Sometimes, some things really cause endless regrets because of a slight difference.

This is true for Mu Qiu.

then……

Even if it was just a little earlier, perhaps the time for each team club came to visit him a little earlier, there would be no situation like him who refused without hesitation.

Because if it were just at the end of S1, many things had not happened yet.

There should be room for redeem.

If he received such an invitation at that time, he would be able to directly persuade the former partner who fought side by side in the bottom lane to follow him. The two of them could still continue to play ADC-assisted partner combination in the new team and continue to sweep all over the national server and even the world professional arena.

pity.

At that time when the S1 finals ended, there were almost no other mature teams or clubs established in the national server, and they did not receive invitations or even generous price contracts as soon as the team was disbanded.

I relied on my own efforts to hold on to S1 for more than half a year... At that time, all of them in the team had reached a situation where they were almost out of ammunition and food.

Without other hopes and hopes, it is really hard to hold on.

So at that time, his bottom lane partner chose to leave.

Mu Qiu still clearly remembered what his companions said in a low and sad tone before the two separated last time:

"Aqiu, I'm leaving."

"The big city here...the cost is too high, and there is no way to make money and cannot be maintained."

"My parents and my mother and mother are not in good health at home. I can't be willful anymore. It's time for me to go back."

At that time, he tried to keep him.

But when the words came to my mouth, I choked and found that I could not organize any powerful persuasion words, as if everything in front of the cruel and cold reality at that time seemed pale and powerless.

And that word... is really heartbreaking.

"capricious".

Yes.

For them at that time, or in the eyes of most people at that time, they chose to spend more than half a year to fight for a so-called e-sports dream that had no way out and no value.... It was really just a willful choice.

And willfulness always comes at a time when we should calm down.

No matter how beautiful your dream is, you will eventually wake up.

This really cannot be blamed on any of them, because no matter who it is, even everyone in the entire professional e-sports circle did not expect that in just over a year after S1, the professional e-sports field of the Chinese server would suddenly usher in such an explosive leap and growth.

all of a sudden……

Professional e-sports has become the hottest topic.

The professional players who could only rely on their own small savings to barely eat instant noodles in Internet cafes and compete in training games. They took the bus and subway to participate in the competition suddenly became popular products that could easily have high salaries.

Later, there are even teams with a scale of millions and millions to sign contracts. A game anchor can earn an annual salary of hundreds of millions and make a fortune by opening a Taobao store.

And all this always brings an unknown anger to Mu Qiu.

Not because of envy and jealousy.

purely……

It is a kind of grievance and reluctance.

He felt unwilling to accept himself, his companions and even the few peers in the circle back then.

Because... why is such an era of e-sports so late? Why is it that one of them came late after being forced to choose to leave sadly?

A little earlier.

If it could be earlier.

He had fantasized countless times in the middle of the night that if the national e-sports had risen faster and those team clubs came to the door earlier, perhaps nothing would have been like this.

That partner will not be forced to leave because of reality.

There will be no heavy tragedy that will happen later.

Everything will move forward in a better direction after the end of the S1 season.

He and his partner... can continue to fight side by side on the field, shining brightly. At that time, why did the so-called auxiliary god Autumn in the world e-sports circle today take the lead? The strongest name in the bottom lane is destined to belong only to the two of them.

But reality is not as if.

Only the most cruel and cold ending is in front of you, it is destined and cannot be changed.

Mu Qiu also knew that this matter was actually unreproachable. He could not force the rise of the e-sports era to come sooner because of personal will. So naturally... he also could not blame the national server team clubs that appeared after the rise of e-sports came too late.

All are fate.

It’s the same thing to say whether the luck is bad or the blessing is not there.

However, he never really felt relieved.

because……

Maybe there is no way to complain about anything else.

But the captain of their team back then, the guy who caused everything to fall apart... could never get rid of the responsibility for faults and would always be the culprit of everything.

Mu Qiu subconsciously clenched his fist and nails, almost forcefully, pressing them into his palm and pressing them to bleed. Even the cigarette in his hand was burning and almost burning his fingers, he almost didn't notice it. The cold light in his eyes flashed.

That guy.

No matter what, he would never forgive.

Even the partner who later persuaded him sincerely several times, saying "Fengzi also has his own knot" and other words... he would still be unable to get over it.

Just the pressure you are under?

If you are under great pressure, you should make such a hasty and irresponsible choice?

Why?

Why can you make such a decision at will, even hurting other close friends who fought side by side?

You know, even in the end, even if his partner suffered such a harm, which led to irreversible heavy and bitter results, he was still making excuses for you.

What kind of virtue do you have?

In terms of conscience... don't you feel any torment or guilt at all?

Thinking of his partner, Mu Qiu's clenched fists slowly relaxed again. Thinking that his last contact with the former seemed to have been a long time ago, he couldn't help but lower his head again.

It’s not that he gradually became rusty with the other party.

And it is purely because he often doesn't know how to face his former partner friend.

especially……

It was when he saw the other person’s hands with his own eyes.

It seems that from then on, even a simple sentence or a single sight may cause self-esteem damage to the silent but sensitive companion.

Then all he can do now seems to be able to leave far away and not disturb him anymore.

Let that old friend forget everything about the past and live a new life quietly and peacefully.

only

Even though I know this truth, I still have concerns and longings in my heart.

He looked up in a daze, and Mu Qiu looked into the night sky again.

Under the same night.

I don't know what that friend is doing now.

Are you doing well?

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