Chapter Three Hundred and Sixteen My Heart Is Hard to Know
How to choose?
At a moment, Qin Shi suddenly realized that since he entered the Tao, he had always adhered to the principle of cherishing one's own life and saving one's life. He had to calculate the pros and cons of everything clearly and did not damage his own path. Only then would he participate and take action. He had several thrilling experiences, but he was involved, not taking the initiative.
This time I took the initiative to kill the demon ape, and at this point, I have to face such a choice
In the face of this choice, I am still accustomed to starting from cherishing my life and saving my life. First, I should consider the chance of life.
However, if you take a step back, you may have gains and losses, and further may be different from life and death. There are all vitality and huge risks, so this choice seems extremely difficult.
Although Qin Shi was not a complacent person, he always thought that his mind was calm and firm. He cultivated the first-class golden elixir all the way, and obtained the Lotus Washing Heart Sword, which could reflect the spiritual platform, and his mind and character cultivation improved further. Now he has successfully completed the Soul.
He never doubted himself about achieving the soul of the soul, and just wanted to wait for the opportunity that belonged to him to appear. Then he would follow the trend and naturally, it would be natural.
But seeing that this demon ape was already in this situation, there was no hesitation in its eyes. Some were just extreme madness, paranoidness, and after this crazy paranoidness, a kind of firmness that even though they knew that they might be crushed to pieces and died, they would still take that step without going back.
A tragic decisiveness that could infect Qin Shi himself
Qin Shi asked himself in his heart.
No matter how the demon ape is usually in a state of mind, right now, is it because of its high cultivation of mind or is it because of its stronger mind?
The road of the road is difficult, the more you go, the more rugged it becomes. You must first cultivate your mind. Only by strengthening your mind can you overcome difficulties and obstacles step by step. Why do you always think that you understand this truth, but at this moment, you will find it difficult to make a choice?
But there are all kinds of strange things encountered on the way, and disasters will appear in various ways inadvertently. It is impossible for you to calculate everything clearly and make a simple choice.
Isn’t the situation in front of you the same?
Will it not appear again in the future?
For example, achieving the soul is a great threshold on the way.
If the opportunity to achieve the soul appears, you will also face such a choice. If you follow your current mentality, can you seize this opportunity?
Qin Shi suddenly realized that the reason why he felt it was difficult to choose was because he had always regarded the word "life, one" a little too much, and had become a little narrow-minded. He unconsciously liked to calculate everything, but like this demon ape, he was a little indifferent to his determination to put life and death aside.
But at some point on the way to enlightenment, calculations are useless and will only make it more difficult to make a decision. What is needed is this kind of determination that never returns.
Tao is worth living, not death, it is still good.
It is still justified to cherish your life and save your life.
And this determination to put life and death aside is precisely to exchange for a broader path to better life,
It turns out that the great way is simple, but there are thousands of ways to spread, and the principles of the way are the same.
After he understood this, the sword of Hualianxin was immediately sensitive and immediately condensed.
At this moment, the lotus-washing heart sword suddenly changed. The crystal clear lotus petals suddenly became dim, and countless lights and shadows flashed on them.
These lights and shadows are nothing else, they are all different images of Qin Shi and the people he has met.
Many of them are Qin Shi's past experiences.
There is the sweetness of being with your parents when you were young, the grief of your parents when you died in floods, the hope arises when you meet Taoist Xuanzhen, the secretly set aspirations for Taoism, the care of Taoist Chongxu, and the shock of Xu Zongdao turning the world with one hand...
There are many other Qin Shi from different periods, who performed completely different lives with these same people.
My parents have not yet died, and I grew up and became an ordinary farmer.
I have to follow a Taoist priest from the side, Xuanzhen, who pretends to be a god and cheats on food and drinks.
He had himself joined the Linghua Sect, the largest sect in the world, and was taken as a disciple by the head Chongxu, and became a hero of a generation.
He has his own hard study of poetry and books, titled on the golden list, and married Gu Xiuqing, a beautiful beauty in the world, and was happy and happy.
Qin Shi felt that he was faintly connected with his own images. At this same time, he experienced various lives. The countless emotional thoughts arise from him came one after another, mixed together, and it was difficult to distinguish between true and false, just like everything he had really experienced.
False and dark
Qin Shi knew that he had already pulled the door to achieve the soul without realizing it.
Many monks who are born with falsehood will not be so easy to distinguish what is falsehood and what is true to themselves.
But the Lotus Washing Heart Sword was transformed by Qin Shi's mind. It originally had the wonderful function of reflecting the spiritual platform and destroying the illusion.
One of these false images appears and is reflected.
These images are stacked layer by layer, and are piled up on the Washing Lotus Heart Sword, just like flooding the Washing Lotus Heart Sword.
Invisible huge forces emerged from these images, constantly tearing the sword of Washing Lotus Heart.
Qin Shi knew that as long as these false forces tear the lotus-washing heart sword to pieces, it would be equivalent to breaking his mind. At that time, he would definitely not be able to distinguish the false reality, nor could he withstand the impact of thousands of emotional thoughts arising from these false thoughts, and would not be able to escape the division of mind and die madly.
Some monks who have reached this point will immediately find out the falsehood except their true experiences after they believe that they can clearly distinguish the falsehood.
Not real means false, but truth means false.
All my past is the truth of the past. The reappearance of my confusion at this moment is not the same as the memories. In fact, it is also false to myself now.
On the sword of Washing Lotus Heart, which has been covered up layer by layer, light shone out. Wherever it passes, the images suddenly burst like bubbles.
The lotus-washing heart sword is like washing away the dew, crystal clear and without any slight fluctuation.
There is only the red line left on one of the lotus petals, which is clearly reflected.
The lotus-washing heart sword immediately shines brightly
All of this happened in Qin Shilingtai, but in fact it was just a short moment.
Qin Shi was suddenly in a wonderful state, and the true energy in his body was as lively as if he had life, and began to move with a wonderful rhythm.
The rhythm gradually dissipated from the body, connecting the spiritual energy around you, and then spreading outward, instantly connecting the spiritual energy of 145 miles around you, but the speed immediately slowed down.
The lotus-washing heart sword in Qin Shilingtai has the nine-petal lotus petals, and there is no red line on it anymore.
At this time, he actually slowed down the speed of connecting the spiritual energy, but suddenly remembered the three words asked by the old man who gave him Baimujian in the Star Sea that day:
"That's me?"
"If you answer immediately, you must be wrong."
"Don't ask me, I don't know."
These three sentences repeatedly sounded in Qin Shi's heart. He didn't understand that day, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that he understood a little.
The black ape in the distance, just as soon as he saw Qin Shi closing his eyes, immediately noticed the change in spiritual energy, and his face immediately tightened.
It really didn't expect that Qin Shi would dare to take this step here at this moment, and his speed was far beyond its imagination. He immediately connected so much spiritual energy, but it was too unexpected.
But it immediately breathed a sigh of relief.
Qin Shi's speed of hooking spiritual energy suddenly slowed down, which was completely incomparable to the moment before, and even much slower than him.
Qin Shi didn't leave, but wanted to achieve his soul here, obviously he wanted to kill himself.
But judging from Qin Shi's appearance, the speed of connecting spiritual energy suddenly slowed to this level, and it should have encountered great obstacles.
It can now also choose to interrupt Qin Shi's path to achievement when he encounters obstacles.
But it takes every effort to put life and death aside, in order to achieve 20% of the chances of achieving the soul.
Now it is only a ray of distance from the soul. If it breaks Qin Shi's path to the soul at this moment, let alone whether it can succeed. If it causes Qin Shi's desperate counterattack and affects himself, it will only harm others but not benefit oneself, and both sides will suffer, and it will not be a wise move.
Qin Shi has not taken action now, and he guessed that Qin Shi might have the same idea now.
But at the current speed of Qin Shi hooking up with spiritual energy, it firmly believes in itself and will definitely achieve the soul before Qin Shi.
But, can't Qin Shi see it?
Why does he still choose this?
Why didn't he take action?
What's the difference between this and death?
However, Qin Shi was always a bit unexpected after all, and the black ape was still prepared to prevent Qin Shi from taking action suddenly.
As soon as its thoughts fell, Qin Shi had already taken action, in a way it had never thought of.
A slightly volatile crystal nine-petal lotus suddenly appeared in its spiritual platform.
At this moment, the same scene was reflected on the nine-petal petals of the crystal lotus.
A huge black ape, with its claws, grabbed another blue-gray giant ape and was swallowing it into its mouth.
At the same time, the nine-petal lotus that had been solid and formed in Qin Shilingtai was still there.
"Which one is me?"
"If you answer immediately, you must be wrong."
"Don't ask me, I don't know."
Qin Shi fully realized.
Before, my appearance was easy to identify and kill, but the illusion of the Lotus Washing Heart Sword itself, which I used to kill, was difficult to identify.
Knowing people but not your heart.
It turns out that not only is the heart of others difficult to know, but also the heart of oneself.
The black ape was stunned, and the nine-petal lotus only appeared on its spiritual platform and disappeared without any action.
In Qin Shilingtai, the Lotus Washing Heart Sword reappeared, and one of the lotus petals reappeared, and another lotus flower shining on it, which was then destroyed.
The lotus heart sword has nine petals, all of which are solid.
The black ape had not yet figured out the changes in his spiritual platform, and Qin Shi's spiritual energy immediately expanded to fifty miles.
Many auras that originally followed their rhythm were reversed one after another.
Chapter completed!