Chapter 1429 can't do it
In the early morning, the warm sunshine passed through the red brick and white tiles and fell into the special care unit of St. Edinron Hospital through the window.
After opening the curtains and opening the window, the fresh air came in, diluting the smell of the alcohol disinfectant that was a little uncomfortable. An Xin on the hospital bed leaned against the pillow and ate the fried dough sticks and soy milk breakfast brought by her friend in the morning, and sighed with satisfaction:
“It turns out that traditional breakfasts in China taste more delicious”
Zeng Rui, who was sitting on the chair beside him, looked up and said, "The breakfast stall is not far from the hospital. Have you never eaten much?"
The girl stuck out her tongue: "I have been under strict control by the doctors and nurses in the hospital before, and I have been in surgery a few days ago... It is said that my body does not allow me to eat random messy things."
When talking about the words "scrambled", the girl deliberately reached out and compared the quotation marks, which seemed to have some small complaints and complaints about the strict requirements of the hospital.
Zeng Rui shook his head when he heard this:
"This kind of thing..."
"Only you can speak it out in such a relaxed tone."
At this moment, the only two of them were in the ward. The girl facing him was so indifferent and without any concealment about her real life in Manchester.
An Xin on the hospital bed shrugged and smiled:
"Anyway, the facts are like this and cannot be changed. Instead of talking with a frown, it would be easier to speak in a relaxed tone, right?"
Zeng Rui sighed helplessly: "Isn't it okay..."
Yes.
Because the facts and truth are so heavy that even if you mention them in a relaxed and casual tone, it will never make people really deceive themselves so much that they think that this is just a small matter.
The girl on the hospital bed bit her warm, soft and crispy fried dough sticks, and then took a small sip of the hot soy milk:
"It's all anyway."
"Remember to keep it secret for me. I'm already trying very hard to pretend that nothing is wrong. I can't let that fool see any flaws."
There are naturally no other candidates when talking about "that fool".
Zeng Rui smiled bitterly: "I know... I will help you hide it from him, but in fact I don't think such a choice must be suitable."
The girl paused for dinner, then put down the fried dough sticks, raised her head to look at her friend sitting aside:
"Do you think I shouldn't hide it from him?"
Zeng Rui was silent for a moment, but shook his head and did not answer this question head-only, and asked replies:
"How long do you want to hide it?"
"And, even if everyone helps, can we really hide it seamlessly?"
It seems that what has happened in recent days has become a lesson for the past.
It is naturally sufficiently convincing.
"Fortunately, you have successfully overcome the danger and recovered quickly enough to prevent the development of things from worsening to an even more irreversible situation. But even so, look at that guy has just ignored anyone's dissuasion and came to Manchester City from China."
"just in case……"
"I mean what if there will be something else that you can't control later? "
Zeng Rui frowned and looked at An Xin on the hospital bed:
"Or, do you really think that Fengzi has completely accepted all the statements that believe you so far, without even a little bit of suspicion?"
An incredibly straightforward question.
So this time it was An Xin's turn on the hospital bed and fell silent when she heard it.
After a long time, I finally saw a curvace of a bitter smile on the corner of the girl's mouth that lowered her head:
"I know..."
"Azeng, all the truths you said, including the truths that other people are not good for me to say in front of me."
"I know everything."
"But... what else can I do?"
As he said that, he raised his head, the girl's eyes looked at her friend in front of her calmly and seriously:
"I have no other better way."
"Or do you think that if you tell Xiao Feng now, can you have any substantial effect and impact on everything?"
Zeng Rui was speechless when asked.
An Xin had already shook her head and continued to say: "There will not be any substantial meaning. At most, it is just that idiot who will be more worried and more uncomfortable because he knows the truth, and he will not even be able to live his own life well. Apart from that, there will be no other change."
Yes.
Many things may make people want to make various other choices from the perspective of emotion, as if they can have some effect; but in fact, if they start from the most cold and cruel reality, then all emotional choices are meaningless.
The patient's illness will not improve out of thin air just because more people know it, even if it is the closest person.
Since the only thing that can bring about the truth is to make the closest suffer...
Then there is no need to inform.
It sounds cruel.
But this is reality.
"No." Zeng Rui shook his head vigorously, frowned and looked at An Xin on the hospital bed: "It's not just that, it's not that there's no benefit at all."
An Xin raised her eyebrows: "Oh? What's the benefit?"
The tone seemed a little careless.
Zeng Rui looked straight into An Xin's eyes and gave the answer word by word:
"You don't need to hide it from him."
“This is the biggest benefit.”
The atmosphere in the ward suddenly seemed to be quiet for a moment, and the needles could be heard.
Without giving the girl a stunned look to react, Zeng Rui looked at the former and continued to say: "At least, you don't need to suffer from illness while also having to bear the psychological burden of hiding the closest person on the other hand."
"At least, when you are vulnerable and need to find someone to talk to, the person you confides does not need to be just us 'ordinary' friends, but people you really want to talk to."
"At least, you can get more encouragement and courage from that guy."
"At least"
Zeng Rui paused and slowly said the last sentence:
"When you don't need to hide it from that guy anymore, you're really not alone."
The air is quiet.
Only the rustling sound of the curtains blown gently by the breeze.
The girl on the hospital bed seemed to try hard to squeeze out her smile and say something like "I have you here, where is the same person?", which can make the atmosphere more relaxed, but in the end she still couldn't say it.
Just lowered your head.
A low voice came gently from the girl's hanging hair:
"But, I don't want him to be sad because of me."
Zeng Rui took a deep breath and spoke almost like a long sigh:
"But in this way you have to carry everything down by yourself, it's so hard."
"It's already like this, can't you even think about yourself once?"
"It's good once."
Looking up again, An Xin tried hard to squeeze out a smile and looked at Zeng Rui:
"Why"
"It seems that I can't really do it."
Zeng Rui's eyelids were beating slightly, as if he tried his best to control his emotions and took a deep breath several times, but in the end he still gritted his teeth and said:
"I don't know why."
"But now... the first time in history... I really want to hit someone."
The girl looked sad: "A Zeng, are you angry with me too?"
Zeng Rui shook his head and said coldly: "I'm talking about that guy."
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