."

"That day you asked me: Why did you meet the German devils in the woods?"

The old-looking warrant officer nodded.

"I went into the city to see my son. He is three years old and named Alic. He lives in my mother's house. My mother is very ill. Maybe she will not wait until the war is over, and she will..."

"Don't worry, Lida, I understand all."

Lida continued to moan, and the warrant officer pulled Lida's hand away, checked the wound on her abdomen, and then grabbed Lida's hand tightly.

"Vaskov!" It turned out that the warrant officer was called Vaskov, but why did this name sound so familiar?

"Call me Fidot, or call me my nickname like my mother: Fidot."

"Feijia, can you... agree to my last request?"

"No." The two of them were talking like a puzzle, and I couldn't understand what they were talking about at all.

"I really feel pain, I don't even have the strength to speak..."

"I'll go and reconnaissance, come back soon, and then I'll carry you back to my own troops."

"It's too late. Take out your pistol..."

Warrant Officer Fidot subconsciously covered the gun holster.

"Do you want me to feel so painful?"

Fedot looked at Lida who was getting weaker and weaker in surprise. She really couldn't do it anymore, Fedot could see it. But he couldn't.

"Or, let the German devils beat me to death?"

Fidot shook his head in pain.

"Then, come."

Lida knew her injuries, and she had no hope. Her whole body burned and hurt like she was resting on a soldering iron. The cold bottomless pit was opening its mouth and waiting for her to fall. Death was sitting in the deepest darkness. She could almost feel his cold breath. She did not cherish her life and had nothing to escape.

Seeing that Fedot refused to do anything, she spoke, "Gun."

No, Lida wants to commit suicide, I can feel all the pain on her body. If she commits suicide, wouldn’t I be done? I shouted loudly: No! But I couldn’t make any sound, so I could only watch the situation continue to develop.

Perhaps Fedot could not hold on any longer, so he slowly took out his pistol and handed it to Lida. Kelida didn't even have the strength to hold the gun, and the gun fell to the ground.

"Help me." Lida's voice was so weak that it was almost impossible to hear.

Fedot bent down and picked up the gun from the ground, then let go of his hand in panic, and the gun fell to the ground again.

"Feijia, are you scared?" Lida smiled sadly.

Fedot picked up the pistol again. He opened the bullet cabin and looked at it, saying, "Only two bullets are left."

Lida closed her eyes and said in a weak voice: "Put...gun, gun at me..."

Fedot put the gun to Lida's temple. She gestured to him to put his finger into the trigger. Fedot did it silently again.

Lida closed her eyes with satisfaction. When she opened her eyes again, she suddenly said to Fedot, "Kiss me." Fedot bent down clumsyly and touched Lida's forehead with her lips restrainedly. Although Fedot kissed Lida, I felt a chill in Lida's body. I really couldn't stand a kiss from the same sex.

"It's really a piercing..." Lida closed her eyes again and spit out the last two words of her short life from her mouth: "Go."

Fedot took two steps away, sat under the tree, and squatted down towards Lida with his back.

This plot is so familiar, and it feels like déjà vu. This thought suddenly flashed through my mind, but I could not remember it for a moment.

Lida closed her eyes, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and her fingers slowly pulled the trigger.

A dull gunshot sounded in my ears, and then I lost consciousness again.
Chapter completed!