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Riwan's first bullet: Chapter 57: Nahelas

Tang Xuan reached out to pick up Lin Wan's gun and letter in silence. He was stunned and found a deep chopping mark on the other side of the gun. There was no doubt that Lin Wan had used this gun to fight with people at close range.

Tang Xuan remembered that the gun could be activated twice, so he pointed the trigger at the open space next to him, and only heard a click, without igniting the pulse beam.

He probably guessed what had happened. Lin Wan used this gun to shoot at the enemy. The opponent successfully dodged and approached Lin Wan to wave weapons at her, so Lin Wan blocked it with a gun. Fortunately, it blocked it, otherwise Lin Wan would definitely die.

As soon as I escaped from the time and space cycle, I encountered danger...

Is the one who took action Tachlius's personal guard?

He remembered that Tachlius' arena was founded to select personal guards, including Tachlius' believers and Tachlius' followers. It was entirely possible for them to discover and attack Lin Wan.

Tang Xuan sighed deeply. No matter how much he thought, it would be useless, because this happened billions of years ago. The most urgent task is to find Lin Wan first and see how she is in the current situation.

He inserted the gun to his waist and carefully opened Lin Wan's letter. The letter was written in Chinese and ancient gods, which shows that her memory was already very confused when she wrote the letter.

"After the gods were enthroned, the more blurred the memory became. I gradually forgot who I was. Before I obtained the god name Naheras, I seemed to have a mortal name... No, I must have a mortal name, but I can't remember it anymore."

"I must be very happy when I am a mortal. When it is late at night, I try to recall that past, and I always feel a faint joy in my heart. But whenever I try to pursue more, a fog appears in front of my eyes."

"A gloomy fog that cannot be passed through..."

"I am extremely eager to travel through this fog and go back to the past, but I can't do it. The difference between what I think and reality in my heart deeply tortures me, making it impossible for me to gather my thoughts and sleep."

"As a god, I actually started having nightmares, and my personality changed drastically. I became moody, forcibly instilled my will into my believers, and killed those who disobeyed me at will."

"My name has become another way of writing fear. The only remaining human nature tells me that I must give up the past, otherwise I will never be restored."

"Actually, my past is not long, but someone has given this past meaning. Although I can't remember his name and can't see his appearance clearly, I know clearly that he exists."

"So I wrote this letter to you-the person I have forgotten."

"I am no longer the person you know. Time has changed my mind and appearance. I am more and more like Naheras instead of myself. The gods are not a crown, but a curse. If possible, how I wish I could throw away this useless divine power and return to the carefree life of the past and be with you."

"But I really can't do it."

"The power of the divine nature is too powerful. It affects my thoughts, makes me insincere, makes me unable to do it, and makes me do everything I do every day is not what I wish."

"I regret becoming a god."

"Now I can't remember anything that happened at all. I only remember that I knew where I came from before, but now I don't know anything."

"I don't want to be completely subdued to the divine nature, so I have to give up on the past and make myself stronger again."

"The only feelings about the past are all because of you. You must be the most important person in my life. So if you can see this letter, please don't come to me, because I am no longer me, and I don't want to hurt you..."

The divine power attached to the letter paper quickly passed with the opening of the envelope. When Tang Xuan read the complete letter, the letter paper turned into a few strands of fine sand and scattered on the ground.

Tang Xuan felt very uncomfortable.

He didn't know if he was the person in the letter, but he had been with Lin Wan for so long and had never heard her mention anyone who was so important. Even her sister often ignored her.

He was almost certain that the person Lin Wan mentioned in his letter was him. For the first time, he found that his status in Lin Wan's heart was so high. He was depressed and asked Tang Qianji, who was still comparing the star map in the spacecraft, and said, "Will a god lose his nature and become a slave of the divine nature?"

He has met numb gods, but he has also met many gods with personality, such as Tang Qianji and the salary increase maniac, Guo Lis who plays erhu in the North Star Square, Aili who cares about his sister, Noel who loves his grandmother deeply, and the ancient god disaster [Very Ancient].

Is there a way for the gods to avoid changes in their personality?

Tang Qianji replied while comparing the star map: "This is related to personal intentions. The more obsessed with the past, the more likely the spiritual cracks are to be created, and the more likely they are to be affected by the negative forces of the divine nature. If you cannot give up the past in time and accept your new identity as a god, you will eventually become completely unnatural."

Tang Qianji glanced at the memory in his eyes. He had met many such gods in his long life. Those gods were more evil than the other. Although they were all very powerful, they seemed to have lost their own thoughts and completely become puppets of the divine nature.

This is the disadvantage of the method of Investiture of God.

The older natural gods did not have such problems. They were gods when they were born, and there was no problem of identity at all. The mind was perfect and flawless, and they could control their strength easily.

He asked worriedly: "Did Lin Wan encounter this problem?"

"She left me a letter, and the situation stated in the letter is not optimistic. I guess she no longer remembers us now, and she has completely become Nahelas." Tang Xuan said in a heavy mood, "Do you mean that all gods must have forgotten them?"

"Whether human nature can be preserved or not, the gods will inevitably forget the past." Tang Qianji said slowly, "The only exception may be [Xigu]. He has always been an external figure, and the rules and regulations of other gods may not be able to cover him."

The [Extremely Ancient] path is not replicable.

Tang Xuan asked: "Have the star map comparison been successful?"

"It will take some time." Tang Qianji paused, "Since Lin Wan has become Naheras, what should we do after we find her?"

Tang Xuan was silent for a few seconds and said, "The Killing Shensi raised a group of immortals, and they might be able to let Lin Wan remember the past."

Tang Qianji refused to comment.

As far as He knows, there is a threshold for immortality to forget the supreme and forget the past, which is similar to the ancient gods who forgot the past. He is skeptical about whether the immortals can help.
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