"This, this song title? It doesn't quite suit the occasion!"

"Lin Xuan'er's solo? To be honest, her singing skills are just like that. She is nothing if she leaves their group."

"Didn't their group just perform at the opening ceremony? Why are they here again? Oh my God, the party is completely occupied by traffic now!"

"What's wrong with Lin Xuan'er? What are the people upstairs scolding! This is because Heizi has joined the group! I actually think that Xuan'er's singing skills can be performed alone!"

"Isn't the title of the song very good? I once had a similar idea."

"Anyway, this song was written by Zhou Yiyang. There are basically no songs he writes that are unpleasant to listen to."

Lin Xuan'er hadn't even started singing yet, and the barrage had already become dense.

It has to be said that Yuesao is not only top-notch in itself, but their members are also very popular individually.

Guan Fei looked nervous, as if she was the one who was going to sing on stage soon.

Zhou Yiyang next to him glanced at Guan Fei, and then whispered: "Why are you nervous? Xuan'er is also very stable on set. And she is in good condition tonight."

"I'm still nervous," Guan Fei explained: "Just thinking about who Xuan'er is singing this song for, I feel a lot of pressure. I don't know how Xuan'er adjusted her mentality."

While talking, Lin Xuan'er had already walked out of the backstage.

She changed her clothes again and walked out in a snow-white dress.

The hem of the skirt was embroidered with many star-like patterns. Under the light, Lin Xuan'er's entire skirt looked like a starry sky.

It's majestic and elegant, and it goes particularly well with Lin Xuan'er's current black hair.

"Ah ah ah, Xuan'er's body is so beautiful!"

"It must be a fairy! This is definitely the fairy sister coming down to earth to sing!"

"It feels so elegant. It turns out that Xuan'er can also take this route!"

"I am looking forward to this song more and more. There seems to be a band behind it. It should be a very good song."

I have to say that Lin Xuaner really put her heart into her performance this time.

In addition to her, there is an orchestra behind her.

When she walked to the center of the stage, the dry ice rising on both sides of the stage also created a fairy-like effect.

Lin Xuan'er held the microphone tightly with both hands. She raised her head and looked ahead, her heart having never been so calm as now.

Su Yin and Tang Yue sat backstage, staring at the screen.

"Oh my God, why hasn't Xuan'er started singing? I'm so nervous." Su Yin was so nervous that she couldn't even eat snacks. You know she would never be like this before.

"Same," Tang Yue nodded empathetically: "It's more torturous than performing by myself. Xuan'er must perform exceptionally well!"

"I once thought that it would be over once and for all.

Because there are seagulls wailing on the pier

Disappear with the rise and fall of the waves

Picking up the past and flying away without seeing it

I once thought that it would be over once and for all

Because the apricot blossoms bloom on my birthday

If you take a nap in the sunshine

Can it turn into dust together with the dead insects?”

Before singing it, Lin Xuan'er remembered Lu Liwen's teachings.

Let yourself be immersed in the song.

She barely slept last night. She read various information, went to various forums, and read and felt the words of those who suffered from depression.

Through those cold words that seemed to have no life or warmth, Lin Xuan'er seemed to see the crying behind the words.

After watching it too much, she almost suspected that she was also depressed.

Because of this, she suddenly understood the lyrics that seemed incomprehensible at first glance.

Why do you think about it when you hear seagulls wailing on the pier, and why do you think about it when the apricot blossoms bloom outside the window on your birthday?

Normal people don't understand that these are just trivial things in life. They may think it's just pretentious.

But now Lin Xuan'er understands that when a person suffers from depression, he will indeed become fragile and sensitive.

Some trivial things in the eyes of outsiders may become an unbearable burden in their lives.

This kind of immersive singing is like peeling off your entire body, leaving only a bare soul, and then throwing yourself into the song.

So when Lin Xuan'er sang this song, she thought of the crying words she had seen and her friend who was suffering from depression.

[I am a patient with depression, but I dare not tell anyone because I am afraid they will discriminate against me.]

[I have insomnia again, it’s another groggy day, I don’t know where I will be tomorrow.]

[I really hate myself like this. I always feel depressed all of a sudden. Today when I went to work, I saw a broken flower blowing in the wind. I couldn’t stop crying. People around me thought I was a fool.]

[In the eyes of others, I am a child who excels in studies and is loved by teachers and parents. But I know that I am sick. I hate it all. I am so tired. If I die, can I rest?

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Lin Xuan'er didn't know if the person who wrote these words could hear her song.

If heard, she wants those people to know that they are not alone. There are many others fighting depression with them.

Su Yin's eyes became wet after hearing this.

"I don't know why, but I was very moved. Xuan'er sang so emotionally today, and she didn't control her voice at all, as if she was venting."

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She looked with admiration at Lin Xuan'er, who was holding the microphone and singing loudly: "You really can't have any reservations about this song. She must sing it fully. After singing this song, Xuan'er will probably feel very uncomfortable."

In the hospital, the girl stared at the TV screen dumbfounded, in disbelief.

She never dreamed that Lin Xuan'er would sing a song for her, no, for patients with depression.

She can understand every lyric.

She had a similar idea and implemented it.

If her mother hadn't handed her a tissue, she wouldn't have realized that she was crying.

"Stop crying." My mother said with distress and guilt: "This song moved me so much."

"She sings so well."

The girl lowered her head in shame. She regretted that she had vented all her malice on Lin Xuan'er.

At this time, all the barrages mocking Lin Xuan'er disappeared, replaced by emotions and admiration.

[This song is really great, Zhou Yiyang has a lot of heart for it.]

[I don’t know if anyone knows that Xuan’er was blackmailed by a depressed patient some time ago. But she actually sang a song for them. She is really an angel!]

[To be honest, I also suffer from depression. After listening to Xuan'er's singing, I really felt the same way. It's great, it turns out I'm not the only one who has had this thought.]

[Xuan'er sang so emotionally tonight, I even wonder if she has been hurt before. Anyway, I hope everyone, including artists, pays attention to mental health!]

[Isn’t this just the end of the postgraduate entrance examination? I heard that another student couldn’t bear the pressure and jumped off the building. It would be great if this song could be released earlier.]

[Although I am a black man, I was really moved by Lin Xuan'er. I decided not to blackmail her for one day.]

Zhou Yiyang listened to Guan Fei crying next to him and quickly stuffed a lot of toilet paper into her hand.

"Stop crying, you will make me feel that I treat you too badly and put too much pressure on you."

"No," Guan Fei raised her head, her nose and tears mixed together: "I just think, Brother Yang, you wrote this song really well, and Xuan'er sang it really well."

After Lin Xuan'er sang at the top of her lungs, she took a deep breath.

At this time, all the light on the stage was focused on her, and a group of children came up from the backstage. They held hands and sang softly with Lin Xuan'er:

[I also thought about it once and for all.

Because he was said to be cold-blooded

I want to be loved and cry because I taste human warmth.

I once thought that it would be over once and for all

because of your bright smile

Even if you are thinking about death, it must be because you are taking your life too seriously

I once thought that it would be over once and for all

Because I haven’t met you yet

Because people like you are born

I have a better impression of the world

Because there are people like you living in this world
To be continued...